Cucumber Full

prod. me and 31sentinel 

sorry for not dropping that much this year, this is my apology

my lungs are fake
my arms will break
my eyes are glass
my brains a mess
i lost my friends
i lost my head
the walls are thick
the thought will pass
are we okay
are we the same
i love you more than i could say

so can we talk
of what we lost
the word is out,
think i forgot?
another day
a small mistake
the world is what
we make

f*ggot

SENTRY (joshwa)

doomed

love u all

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

mobbin with no belt
legs round my waist say u know me so well
and u dont tell
u dont wanna face anything in ur way 
so u might as well
today & tomorrow
is this forever

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

slow down cowgirl
dont go too fast we could talk about it
speed down, skip town
i found i can't really live without it
guess i thought this time i'd survive
u think ur loves worth more than mine

say u gotta run soon
trust me, i know how it goes
n ur gone by the morning, where u wind up
baby i don't know
and u said
down the line maybe we could reconnect
but my guess is u got tied up with things
i heard ur killing out west

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

BUFFALO

BUFFALO (evan sasha)

i bend, i fold
i been down this road with you
i know control is all that you wanna do

girl i'm in your town for the night
i can't get enough of you
and it's always gotta be on my time
why you playin like this all i do
girl remember when you told me that night i couldnt change
and i lost my cool
we was bendin for a week straight
247 i put it all on 

you baby 
they couldnt see me up on my worst day
fuck a check ima be doin this till my hearse day
and i spent 12 months in my room, traveling throughout
but aint nobody help me up when i was down and out
 i was good where i am, she tried to put me down
i almost did myself in, needed a solid out
12 months with no tunes to show for it
needed money did bad songs and shows for it

girl i'm in your town for the night
i can't get enough of you
and it's always gotta be on my time
why you playin like this all i do
girl remember when you told me that night i couldnt change
and i lost my cool
we was bendin for a week straight
247 i put it all on

i ain't wanna wait for it
you think i'm not patient 
i don't need a safe word
i'm not the same boy
nothing is sacred
how do i say this
i aint got the brain for it
and i'd still call you by your name
but i don't got the same voice
would you still recognize me

(will you still recognize me)

now you're 5'10 and four sizes bigger
boy better keep tabs on who hanging with you
you're on the same thing but you paid for it
and there's still nothing to say for it
and time fly like nothing, don't it?
you abide by, but don't condone it
and the words burn like speeding bullets
and the truth hurts any way you put it
and the truth hurts any way you put it

to get like this i aint need no help
came this far just to ruin myself
without my brothers i'd   myself
had to charge it to the game; almost billed myself
to get like this i aint need no help
came this far just to ruin myself
without my brothers i'd   myself
without my brothers i'd kill myself

i ain't wanna wait for it
you think i'm not patient 
i don't need a safe word
i'm not the same boy
nothing is sacred
how do i say this
i aint got the brain for it
and i'd still call you by your name
but i don't got the same voice
would you still recognize me

boymotherfucker

thank you for listening ilu this will be up on plats in a few days for now hang out here 

i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you
i wanna feel excited 
i dont wnna die yet
that would be prideless 
and i dont have pride left 
i cant even digest 
i dont like the process
living like i lost it
dont be sad if its over
wont be sad if its over
ill be so sad
dont be so sad
what are you waiting for 
are you waiting for   me
i still love you i do
wont you come here to me 
i need you
whats a lie when its true
it hurt so bad to me
i cant breathe 
can somebody show me 
can somebody love me the way that you do 
darling, darling
i want you to show me
i want you to know me
or love me at all
wont you love me god
all i ask is hold on
imma lie, said im sober
theres no way i can feel with you

feel

IS (feat. brakence)

huh tour mix - glaive

prod @fxriss + @loserrr
i said i was gonna drop this on friday but im on vacation so wait till i get home guys

i cannot die
i know its not the time
these people want me bad
i tell them its alright 
i don't see myself anywhere
you're beauty makes it hard to bare
but i think its alright
so please just end my life
twist the dagger in my eyes
shine my body in the light
tell my family i was fine
cuz i don't want them to cry
and my music's criticized
so why do i try
do i need to be alive?
am i running out of time

i cannot see where you want me to be
i'm tryna figure it out
i keep running around
but my heart burns
yeah my heart burns
i cannot stay sober for a day
all good
people laugh in my face and somehow
its a part of me
you watched me bleed
wish you never had to see
but i'm far too gone
so say goodbye
go start your life
ill take the knife
i feel like i was meant to die
oh god my spine
its cracking why
do you not see
say goodbye

doomed

cybertrash