Cut off the lights
Can’t stand my face
Bags under eyes
Can’t leave this place

Scars on my neck
From dreams I hate
Time moves slow
I rot, I wait

Can’t feel love, can’t feel death
Just one breath, then one less
Bite my tongue, bleed in bed
Nothing helps — I live in dread

Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day
Say you care, but never stay
Still rotten — locked away
Tears don’t fall, I just decay
Hands go numb, I fade each day

Eyes go black
Skin turns pale
Bite my tongue
Dreams all stale

Can’t go back
Heart won’t heal
Voice like ash
None of this real

No more love
Just this rot
Blood on sheets
Sleep forgot



insomnia (prod. Septfree)

Prod. Clvr

Lyrics

I know i’m not perfect, but I’m here 
Fighting through the fear
Trying to love you
Even when i know i shouldn’t be

You keep your love away from me
But I’ll always try to find a way 
Little by little i’ll find a way 
To call perfect is a lie

I know i’m not perfect, but I’m here 
Fighting through the fear
Trying to love you
Even when i know i shouldn’t be

You keep your love away from me
But I’ll always try to find a way 
Little by little i’ll find a way 
To call perfect is a lie

To call you perfect is a lie

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

i care so much, i don't care at all

Worlds Away- Demo

Ghost

Flagstaff

catch me when i fall
i want you to be
right here till im gone
hold me till the dawn
i slur my words
and hope that youll hear my call
i hope that when youre gone
i dream of you,
and your love
please never fade away
i want to see your face
ooh
ill write u when your stuck,
just say if somethings wrong
i will help you out
hold your words for me,
i promise if we’re there
your sadness will be cleared
i know that when youre gone,
ill think of you
and fall in your arms,
i hope that youll be here,
promise that youll be here

fade away

Asphalt shimmers under violet skies
Digital static in your vacant eyes
You drift like smoke through the crowded street
A bitter rush, so bittersweet

One step, two steps, echoes in the rain
A reckless moth drawn to neon flame

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart
(Chrome heart!)
Taring my city apart
(Apart!)
Dangerous game from the very start
Just running with your chrome heart

Your silhouette flickers then disappears
Lost in the static of my deepest fears
Your laugh cuts through like a dial tone
Crowded room but I'm alone

Three steps, four steps, losing my own pace
Just reflections I can't erase

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart
(Chrome heart!)
Tearing my city apart
(Apart!)
Dangerous game from the very start
Just running with your chrome heart

Is this real or just a glitch in code?
This heavy feeling, dangerous load
You turn around in pale moonlight
For just one second, it feels right

Oh, you're running with a chrome heart!
(Chrome heart!)
Tearing my whole world apart!
(World apart!)
Beautiful lie from the very start!
Just running with your chrome heart!

Chrome heart...
Chrome heart...

Angular Heart

Lyrics ///
Funny how it all works out
Yet I fear I'ma let you down
Over and over again, I'm a mess
No, I wouldn't do that, I swear on my grave

Oh, give it up
We're 6 feet below
I put a smile
But that shit's just for show

Pale as a ghost
Cold as a corpse
I think I found myself
The perfect girl

I remember tryina hit you on your phone
I was picturing the perfect world
She said I love u, truth is I loved you back
But I don't got the confidence to act like that

The perfect girl

Lyrics:

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

You were better off dead
Dead
Like a whisper, only hear you through my friends
I'm
Full of emotions, I can't make it to the end
Coming closer to my end
Wish to get you out my head

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear

You wanna say it to my face while you cover my ears
While you cover my ears
But all your words mean nothing to me sorry my dear
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

Better off dead
While you cover my ears
Putting up with your shit
Oh sorry my dear
When you hold me, you take all my fears
Every time you told me, it wasn't ever clear
Oh I must have been, out of my head
Cause I can't see no one else, putting up with your shit

sayittomyface

★ inspired by the 1989 song "HEAD ON" by UK band THE JESUS AND MARY CHAIN ★ more shred here : soundcloud.com/le-slapon/sets/gazed-diffused ★

insomnia (prod. Septfree)

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