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@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

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art by: https://www.instagram.com/organict3a/

i wrote this at 2am while u slept beside me (prod. tundra beats)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

they must think it’s fine not being fine, but i won’t stop till it’s all mine

misbehaving w/keagan & sadboyprolific (prod. hayku)

Sins

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

Man I really hate anxiety 
It’s like a dressing room 
The way its trying me 
I’ve been inside my head
I’m dying silently 
My thoughts are turning up 
but do it quietly 
I stress on
The smallest of things
Which usually don’t matter
But matter to me 
My mind has been racing 
I’m Lighting McQueen 
I constantly panic 
I’m panicking
Somebody please 
Man I could really use Jesus 
Stressed out
I don’t even got a reason 
All this thinking 
You would think I was a genius 
Been living in repetition  
I’m tripping 
I’m sleepless
You thinking I’m playing 
Life ain’t a game 
Maybe I am a little deranged 
I’ve been seeing every problem 
Their getting caught in my brain 
I’ve been praying for change 
Or a key to the cage 
Or a cure my pain 
Okay this is kinda lame 

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

Yeah I been overthinking 
I’m over thinking 
While tryna cook up a beat
Got over seasoned 
I don’t ever smoke 
Got sober reasons  
Man I need a cup of coffee
That’s Costa Rican
It’s hard to deal on my own 
I took a break from my phone 
Stil I feel on my lone 
the reasons unknown 
I’m praying to God 
the King on the throne, ya know? 

And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and lonely 
My thoughts keep me cozy
And I keep my worries all close on a leash
I’m over thinking my whole life
It goes for the whole night
And lately I’ve been forgetting how to sleep 
And I’ve been anxious and

there she goes again (prod. 4lexf)

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