the cover art doesnt match, title is august. nj tho 🤨

produced by Slicky
additional production by kii.
written by kii. & @arr_eeh
mix and mastered by kii.
cover art by grizzy

be alright w/ RE:

LYRICS¬

I been so 
Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out (struggle to get a cry out)
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly outttt
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning-

Ghost now
Ghost now
Tell my mama im sorry im ghost nooow
Ooooooohhh

everything kept the same
but thats just commonplace

I wanna leave so bad
im sick of familiar faces
Ill play your games no longer
Ima discard your number
put the memories to rest in an 
eternal slumber

im in an astral state
blood-running cold through my veins
Stare through my pale face
hate -that you treat me this way
personality fades
but thats expected cos 
Lately baby ive been feeling so-

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry im turning -

maesk

-Ghost now
Been keeping to myself, dont wanna talk
If I could I'd move out of this place at once

I look around im so misplaced 
Id love
Too press a button that would erase me, turn to dust

She shaking with the knife
Blood all on the carpet this not the first time
Nooowww
But my emotions underground 
I cant feel a thing I think my fuckin souls crushed

maesk & dxnny

Fucked 
sing my heart out feel the scarring on my lungs
Start a fight with emotions i think i lost
i can express all my feelings so tell me why
(Tell me why)
when im alone i still struggle to get a cry
out 
Hate this place, if i had money i think id fly out
travelling the -planet- sounds like good shouuut
drop social media then ill head south
tell my mama im sorry (im turning-)

ghost ft mæsk (cian)

acrophobia w/ dylan lotus

Prod @horoshavibes & @kingtheta
Featuring @1endie
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I'm staying quarantined from everyone who cares for me
 
'Cause they could never really get it
I'm not shy
I'm just staying independent
I have trouble letting people in
Ask me what's my problem
Where do I begin
 
I'm a recluse
I've been spending too much time inside my bedroom
Ask me and I'll say I'm fine but that is not true
I won't even try to hide that I don't want to socialize
'Cause I'm a wreck
I'm a recluse
 
Three days in the same shirt
What's the point of waking up if I don't gotta work
Check my phone
No missed calls
At this point I'm convinced
No one'd miss me at all
 
(Endie)
I love and hate my youth for someone like you
And you know that I don't write
My feelings for you in a notebook
A journal
Trying not to fall for
Someone like you
‘Cause you’re all I know
And you're all I want

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Recluse w/ Endie (Prod. Horosha & King Theta)

ily <3

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no

Depressed when i wake up
You ask that we make up
U cheat then we break up
Its toxic
And i dont want to be an option 
Oh no

And im so sorry that i couldnt change
You look at my face and im one to blame
You say that you love me
You say that you hate me
I dont care anymore 
Im sorry…

Im sorry that we didnt last
I just want all this pain in the past
Our pictures still intact with the frame
Life wont ever feel like the same 
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

I know
I know

Prod @jeweler737

its the same feeling every night and i hate it... (jewelryboy)

@x1fern
@navyxower
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol
@emptychest

War w/ 1fern, NAVYXOWER, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

visiting

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/1kaydo

i just wanted us to last forever (kaydo)

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated 

i get angry i get mad over heated
had to turn to drugs cause i was seeing demons
pressure in my heart yeah i keep on bleeding 
still waiting for you to come home again
to complete my healing 
times going fast haven't seen you for seasons
didn't take any pictures cause i didn't think i'll need them
can't look through my memories cause i burnt them for treason 

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated x2

what could of been?  
you kept me the dark like an eyesore 
you hid me away from reality
got me thinking why your still fucking mad at me 

why your still fucking mad at me?
i tried my best yeah i tried fucking everything 
you don't know me
you don't know me
you don't know me
part of me feels like I'm just a phoney

animated (jolst)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

decks songs that aren’t on that account anymore (mostly because they aren’t that good)

+ covers

august (cover)

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