This song hits differently, relating to all the times I've self-sabotaged.

Oldie

skrt(ft. Zay Raheem)

LAWSUITS 4 (Prod. Bouvé)

SPEEDRACER (Prod. Lil Rich)

Ancient Knowledge (prod. Homage)

LYRICS


why the fuck i let myself get so low 
idk 
it just seems to me i like to venture off alone
i cant help it 
thats why i dont stress
it be coming a problem 
aint gotta tell me that
i know

im working on it 

for some reason i like to store all the bullshit
all my problems in a pile deep in my mind
might be the reason i love being in the sky
im not sure but i gotta figure out why 
i do this shit to myself 
why my mind dont pay no mind to the shit 
i tell myself
i guess i dont really care about my health 
we all gonna die and go to hell
eventually 
thats my reason i just stay to myself 

alone in a grave or burnt into ashes 
that is purpose of life
a lot of us spend 
most of our time
question why 
we see it go by 
never be trying to do 
anything about dude
theres only a few
people that make it threw
i see the light
i know that im gonna make it threw
im gonna be part of the people that figure it out
watch and see
i hold the Ls too close to me
to let it go over me 
i always remember the days i let them have a hold of me 
but bitch i always break through anything that dares to get in front of me







(end part)


stupid lil bitch thought he got a hold of me
gotta talk to my mind like that 
ive been hearing voices in head 
that kinda talk like that
telling me all negative things about myself
i just roll couple blunts 
hit a couple dabs
it use to be so bad
i remember feeling like i needed to take the time 
off from this earth
yeah im talking about 6 feet in the earth
dead and gone
i was wrong 
i hit alarms 
had to get up grab a hold of my life
now i been working towards my goals 
looking forward to getting old yuh

PROBL3MS (prod. by Donnie Katana) ft. Kid Crayon

Newest single from the project ive been working on ! enjoy!

Sabotage

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Kirby's Dreamland

Kirby's Dreamland [prod. @jxzzytrip]

Here is my single "Self-Sabotage" [prod. IOF] off of my upcoming album rockaBYEbaby releasing on September 14, 2023. Written, Mixed, Mastered and cover art all done by myself.

***************Lyrics:***************
Tellin me to stay away
I thought inside I was your friend
I know I messed things up I know
Just like I do over again

You told me that you'll set me free
To become a distant memory
Never knew it'd kill myself
The deepest darkest part of me 

Here I go sabotaging 
What once had made me happy
In the back its me who stabs me
(Oh yea)

And I don't know why I do this
Why do I break up a good thing?
Imma psycho when I get mood swings

And I poison the well
Of my mental health
I cant feel my face
I cant breathe so well
(X2)

You were my heaven
Now I'm stuck in hell
(Oh yea)

And I don't know why i do this
Why do I break up a good thing?
Imma psycho when i get mood swings
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Tellin me to stay away
I thought inside I was your heart
Now you see me as insane
The way you look at me's not the same

I remember you said i need help
A professional can give me that
When all i really need is you
I want the best part of me back

Here I go sabotaging 
What once had made me happy
In the back its me who stabs me
(Yea)
And I don't know why I do this
Why do I break up a good thing
Imma psycho when I get mood swings   

And I poison the well
Of my mental health
I cant feel my face
I cant breathe so well
(X2)

You were my heaven
Now I'm stuck in hell

(Yea)
And I don't know why I do this
Why do I break up a good thing
Imma psycho when I get mood swings

SELF-SABOTAGE (prod. IOF)

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