i'm so sorry for what i've done
i'm so sorry for my choices
i'm so sorry for my head 
i'm so sorry i chose the end 
it's the voices  
oh they keep on speaking im tired
and i sit in my room in the silence 

what the fuck should i do
when i don't know what to do 
who should i hurt me or u 
how was i such a fool
kept on thinking i was fine 
even tho you made me smile 
there's was something wrong all the time
i don't blame you
so don't blame me either 
i can't love you
but i can't hate you either

love isn't enough (pekarot)

prod. @pekarot_161

[autumn]
as i crash straight down from the ship i manded 
shit's been tough, i been tryna manage
sinking from all the sand i stand in
got no luck with the shit i'm handed

oh, oo, oh
my bones; they grow
so slow
in this body there's nowhere left to go

[casperrr]
nowhere left to go
i'm down on my own
i know death is close
cause i can hear all these crows

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
breaking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on 

[autum]
woah, what's going on?
i don't fear no death, but my head is hung
oh what have i done..
shadows; they scattered and moved to the sides
the webs on the wall, found commfort in spite
my life's not canon to what comes much after i die

[casperrr]
with these spiders crawling on the walls
im breaking every single bone
suck my blood out of my body 
but promise u won't leave me for~

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
braeking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on

casperrr x autumndropsdead - downfall (pekarot)

busy

You should kill me, kill me, kill me
Not the real me, real me, real me
I don’t see him
Breathing, breathing
You don’t need him, need him, need him oh
And I always think about you when im sitting in the dark
Swear I feel your breath putting pressure on my arm
But what the fuck do I know
Im sat here waiting for some truth to be told

Better, know you could be wetter
Pussy so bad he pulled a weapon
My love I don’t know what you’re selling
Too bad im bought in descension

Oh god I don’t know what to get
Two minds im not losing again
What the fuck you think you’re doing in bed
I look away and now you’re fucking again

bought in descension 

This must be the end of everything that I know
Her nails are cutting marks into the back of my throat
No matter how much I clean it won’t go
Fuck you never call me your bro

You don’t give a fuck, you don’t give a fuck
I thought you had a question
Am I not good enough?
Given up now, given up
I let my guard down
Ive had enough

youre moving backwards 
give me some time, 
gimme me some space to relax love
You don’t want that
Feeling pressure around my neck love
im going fast
Imma turn my car right 
just to call it a crash
I can see you going down 
but you didnt ask
You don’t wanna try 
bitch you never have
Ruining a life that you never had
let him knock you up just to get me back
Fucking tapped

Descension

i will lead u to ur doom!

Acoustic cover of the song: 9TAILS - wtf im crying

9TAILS - wtf im crying *acoustic cover*

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call 

(brecken)
I was walking so far
Thought everything was okay
Locked in my car
All the stuff you’d given back to me
One chance now its all gone
Coulda give you the world but now i write a song
About all of the misery that me and you have come by
I don’t need you temporarily like i need sunlight
Like life forever and ever just take me back
I could write a letter cause we’re better with a gap
I thought it was all good
Gave you everything that i could
But you never gave it back to me

(halfhearted)
Tryna find my way back up
Bet you wish you never messed around
I been tryna keep my head up
But my demons keep pulling me down
I gotta get outta this town again
But you made it so i never get out
Lay me down to rest in a flowerbed
Pull my petals and my roots out the ground

And they always ask 
How did you forget 
I didn’t choose to 
I got distracted 
and that’s my fault 
I’ll own up to it like it was written on the ground in chalk 
If I controlled it from the start I think I could make that call

how did you forget ft. brecken + halfhearted  (michael harrison)

ANGEL LENNY - getaway (prod. sesh)

Reverse Gravity

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No Contact

No Contact (Feat. Sewerperson)[Prod. Chibi]

Lyrics:

Namo:

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

I felt all the pain 
Although I still stayed 
I knew how I’d feel but all I want to do is just fade 

But I ignored the calling 
My life seems like it’s all falling 
Got demons around me harping 
Yea 

Trynna escape this distance 
I know it’s a big commitment 
Grown apart from myself 
Had no one to listen 

Maybe need some uplifting 
Maybe I need your call 
Maybe I need your voice 
To make me feel calm 
 
Yea
Far away 
From you 
Look away 
It’s hard to 

Why do I feel so much pain 
Got a mental block in my brain 
Take me away 
But some things ain’t the same 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo 

sewerperson:

when im throwing up
i see blood cells
since you left the city
its like a ghost town
tongues inside my head i think im burning up yuh
baby i need my courage let me work it up yuh
all these late december nights must have been someone else
im tryna place u friday night girl can u help me out
its better to have loved and have lost then never love at all
now i check my phone at 3am and i see 20 calls
every time i lay inside my bed i hear you in the walls
20 years shes lived inside my head and i cant turn it off
after the bulk of the storm i still love you
baby i need some time to figure out just how to trust you

Namo: 

When I wake up 
I need angels 
Demons hell as I let go 
Thought I knew myself but
Then you let go 
now I know I need someone with a halo

casperrr x autumndropsdead - downfall (pekarot)

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