all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
tears are staining your makeup
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
what you said just fucked me up
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
tears are staining your makeup
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

wait up, wait up, girl wait up
what you said just fucked me up
make up, make up, then we fuck
this happens every breakup

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

all my thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife
all her thoughts are of ice
words cut like a knife

i thought i was dead to you? (prod. nextime)

can see right through u

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss
its excites me to the point of trembling

Mascara smears when you cries — but you laughs like you knew that would happen
I just like looking at your, even if you is silent and looks away
(that's you)
I like being your accessory, something you can use, throw away, put on again - I don't mind
I adore those black eyes, not because they are dark,
but because pain dissolves so beautifully in them

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling

When your voice shatters in whispers,
I want to hold every broken piece in my chest,
let it cut me open, let it bleed out slow,
so you can see how devotion looks when it finally hurts enough.
Your lipstick tastes like rust,
but it burns sweeter than sugar when it cuts across my mouth.
(bleed into me, breathe into me)
I wanna your nails, I wanna your scars
I wanna the bruise where love pretends to hurt
i wanna ur eyes like collapsing stars
i wanna ur all cuz this only be mine

I'm all about your shade tonight
i like ur tattoss shade tonight
its excites me to the point of trembling
hu-uh





mascara  (on spotify)

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

i care so much, i don't care at all

Prod: Michael Harrison

Yeah she lick her lips 
Watch me fall
didn’t want none of this 
It’s all my fault 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough 

Your such an innocent girl that knew me  
But I swear you were truly deadly 
I didn’t care I just wanted you with me 

Yeah darling I tried so hard 
Now you’re with someone else you saying rraw
I throw way my life for both of us 
Now I don’t think I can ever trust 

I put my heart and soul 
Went all to waste 
Scream fuck you right up to my face 
That shit never gets old 
My love for you is drying out 
This is me screaming my pain out loud 

Left didn’t even send a text 
I was such a fucking mess 
Pour out everything for you and somehow we called it quits 
Your love is something what I will never get again 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough

i thought i was dead to you? (prod. nextime)

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