Billie Eilish Everything I Wanted (Hijazi Remix)

Les pieds pris dans le sable, la tête au large, question.
Faut-il partir, s’envoler, larguer les amarres,
Ou creuser le sol, fouiller l’histoire, bâtir sans départ ?
Une porte s’ouvre, hésitation qui danse,
Un pas en avant, ou un souffle en silence ?
L’accueillir en pleine lumière ou refermer l’histoire,
Laisser entrer l’inconnu ou verrouiller la mémoire ?
Observer ou plonger, être vague ou océan,
Voir le monde défiler, ou devenir le courant ?

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Anyone lived in a pretty how town

“Will You Still Care” blends emotional lyricism with soaring EDM drops, deep basslines, and euphoric synths. It’s a track that takes the ache of lost love and turns it into an anthem for the dance floor — a bittersweet rush that lingers long after the beat fades.


Will You Still Care - Think Of Me

Dreamy. Psychedelic. Soulful. It's the kind of music that washes over you like a warm tide, pulling you into a hazy, sun-drenched daze. This is indie-pop with a cosmic twist, blending shimmering synths and reverb-soaked guitars with a smooth, soulful groove. It’s perfect for late-night drives, lazy Sunday afternoons, or anytime you want to get lost in a soundscape that's both melancholic and uplifting.

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Didn’t Hurt

A little bit a love

I don’t need a church… maybe just a microphone.
This is more than music—it’s My Commission.
 It’s a soul-stirring ballad that pours out testimony through melody.
The track carries the weight of a prayer sung straight from the heart.
It's the story of a man who may not speak in tongues, raise the dead, or heal the sick-but has been given a voice to sing life into broken places. Every verse is a confession, every chorus a cry for healing, and every note a reminder that music can be a ministry all on its own.
This isn't just a love song-it's a mission.
Before the mission on earth is complete, My Commission declares that a microphone can become a pulpit, a song can become a lifeline, and a melody can save a soul.
#MyCommission #NewMusic #SoulfulRNB #GospelRNB #SonicDominion #RnBSoul #HealingThroughMusic #FaithAndMusic #TestimonyInSong #MusicWithPurpose #RnBVibes #GospelSoul #SpiritualJourney

MY COMMISSION

Level Down

[INTRO]
If I got it, you can get it— 
No, I don't mean "If I can do it, so can you." 
Don’t know what it means to,
If it’s even wanted by, you.
What I mean: if I have it, 
And you need it, Once I've fed my children, I'll give the rest to you.
Right now, mostly just beats
Reminders to breathe,
I got to offer you.
Don’t know if that’s enough,
But sometimes that’s everything
What we needed…never knew. 
[VERSE 1 - Nocturnal awakening]
When the people sleep, 
I awake, no longer counting sheep
Their turn to sleep, inverted world turn inside out— closest I get  To remember what it means To be me.
Moonlight reducing the viscosity of air, I breathe deep Til I feel fully alive— The day-lit world, I survive,
Twilight, the place I revive.
I've been searching for the skeleton key, It opens everything.
The spine like a lightning rod Grounding God, remembering There’s no difference between me And eternity.

[HOOK - Abundance mindset]
If I got it, you can get it— No, I'm not bein condescending. I can't know what you can do, And I ain't conceding.
What I mean: if I have it, if you need it, Once I've fed my children, I'll give the rest to you.
If you still hear, these words
A gift for you. 
Thank you for listening. Consonants, reverbs, and beats— never sound as sweet as sharing 
Them with you.

[VERSE 2 - Time theft]
Take a minute— A measure of moments. Sometimes you notice, Sometimes time traveling,
Like you disappeared and now coming to When you check the clock,
How you gonna measure time like
It stays the same, and ain’t relative to
Each of you? 
They taking the most time—
Hours drag by, waiting to feel alive.

They took the water, the land, the food.
Only way to survive?
Working for what they stole from you.
 Day cooked, like I’m asleep, dreamless. Now the main thing that comes between us— We ain't got time, Too busy, Can't find time to share between us.
Do we measure ourselves by the calendar Or by what we create and in sequence?
The minutes that are missing—
Where'd we go?l Where'd we hide?

