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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

without a trace

viewfinder (ft. fantasy camp) [jolst x toobears]

spotify & apple music!

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

prod. flesh
master by @notluna

i 
cant go outside
and i dont know why
yeah im growing tired
of cancelling plans
it's only one night
with all of my friends
and i know it's alright to wanna stay but i
feel guilty when i dont even try
to power through and have a good time

i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me 
yeah i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me so much, oh

edit: I've never had a song perform this well!! shoutout the algorithm gods I'm glad it's resonating w ppl :') should be on Spotify etc in the next few days!!! thank u everyone for all the support it fr means a lot to me <33

i wish that i could be someone else

Woke up at 10
Took a 10 
Cause I ain’t myself 
My only friends
Inside my head 
He says get some help
But you can’t listen to what he says 
cause he talks to himself
What’s he really know 
When he’s got nobody else 
I feel lost 
Stuck standing where the streets cross 

She says I look out of it 
Like im tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so im working all night  

I gotta be delirious thinking I can change my life     
Staying up through the night with these bloodshot eyes 
Got a little routine watching the sun rise 
But Im learning how to not hate myself 
Im still watching after everybody else 
Im still figuring out all of these fine lines 
Between alternate timelines
The last time I checked in I was in good health 
What’s the point in having it if I’m gonna ruin it 
Its almost like the pent up the fear in losing it 
Stops me from ever enjoying any of it    
Im just filling the emptiness…  
With a little more emptiness 

She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night
She says I look out of it 
Like I’m tired and I haven’t slept
Damn yet I ain’t really mad at it 
whatever brings a little bit of  happiness 
I can sleep when I die, so I’m working all night    

Focus on the target that’s ahead of you 
Life is like a contest 
And everyones ahead of you 
There’s nothing you could ever do 
It was never up to you 
It was never meant for you

out of it *methboiswag*

for the real ogs
veins & i give u our best wishes
<3

layered

layered - betweentheveinsandi (decks)

prod. warheart x 1swbas

im mad that im still stuck on what i want
cus it makes me focus on what i want one on one
and im glad that i see stars when im awake 
but i see god in the sky and he says it isnt worth it
were tired of the hurting and we know this isnt working 
so ill go back to how i was and making songs from hurting  
i learned to be a burden but i guess it wasnt worth it 
cause we're all burned out
and everything we made out,
is all figured out.
yeah,
its all figured out, 
yeah,
its all figured out,
yeah.. uhh
oh yeah, i hate that it is!
(SHIT!)
oh my god..
i hate that it is.

im really bad at this and i need more than a hug
i need more than love,
i need more than runts,
i need more than a dub,
i need something to get me away, everythings bad again
and oh my fucking god.. i miss my bro, mynameagain  
im sad as fuck babe,
theres no other way
and i hope you know my fate
a million dollar vase is gonna be left of this ;(((
nothing could compare to how we felt when we left
we built everything until there was nothing left
im bawling out my eyes & idk what to do..

yeah, eat life like some food
maybe im a dude..
YOU CAN FOCUS ON YOU
(ill sacrifice)
NOTHINGS STOPPING YOU
(my time)
AYE!
AND IF YOU THINK THERE IS, PLEASE EXPLAIN THOUROUGHLY 
CAUSE HOW THE FUCK YOU MADE IT SO FAR WITHOUT IT WORKING, B?
🔌
im really bad at this and i need more than a hug
i need more than love,
i need more than runts,
i need more than a dub,
i need more than racks,
i need more than cash,
boy you dont make rat shit,
boy i make RAP shit, yeah..

i hope things will be fine; i dont know.. 
i've never been more uncertain in my life.
i think i'm like... dying x_x
were tired of the hurting and we know this isnt working<3
so ill go back to how i was and making songs from hurting!!!
ouu~
ouu~
we built everything until there's nothing-
ouu~
im bawling out my eyes & idk what to do..

SHIT!!!

sacrifice

redlight, i stopped and listened then you looked into these dead eyes
these times don't come too fkn often, i won't let it go
let it go
not ready to lyk, lyk

times up lemme talk to em
they all want a spot but they ain that locked in
if the money all you care about you fkn up again
never thought that this would end so quickly
girl you got me fucked up can't listen to you anymore
they brag bout this, and brag bout that until they bored
if your ego take a hit you gon be sore
that shit gon hurt you to your core
say that you hate me, say that you can't love.

redlight, i stopped and listened then you looked into these dead eyes
these times don't come too fkn often, i won't let it go
let it go
not ready to lyk, lyk

red light (prod.branwen)

top speed in my nissan sentra w/ nico north (prod. sapjer)

https://youtu.be/4xDV6ldXyR0?si=JYmJ7f0dzkwp9e7x
produced by empty roads

in the end i will find you
if were meant to be
no matter where i look i still see your face
your all i see
in the end of the day
for you im weak
but all i see is you and him

tell me why
do i have to be in love with you
why cant i just find someone new
really wish that it was you
baby tell me what to do
but i will never be more like him
more like him
more like- yeah

he used to joke around
i never knew his reasons
he was just like me
never talk about my feelings
cos im really bad when expressing what im feeling
he just passed away and i was searching for a meaning
dont know how to deal babe
fell in love with you that time
im staring at the ceiling
now were just a memory
and my eyes started tearing up
tearing up

in the end, are we gonna be okay?
know im not the one to replace him
no, thats not what i intended
but i still want you anyways
i wanna be the one to hold your hands
cos with you im feeling like myself
cos with you im feeling less afraid
when im with you i allow myself to feel again
i know that its so selfish
cos all he ever wanted was us happy
think of think of you and me
cuddle in the backseat

with u

happy new years

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
i cannot imagine a life
without you
and i don’t wanna think about it all
we ride until the end until we fall
cause we’re in love

thinking about the past, thinking what we’ve done
we’re slowly growing older but we met so young
met so young
we started as classmates
now we’re in love
i sat next next to you, but we never talked
now 3 years have have past and we’ve done so much
done so much
we started as classmates
now we’re in love
now we’re in love

3 years

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