Vitamins. +luvstxr

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

lyrics:

god, no, no you said you couldn't love me x5

if it's not what you wanted 
why you keeping me around 
kick me to the pavement 
when im already down 
one shot to the heart 
two shots through my brain
like covering your tracks
in the shade of the moonlight 
i said "if you don't love me then show me"
show me 
so you showed me pretty fucking cruelly 
i said if you don't love me then show me 
show me 
so you showed me
you showed me 

you take the blue right outta my veins 
you give me love then you give me hella pain 
i just want you to leave right now 
your back and forth is gonna take me out 

deadpan: 

i walk in this bitch dont need no disguise 
i been way too fucked up
let the drugs take me for a ride 
n what u scared for if u have nothing to hide
i will be right here patiently waiting for the sunrise
its all really not so complex 
goin up like forex
its the little things i ask 
if u wanna ask
then why dont u wanna see where it all gets 
i saw it go downhill ever since we met 
u can do that part 
took the red out of my heart 
do not want to restart 
up in new york we dont go far 
my name u can keep bashin 
bitch fly out in the aston 
im losing so much traction 
i dont know how all this could happen

tenshi:

*hook*

god no, no you said you couldn't love me
chasing you around is making me dizzy 
emotion sickness gonna be
the fucking death of me 
i'll be 24 and you'll be writing me a eulogy  
tell me are you ashamed?
are you even sort of ashamed of your duplicity? 
now im striving for the fame and the publicity 
cuz everybody here just turns away from me 

*hook*

you showed me every single day
but i was blinded in the disarray 
so, so i took it every single day, yea
im gonna fucking decay 

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back&forth (ft. epiz0ik) [+afterlife x jolst]

CASTLE CRASHERS! ft. KINGDØM & MERLOT (+9anyal)

i hope u the worst ft ghostsocial (prod. grayskies)

all the way up! (feat. KINGDØM & LOMLNATE) [prod. thislandis]

Pour gas onto the fire
Is that all that you did?
I don't wanna talk
Just let me rot inside of the pit
Take my feelings back
As my heart gets stitched
Just wanna stay inside my room
'Cus I'm tired as shit

No sleep I forgot who I'm supposed to be
Can't see through the lies on your 4k screen
Falling apart at the seams
Its easier when you don't have friends like me
So scribble out my face 'til its all gone
Look around this place
Its apparent that its all wrong (all wrong)
Broken moments pick the pieces off the sidewalk
I don't wanna be here anymore its a lost cause

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

'Cus when you look
I find it hard to breathe
Stuck in my head
I'll bite my tongue 'til it starts to bleed
Wait, do you still care
Do you still think of me
Or am I just another ghost
That's trapped inside your screen
Staying up all night thinking of
Friends I used to know
Never mind they probably forgot me a year ago
In my bed but I still feel so very far from home
And no one stays so maybe I'm just better off alone
Don't fuck with y'all leave the group chat
Just grab the package and I'm gone like its DoorDash
Losing sleep I'm getting sidetracked
So hit me up I need a friend before the format

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

pointless

pointless w/ xobuttoneyes

Mixed: Yung Blasian
follow my Instagram: @officialyungblasian

Lyrics:
Im in the 6, Toronto
Im smoking gas, gelato
and if you with me 
girl you're lucky, you hit the lotto
you say you never do this
im liking how you move it
it move like jelly
let me touch your belly
put me in your telly baby
take 2 percs I feel amazing
she likes the calvin klein fragrance
i woke up today and they hate it
im on a flight Im way too faded

hola
i said one thing
now she trying to take her clothes off
i just want some head
i dont really need your clothes off
Baby, please don't wait for me
i don't like consistency
i got some hoes persisting me
got a new girl whose Indian <3
you like my new chain its Vivienne
my bitch too pretty
yeah she model
yeah she rocking vivienne
i do it all for you
touchdown in your city
im one call for you
i could make life pretty
tell me what you really want
tell me where you wanna go
tell me that you miss me
tell me that you really need me
tell me what you really want
tell me where you wanna go
tell me that you miss me
tell me that you really need me

Im in the 6, Toronto
Im smoking gas, gelato
and if you with me 
girl you're lucky, you hit the lotto
you say you never do this
im liking how you move it
it move like jelly
let me touch your belly
put me in your telly baby
take 2 percs I feel amazing
she likes the calvin klein fragrance
i woke up today and they hate it
im on a flight Im way too faded

Toronto (prod. HeyyLotus)

prod. by dercept x aidan han
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(lyrics) 

you ever wanted to leave but you couldnt 
yeah i got people that would be mad at me so i shouldnt
really want to

i guess i wansnt trying hard enough
she called my bluff
she dont want my drugs or my love no more
so ill take some time
and ill pop some oxy and slap my three nine and ill be fine 

but god dammit i got this far
so tell me why
so tell me why
i still wanna leave so bad
i took the time to take my shit apart 
and what i found after breaking down 
is really really fuckin bad

its really really fuckin bad x3

(iris day)

-tba-

but god dammit i got this far
so tell me why
so tell me why
i still wanna leave so bad
took the time to take my shit apart 
and what i found after breaking down 
is really really fuckin bad

leave feat. iris day

callin up my phone but it's almost over
best luck to you i'm a 4 leaf clover
i didn't get it back then but now im older
bleach blond hair fuck around like joe dirt

why you crying right now
oh my god
i be tryna hide now
oh my god
and i cannot be tied down
on my ma
and we is not gon fight now
keep that mop

bitch, you so see thru
but you look so damn good i could eat you
yeah, i don't need you
matte black, matte black tryna cleave you

wait, wait, wait

switch up on the plug
i could give a single fuck
get that weed and grind it up
get that pussy beat it up
leave it sore yeah leave it rough
smoking in a bently truck

this is real raf simmons
when we smoke the pack, yeah, it smells like real lemons
woah, if i was you i would stop livin
if i was you i would just give in

callin up my phone but it's almost over
best luck to you i'm a 4 leaf clover
i didn't get it back then but now im older
bleach blond hair fuck around like joe dirt

why you crying right now
oh my god
i be tryna hide now
oh my god
and i cannot be tied down
on my ma
and we is not gon fight now
keep that mop

joe dirt (prod. vinogradov)

this track is from 2022
I've decided today is the day I finally release merry xmas xoxo

pic credits: Moo from Pinterest

[lyrics]

Blondie I know you're bad for me
Blondie I know you're bad for me

not long ago I lost my mind
not long ago I entered a deep paralysis
deep paralysis
Blondie I know you're bad for me
you're forbidden from my realm
realm my home

nothings ever felt this good

they say leave it in the past
leave it in the past forget about that
I know that you don't really care
leave it in the past forget about that
I know that you don't really care

I once thought about it
I once thought about it
I once thought about it yeah
I once thought about it

know you're bad for me
Blondie I know you're bad for me

not long ago I lost my mind
not long ago I entered a deep paralysis
deep paralysis

I don't know where my mind is going lately
round and round we go go

[meat computer]

I should have known your bad
known I never wanted to deal with that
I know that you don't really care
Blondie I know you're bad for me
you're forbidden from my realm
realm my home



leave feat. iris day

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