you and xona KILLED this shit bro 😭😭

why it gotta be like that why do I gotta forget. 🖤🖤

@xona
vocals: xona & casperrr
mixing: xona & casperrr
writting: xona & casperrr

(casperrr)
emptying bottles let them fill my room
maybe i'll be laying on the floor with them soon
baby i'm feeling lost
and baby i'm feeling down
i've been gone i ran away from the crowd
and no1 even tried to phone me 
to check up on me 

(chorus)
why you gotta be like that(5x) (and i don't wanna cry no more , yeah yeah)
why you always leave when i'm sad 
why you always grin when i'm mad
if you don't love me than i don't care

(xona)
ahh~

know why I feel the way I do
you’re talking about me like you want me to lose
don’t lie like you always wanted to

and I listen but it’s nothing to you
spinning circles, falling dead
flowers scattered through my bed
I still wish you for the best
“I don’t know what you want from me”
well cause I know you didn’t care when i was on my knees

I don’t wanna fight
don’t let it end this way
I’ll love you of end of sight
I wanna be the change
I don’t wanna fight
don’t wanna end this way
ahh~ I just wanna say…

(casperrr)
don't wanna speak with you
don't wanna talk to you 
won't tell you about anything that i'm going thru
2 days no sleep am alr used to
lately i've been crying for rain 
to wash away
our memories 

Why it gotta be like that
why do i gotta forget
why can't u regret 
all the bad things that u said 

(chorus)
why you gotta be like that
why you always leave when i'm sad 
why you always grin when i'm mad
if you don't love me than i don't care

why w/xona (used beats)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

it's the way that you said w/ keeper

i see the moon shining on this dark night
that wont damp my mood babe im alright
it use to but now im really different
all for the better
i wouldnt change it at all
no fucking chance
ive spent alot of nights in this room
and ill spend alot fucking more
ask me "how many more?"
and ill just say; "until im on the billboard"
so i asked what that bitch have
and he couldn't answer me
cause he hated me
and i dont know why
in the midst of these dark cold nights
nights add up and i see him
in my future i really wanna be with him
i can see now
am i finally see thru?

drk, cld, nghts. (kuboi)

produced by caves 
completely non profit

lyrics

U say he loves u like I somehow don't 
these words still hurt from out her perfect mouth
oh trust I'm happy that it all worked out

she said ur broken promise I don't mind
these conversations happen late at night
these empty bottles stack a mile high
my dart went out I think I need a light

I think our vices help us sleep alright
wrap my wounds make sure u wrap em tight
so every night I get to flying kites
Canna banner I fly this shit so high
my dart when out I think a need a light 
so she's a whore? I guess ur prolly right
still I can't change the way I feel inside
I am these broken promises and we are just alike

does it hurt that we won't talk again
she screams u lied n I said now n then
but why u acting like u innocent
I'm still choking up on all the words I thought I could of said

she said ur broken and we r just alike
these conversations happen late at night
look how u've grown look how the time will fly
my dart went out I think I need a light

we're just alike
late at night
these coversations right
they happen all the time
and from a mile high
I throw these bottles I
but still the time just flies
we're forced to say goodbye 

just alike (caves)

track 2 
prod speedlmt 
mixed + mastered by me 

and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony 

ive killed 3 men for u my love
and i would kill again 
i’ve seen so many people run
i wipe my tears and repent 
and u tell me 
that i will be just fine 
but i wont 
unless you come here 
i promise i wont hurt u
and u tell me that i’m evil
i said i know
i’m obsessed with ur perfume

 and i’m right on ur street 
and i’d love to see u bleed
and i’ve learned so many things 
since we last met
i can’t wait to show u 

and i smile as you scream 
cus i’ve lost everything 
this means nothing to me 
so if u beg 
i’ll blind u with this irony

killer, pt2 (speedlmt)

nevrfall sequel 😈

shoutout @ztope for mix and mastr

lyrics

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth, picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

ill wait, wait for u to call my name 
uh, but
we dont got long i wont be forming greys
hey,
this aint my fault i was saved 
had no choice, i was left in acid rain
 

no, now u jus stabbin me
dont, dont let me off easy
woah i cant tell if this a dream 
mirror always fogs when i think i know what i see

