where your head been? w mental (mercyyy kyoa)

Nineteen Freestyle Prod Meta

prod @yumenikki

this song is from summer 2024 during a very difficult period in my life. i am doing much better now. thank you for listening!

lyrics:

i cant stay awake
perc got me delayed
racing cars down interstate
money in my paypal
i dont wanna wait
u make me feel safe
i can never leave this place
nothing left to say now

u dont really get me
like u never met me
want you to forget me
why would you not let me
i just wanna let go
numb my head wit benzos
i thought we were friends tho
u thought wed be friends no

i stare at the wall now
i forget my thoughts now
i do what i want now
i just wanna fall down
i just wanna lay down
want you at my place now
in the bed im facedown
want u in my face now

nod off in the greyhound
in another place now
i dont wanna go back
i hate to be home now
girl i want you here now
didnt wanna leave you
i just wanna see you
i just wanna feel u

i just dont fuck with this
i smoke gas in the crib
she dont like how i live
ill put u on the list
jus popped it out the blister
i dont want to be fixed
u were my favorite kiss
so why do i feel different

i stay up i dont know my limits
crushing pills up i wan feel it instant
yuh, way too fucked up i cant listen
put the black tar on foil, lighter, flick it

it had me fucked up but i miss it
i was living with you it was prison
you were doing it with me, decision
i didnt wan be in love so i fixed it

come get me prod. freger

prod @guda feat @diegointhedark

yea u like me but i despise u
i still own u even if were done
im just tryna run but i cant go
trippin off an oxy i cant move
im sorry but i had 2 switch it up 
small waist t shirt 16 lines
girl yk i love that coke n that blo
ive been tryna get it but ive been so lo
whats right 4 me yk
im drownin in my lows
it seems u do not care
i kno wuts right 4 me
x2 

i dont rlly wanna stop for nun 
so just let me switxch it up now
i just wanna raise a kid
i just wanna get old
i think im built for ts n imma make it
i dont wanna lose i dont een wanna die yet
tell me does it get easier when i get older

new jeans 
2 beans make me happy 
all these pussys talking shit 
but never @ me
carve my face off my head 
imma sell it off 
popping laced clonazepam
i kno tht its wrong 

ur bitch bumps my songs 
how does tht feel 
i wear cleats 
n my shawty rocking high heels
steel bars for bones 
iron maiden 
trapping off my flip phone 
cuts on my arms fading

whts wrong idkk
i was stepping through the mud 
now i walk on marble floors
lil shawty wna fuck 
ima hit , bcome a ghost 
ima step in through the front 
brudda kick n the backdoor 

all they wna do is talk 
i jst wna b alone 
i could never punch a clock 
iv been juggin on my own
whn i looked into urr eyes 
it jst made me feel lifeless 
ive been down
hope u kno tht im trying

low @diegointhedark

@diegointhedark
**OUT ON ALL PLATS**

PradaGiftBaags
mansion wit the gate closed
we were down bad
now i got my plate full
its too much money now
i cannot rock the same clothes
told him dont run up
fye gon send him 2 the angels

foreign bitch
& foreign jacket
feds gon hit the spot
they wont find funds
u kno i stashed it
im tryn spark this blunt
bro watdafuck do u mean "pass it"
letting myself go
im tryna hold on
i cant grasp it

rubber bands breaking
poppin champagne in the club
got the ground shaking
u not clutching on no guns
bro u steady faking
we kno u not gettin bread
boy yo pockets makeshift
thats disgracious

my heart's beating out my chest
turns out
that i knew that bitch was like the rest
i got weight on my shoulders
bro im livin in distress
only 10 minutes in
now shes taking off her dress

sayin u got swag
u rock 130 Backpacks
sayin u got hoes
bro u got bitches on Snapchat
fake id, 21
bro im not talking Blackjack
bitch we GloweduP
used to be the kid they laughed at

spotify link

PradaGiftBaag @diegointhedark

@diegointhedark
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lyrics:
my head spins
4ur love
the blood stains on my gloves
the check came in
get it gone bruh
get ur bro finessed
get him gone

on my own once again
badass bitch bring her friend
doin shows we break the floor
askin me2sign her tits

think ive been here b4
feelings tht i cant 4get
n the day i turn into a corpse
i only hope that ill b

pills4breakfast
scam gang get the money then i exit
HTL im on that
call her phone until i hear the beep
why wont she call back

my head spins
4ur love
the blood stains on my gloves
the check came in
get it gone bruh
get ur bro finessed
get him gone

on my own once again
badass bitch bring her friend
doin shows we break the floor
askin me2sign her tits

think ive been here b4
feelings tht i cant 4get
n the day i turn into a corpse
i only hope that ill b missd

ill do it4the—
ill do it4the flex
hoes mad o well
tell lil shawty "thank u, next"

seen your swag
im really not impressed
are u really fly like this
im really high as sht

my lil brudda kickin doors
throughout my life ive seen some sht
sht tht u dont wanna see
secrets tht i hold within

nd its been gettin hard2breathe
w/ all this smoke up in my ribs
all my clothes from overseas
u overdrawn broke boy get clipped

i mix miyake lgb n algonquins
up w/ the rick
i hit manhattan n then queens
i js see lean whenever i piss

ur btch got ur name in her bio
but she b likin all my pics

my head spins
4ur love
the blood stains on my gloves
the check came in
get it gone bruh
get ur bro finessed
get him gone

on my own once again
badass bitch bring her friend
doin shows we break the floor
askin me2sign her tits

think ive been here b4
feelings tht i cant 4get
n the day i turn into a corpse
i only hope that ill b

diegointhedark - get him gone Prod Meta

diegointhedark - 2007

@diegointhedark
https://soundcloud.com/gangbuk-gu/headache-tekea
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lyrics:
bitch its suffer on the map
they dnt hve my back
they gon stab me in the back
bitch im posted up on kelly
w/ a heater playing tag
pусская women on my celly
still she’ll nvr wnt me back

i got dirt inside these jeans
dirtee drugs in my jeans
u ain gettin sht4free
bitch u paying4tht lease
break my shackles set me free
always dreamt of being free
b4 i die n RIP
u are all i wna see

im so numb
doing xans @ 15 so young
are u really happy?
bitch you heavy talking sht
but nvr @ me
tag me or smt
thotties tag me in their photos
smoke in my lungs
hollows pierce him thts a lo blo
K in her nostrils
bitch shouldve jst rolled dope
molotov bottles
out escalade windows

losing my mind
all the sense of self
i lost tht sht along the way
if ths is my life
ill shut my eyes
and pull the trigger
wash away

diegointhedark - losing my mind Prod Tekea & Diegointhedark

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

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