[VERSE 3 - Life cycle, the gift economy]
If I got it, you can get it— Every rhyme, keeping time, Giving life to your listening.
Every time you listening, Give life to the rhymes. Somehow we both existing In and out of time,  Come together, sharing life.
They lied— Only way to keep growing, Keep your crop giving life, Is to let it give life.
It ain't grow to be locked away with the dead. Grains riddled with rot
For Centuries ain’t left the storage shed. people starving, harvesting 
Plastic like it’ll quell their hunger,
Just added fuel to the fire,
Anger now where there once was wonder. 
[OUTRO - Returning to the question]
If I got it, you can get it. What you need? Who am I talking to?
Sometimes I still wonder
What wonders we forgot we knew?
Wonder where humans
Still feel like humans,
In this digitized fugue 
(fade on question)

If I Got It


[Verse 1]
Father God, I come to the place again
That you torment my brain every moment of my life
You know you told me everything that everybody needs
Everybody, everybody’s sin, everybody doesn’t need
You told me, you reveal
You told me where they’ve been, where they felt
Where every single pain that they every moment of their life

And no, I know what you wonder—
Their uncles, their cousins, their nephews, their dads
Their nephews, their brothers, their cousins, their next door neighbor
You know the one that abused you
I remember every single one like it was yesterday
The pain in my mind, you know, flourishes every day
There’s not a moment that I don’t go without pain

Father God, is this my life that I’m supposed to be refrained from?
Oh my God—You told me that I’m supposed to be loved
And I show everybody about your love
But I know no matter what, deep down inside of me
Is a love that confessed inside of me
Moments in my life that I realize I’m starving
I’m starving for love, I’m starving for this caressness

Father God, the faith that you said you gave me
Father God, where are you? Where do you remain?
You see me hurting? Are you just lost inside of everything else
That you’re trying to do to just control the world?
Control everything that we do and say
Everything that we speak

Even take out our sisters because you know what,
You wanted to wake us up, mind up, yeah
You wanted us to feel
Yeah, I know how your mind works
Yeah, you lose so much pain, yeah, to get us to what?
To follow you?

But you let us suffer so much endurance
And I know and whatever mind, oh my God, I’m mad at you
Yeah, yeah, I am, I am
Let so much pain happen to this earth
And you sit back and cry and not even do nothing
Then you send people like me to go out there and feel so much pain
To change, why?
So you can continue to hurt this world
The way that you do every single day of your life

Yeah, I’m talking to you straight up, God
What are you trying to do? What are you trying to prove?
A world hurting and broken, yeah, and distressed and yeah
Yeah, you’re sitting there telling us to love your name

[Chorus (Hook)]
Straight up, God, I’m crying out to You
This pain is heavy, but I’m still speaking truth
Straight up, God, what are You trying to do?
I’m standing here broken, still reaching for You

[Verse 2]
Jesus
That name supposed to change the way that I think
The way that I frame, the way that I am, the way that I feel?
You let me go through so much pain
Yeah, you take away all my sins, but yet again
Let me just suffer in the same moments of my life
When I was such a child, yeah, from moments of begin

[Chorus (Hook)]
Straight up, God, I’m crying out to You
This pain is heavy, but I’m still speaking truth
Straight up, God, what are You trying to do?
I’m standing here broken, still reaching for You

[Outro / Bridge idea]
I’m starving for love, I’m starving for faith
Father God, show me where You remain
In the hurt and the pain, in the moments I bleed
I’m still crying out, Lord, come rescue me

Straight Up, God

“Star over Stone” is an anthemic folk-rock Christmas song — built on toms and gang vocals. A modern hymn for the disoriented and the faithful alike, it bridges ruin and redemption with one unforgettable hook: “Star over stone, shine the way home.”

Star Over Stone

Welcome in this universe of experimental music made with love and passion by me, Carlos Chapman, Alouma Aves, Mona Ellis, my brother FFynnon Chapman sometimes, and i hope to improve and do some songs with you, or you, or with someone you know that sings, plays, etc. 
Message from the future : The World Wide Wise Revolution is coming. You are part of it, The world is moving, Humanity is joining together again !  Okay, you can find 5 different directions here : Songs in french (native), Songs in english (native, with Mona Ellis), songsmultilingual (with Alouma Aves), instrumental, dna, geofractal, explorations songs and songs in Langage of The Future (experimental invented phonemic universal langage for music and  feeling/healing).