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 

pulled on strings oh im more than aware
oh im not lost i just reak of despair

baby its not u i swear 
damage in my own repair
this not what i choose to wear
its all thats left when ur not here
may be safe but scared 
when i hurt i evolve my dear
painting pictures all alone there’s nothing more i fear

the pallets warm so i cant call it art
ripping teeth while picking skin leaves a mark
liquor pours, while our eyes at th stars 
its not much but i call it a start 

paying fees to the dark and unstable
sparks flare as the tags on the toes are unabaled
hearts warm but its taking its toll on the brain
step forward, im in need of updating

everythings gonna be ok

everythings gonna be ok (nevrfall)

produced by caves.

metallic taste in my mouth
bloodshot eyes and im out
i dont know my route
i dont know my route
i dont know my route..
live, endeavor
☆
old news that i already know
pissed off and i cant get old
what do i have to say?
(could i ever?)
(could i ever?)
(one missed call)
(two missed calls)
☆
and who am i right now..?
MY BODYS TELLING ME 
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
RIGHT NOW
"I NEED TO GET OUT, NEED TO GET AWAY"
to find contrast
in my life
or all this will be nothing
(nothing)
yeah, it'll be nothing.
☆
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
FOR ALL MY LIFE
I SCRAPE ANY HOPE
OFF MY BEDROOM FLOOR
and if i cannot find it,
I'LL LEAVE ANYWAY
☆
a hurricanes coming thru and
it kinda reminds me of you
kinda reminds me of you..
have you ever, have you ever,
been alone like that?
and all this time i finally need to matter

live, endeavor.

chapter ii

produced by ztope
completely non profit

lyrics 

dragged by our feet
through the snow
the watchman saved our lives
and welcomed to his home
he has advice to give
he thought you needed some
this is no way to live
what have we become

the watchman lives to keep his lantern lit
he smells of edelwood and cigarettes
inside the forest you won't meet your death
beware the beast
this innocence is on his breath

he said they will turn on us
and we will burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are you scared of us
cus we were left to rust
u think you care that much
this is what's left of us

don't let your mind disconnect 
from the world that you been living in
no I'm alright in the forest 
I'm at peace with all the denizens 
so keep your eyes on the track 
tho I know they feel like wandering
no I'm alright: it's an act
you just can't let doubt start setting in
several souls I know
well they left years ago
they took the lonely road
and they got lost in hope
so I'm a lonely rope
she left a lonely note
this is our only home
you're all I have to hold

decks

well I was born in blood and guts but who was counting
spoilt what I thought was mine to drown in
hold ur breath for as long as it's allowing 
the last of us are here for u
but now's it's go
go sleep in the snow
wake up to visions I'll never remember
I know now
where do we go
sickened and feeling ur losing ur tether 
it's part of the path that we take
born into hate and decay
everyone here is the same
look at the mess that we made

several souls I know
well they were once my home
they found a new one tho
and they got lost in the snow
so im your only hope
it's hard to let them go
I wish I'd never known
but now on forced to cope

betweentheveinsandi 

he said they would turn on us
and we would burn to dust
we will get lost inside the forest
either one of us
so are u scared of us?
cus we were left to rust?
u think u care that much.
this is what's left of us.


left of us ft. decks (ztope)

mix. @ztope

(prodnxku) 

-non profit-

lyrics -

aye sinking
help me find my meaning
your the only one in
my life not deceiving
girl im barely breathing
i cant fight this feeling
why does everything feel
so fuckin unappealing
everyday i wake up
starting at the ceiling yeah its
just another day i wont cope
with these feelings i
ant fuckin healing i
need time to my self
how appealing never mind
ima die can feel it?
tell me do you feel this?

cuz no one cares
about whats going on
yeah i need help
why cant you tell?

deceive (prodnxku)

lyrics:
take it or leave it, he gave it all he got,
and when I hear that sound, its always been too long,
so when I get on home, I put that record on

cuz I miss ur voice on my shoulder, saying its alright,
and you got a way, making it seem like,
no one knows whats going on, except for you and I

you tried to use those tunes, to tell us the truth, 
you never died, you just went up to the sky,
its alright, at least you tried.

they preyed on your nature, and tore you all apart,
I said whats going on, you take it back to the start,
they sold you body out, and all you did was laugh,
they sold your body out, but they could never sell your heart

when I'm sad, he comes to me, he makes it fine,
with those blues you took, with your gypsy eyes,
cuz no one knows whats going on, except for you and I

you tried to use those tunes, to tell us the truth, 
you never died, you just went up to the sky,
its alright, at least you tried.

cuz loneliness was such a drag, until you were in my life.

why w/xona (used beats)

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