REDDIT KING

miss me (when you're gone) [remixes]

miss me (when you're gone)

No. Chipmunks cannot go to space.

fire a gun.flp

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now could a chipmunk really do that

i can’t help myself
always swimmin from the highest shelf
i see this fish he can’t evade me
he’s drifting idly through the bay

he can’t pick up the pace
i looked right at him and i saw his face
so terrified he couldn’t swim he’s
just drifting idly through the bay

he started sinkin cause i got too close
he’s paralyzed and he doesn’t know
the end is coming and he can’t move
he’s drifting idly through the bay so

i picked him up and i saw his face
suspended here in a lifeless state
i can’t help it’s just how i am
i feel like a jellyfish
always stingin everything

jellyfish

i just can’t keep on fakin it
i don’t think that we can be friends
after you put me through all of your shit
but i’m done with it

i tried tellin' our friends what you did to me
but i couldn’t get a word out and my arms were shaking
had to go and lay down just to feel alright
need you out of my life now

don’t you guilt trip me now
that’s shit toxic
an emotional spell
it’s hypnotic

i can’t stop myself from drinking it down
but your kool-aid’s run out
oh

i just can’t keep on fakin it
i don’t think that we can be friends
after you put me through all of your shit
but i’m done with it

so just leave me alone
i said please leave me alone
i need you to leave me alone
can you please leave me alone

so i can heal from this
so i can feel somethin

i was trapped in there and it felt like the walls were caving in
and then i turned to the screen and i wished i could be that *** again
but it’s burning out and now my bulbs growing dim
but then i turned to the screen and i just wished i could’ve just saved *** from the dark

i just can’t keep on fakin it
i don’t think that we can be friends
after you put me through all of your shit
but i’m done with it

so just leave me alone
i said please leave me alone
i need you to leave me alone
can you please leave me alone

so i can heal from this
so i can feel somethin

leave me alone

i always walk up these stairs but i can’t seem to get any sleep
the portraits on my wall just stare me down
are they mocking me?
i can’t put it to rest, not the thought or myself
so what’s even the point?
i laid my head down there right next to my shelf
but then i heard a noise

the window jumped open in front of my eyes
i looked over the edge
the lights from below all polluted the sky
and now it’s turning red

i jolted my head to try and shake it out
but i can’t end the thought
it descends from my head to my arms to my legs
and now i’m taking it out

if i’m so stupid
why won’t i listen?
if i’m so worthless
why don’t i end it? 

i'm just so cowardly
but now i'll face it
i know i’m drowning
and i won’t make it

i won’t make it
but why would i want to
all the disappointed faces look me down
and they see what’s under the costume

i go into my closet and i flip through till i find my biggest coat
i pull the wool up and over my eyes till i’m nothing but a shadow

the thought keeps taunting me on and on and on
gotta see it through
my mind’s polluted
there’s algae in the pond
i don’t know what to do

i jolted my head to try and shake it out
but i can’t end the thought
it descends from my head to my arms to my legs
and now i’m taking it out

if i’m so stupid
why won’t i listen?
if i’m so worthless
why don’t i end it? 

i'm just so cowardly
but now i'll face it
i know i’m drowning
and i won’t make it

i won’t make it
i won’t make it
i won’t make it
yea, i won’t make it

i won’t make it
i won’t make it
i won’t make it
yea, i won’t make it

i won't make it

lately i’ve been saying i just need some more sleep
and then i’ll go back to normal
so you won’t worry bout me
but i lied

i’ve been through the valley just a couple of times
but i can’t find a way out
and now i’m losing my mind

why am i so indecisive
i don’t mind
all the eyes
i know i’m behind
but i don’t wanna get ahead
you tried to save me but i’m already dead

i thought i’d thought gotten so far and that i’d moved past it
because my life is just a race and i don’t have time to trip
i thought that i was so much better than that
cause you know i’ve never been this fast

so i kept pushing up the speed until my legs gave out
and every limb inside my body came tumbling down
i thought that i was so much better than that
cause you know i’ve never been this fast

why am i so f***ing worthless
i don’t mind
all of the hurt
now i can’t a find
a single reason to get ahead
i tried to save myself when i was already dead

cause you know that i love you but i don’t love myself
and i don’t wanna be okay 
i wanna be somebody else
i just wanna disappear most days
and now i’m worried it’s too little too late
and i wasn’t wrong
cause i’m too far gone

too far gone

All self prod, mixed and written
cover art by me 2
these songs been in the vault and are a bit old so themes are outdated but enjoy
lots of work and heart went into this project
#1b <3

sit there

when it began 
i thought for sure that we’d be done by january  
i don’t see the ending
and i’m so tired
i think that maybe i might retreat again

i don’t even wanna talk about it
even if i could start to open up
this time last year i found it
but i don’t even fuckin know who’d listen up 

can you just stop calling my phone?
motherfucka you don’t even know me
you say you care but you don’t
i see right past all the phonies

when it began 
i thought for sure that we’d be done by january  
i don’t see the ending
and i’m so tired
i think that maybe i might retreat again

when i packed my bags
i thought for that i’d be having such a blast
that college was a blessing
but now i’m so sure
cause every day i wake up defeated

i don’t even wanna talk about it
even if i could start to open up
this time last year i found it
but i don’t even fuckin know who’d listen up 

can you just stop calling my phone?
motherfucka you don’t even know me
you say you care but you don’t
i see right past all the phonies

when i packed my bags
i thought for that i’d be having such a blast
that college was a blessing
but now i’m so sure
cause every day i wake up defeated

when it began 
i thought for sure that i'd be done by january  
i don’t see the ending
and i’m so tired
i think that maybe i might retreat again

retreat again

feels like my heads off
and over my shoulders
i don’t wanna talk
about anything at all
whatever i do it just feels wrong
i can’t keep pushing through it all
i’ll keep on jumping till it’s gone
but i don’t wanna take the fall

THE FALL

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