i need this ft skele

produced by jolst

completely non profit

lyrics

jolst the one that brought me to the scene
so credits due
he just hit me with some beats
he coming thru
this shit is strictly buisiness 
what u gonna do

gonna do
u gon move
u gon move
its time for artistry
im pulling at ya heart strings
im weaving up a tapestry
nylon with the shoe strings
adidas on my flat feet
fuck 'bout who u might be
might be

emphasis on might be
i been sober 2 weeks
i just hit the break t
cause i aint felt this damn weed
flooded up my home street
it just keeps on rainin
fungus on my damp feet
im tryna keep my teeth clean

mental illness is a bitch u know
i'll be borderline until i grow old
fake sad sayin that u wanna die
there aint no glory in it
go from riding high to on the floor
but thats the story aint it

fuck u know bout how my brain works
what u know about the world thru this screen
oh ya brain hurts
how u gonna say that shit when we had proved u wrong
what u said last night was really fuckin dumb
and wrong
it hurt inside
hearing that shit from a friend
and i was right to isolate myself once again

but what u gonna do
gonna do
u gon move
u gon move
its time for artistry
im pulling at ya heart strings
im weaving up a tapestry
nylon with the shoe strings
adidas on my flat feet
fuck 'bout who u might be
might be

tf u gonna do (jolst)

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

prod. me

[casperrr]
the marks on my body
make me remember
what everybody made me go thru
back in december

[autumn]
this all is my fault
it aint no surprise
i lean into the wall
and back intol ife

[casperrr]
my body is rotting
could u save me now
i can't stop myself from falling
but can u pick me up from the ground

[autumn]
im stuck in the rubble and ash 
to fly in a line is a definite crash 
stumbled across who i was in the past
hope i don't re-la-pse

[casperrr]
they all think im different
really whats the difference
i do have feelings
how can't yall see that

[casperrr & autumndropsdead]
ooh~

casperrr x autumndropsdead - back_in2_life (casperrr)

00111010 00101000 interlude (prod. killedmyself)

[Intro]
I'm sure that Janie's hallucinations come pockly from her sick mind
And I'm sure that they must also have a coast and foundation in reality that surrounds her
Yo (Yo)
'Cause this is only your mind
Ayy

[Chorus]
You don't want the heat (Heat)
If I catch you in my tweets (In my tweets)
You put me into the scene (Yo)
I change the flow and fuck it up, ayy (Fuck it up)
Mary over Jack, I do not fuck with anything
This some straight pharmacy green
Count the coughs and catch a lung, yeah

[Verse]
Peppermint patty stench all over my winter jacket
Give me—
I might smell like skunk and I do not know how to mask it
Keep your space like mages
I'ma ward sheep like playfields
Can't take me down one man
You need twenty-five like I'm Arthas
Twenty-five like I'm Illidan
Im a new leader like Vol'jin
Done lavender, here we go again
"Just get it done" is my slogan
I spit simple bars like Robert Munsch
I'm big bars like Tolkien
What the fuck you been smoking?
It's got you feeling important

[Chorus]
You don't want the heat
If I catch you in my tweets (In my tweets)
You put me into the scene (Ayy)
I change the flow and fuck it up, ay (Fuck it up)
Mary over Jack, I do not fuck with anything
This some straight pharmacy green (Yo)
Count the coughs and catch a lung, yeah

[Open Verse]

[Chorus]
You don't want the heat (Heat)
If I catch you in my tweets (In my tweets)
You put me into the scene (Yo)
I change the flow and fuck it up, ayy (Fuck it up)
Mary over Jack, I do not fuck with anything
This some straight pharmacy green
Count the coughs and catch a lung, yeah

9TAILS - peppermint (prod. adjustisac)

[Intro]
(Eric, look at me)
Skin and bone a lot—me—think about it
Kiss me
Skin and bone a lot—me—think about it
Kiss me
[Chorus]
There's plenty of air around me
But my lungs don't work the same as they used to
The pain I felt when I breathe
Is directly related to the day that I lost you (Please)
Hugging on her body for heat (Love)
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me (Oh)
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to fight God (Yeah)
[Verse 1]
This the part where you shеd tears and nod
I've been hurt beforе, but this time, it's too much (Much)
Say my name when you look at my corpse
At least I get that when I'm giving up more
You notify me of my notoriety, but never comfort me
When you were right in front of me (Huh)
All this blood I bleed was draining to the right feet
I'm a sewer person 'cause that's where my life leads
[Verse 2]
Don't look at me, love, I'm ugly
And stage-born with makeup, I'm musty
Tears are fuckin' my face, I'm stuffy
Love really is pain, it must be
[Chorus]
There's plenty of air around me
But my lungs don't work the same as they used to
The pain I felt when I breathe
Is directly related to the day that I lost you (Please)
Hugging on her body for heat (Love)
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me (Oh)
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to be abused
[Outro]
Hugging on her body for heat
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to be abused
Skin and bone a lot—me—think about it
Kiss me
Think about it—think about it—think about it—think about it, baby
Think about it—think about it—think about it—think about it

Everybody Has To Let Go At Some Point That Doesnt Mean Its Easy

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..