casperrr x autumndropsdead - succeed in failing

prod. @pekarot_161

[casperrr]
nobody will love you as i do did
seeing u with some1 else makes me sick 
i wish u the best, but i feel like shit
hope u succeed in life while i can't even live 

(chorus) [casperrr]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

[casperrr & autumn]
ooh~

[autumn]
and they say i'll never change
just put that on my grave
not tryna resist this, but it's on my name
just calm down
you're aware of the wrongs that you did
so just let them run out
just not right now
just twist what you want, up until you fall down
i'm losing my hair
trying not to be scared
it took so much time to get where i am here
my knees to the ground
as well as my pride
the ones that i've hurt aren't good at goodbyes

so i stay inside
cause this home knows i
accepted what i've done
just not to that extent
oh how i was stunned from 
all of it

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

casperrr x autumndropsdead - succeed in failing (pekarot)

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

prod. @pekarot_161

[autumn]
as i crash straight down from the ship i manded 
shit's been tough, i been tryna manage
sinking from all the sand i stand in
got no luck with the shit i'm handed

oh, oo, oh
my bones; they grow
so slow
in this body there's nowhere left to go

[casperrr]
nowhere left to go
i'm down on my own
i know death is close
cause i can hear all these crows

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
breaking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on 

[autum]
woah, what's going on?
i don't fear no death, but my head is hung
oh what have i done..
shadows; they scattered and moved to the sides
the webs on the wall, found commfort in spite
my life's not canon to what comes much after i die

[casperrr]
with these spiders crawling on the walls
im breaking every single bone
suck my blood out of my body 
but promise u won't leave me for~

(chorus) [casperrr&autumn]
braeking, im shaking, im aching i stg
what did i do to be treated so terrible
nothing at all
u were my downfall
u got me addicted and then u ran off 
i'm sick of the pain
sick of the hurt
wish i was dead
if we are being blunt
roll me another 1 
pass me another blunt
it's the only thing that keeps me going on

casperrr x autumndropsdead - downfall (pekarot)

prod. me

[casperrr]
the marks on my body
make me remember
what everybody made me go thru
back in december

[autumn]
this all is my fault
it aint no surprise
i lean into the wall
and back intol ife

[casperrr]
my body is rotting
could u save me now
i can't stop myself from falling
but can u pick me up from the ground

[autumn]
im stuck in the rubble and ash 
to fly in a line is a definite crash 
stumbled across who i was in the past
hope i don't re-la-pse

[casperrr]
they all think im different
really whats the difference
i do have feelings
how can't yall see that

[casperrr & autumndropsdead]
ooh~