sample from nier replicant ost: "song of the ancients" by keiichi okabe

we're already in hell

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ancients

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sample: 5ubaruu - tired eyes (intro)
author: https://soundcloud.com/subaruusux

very tired eyes

respect sample: sugar cherry- here together

i wish i was a plant in a greenhouse where its always warm and sunny

https://youtu.be/adYH_GjBk98?si=4zQZcJA2OmTcZr08

i wont find love

061325

past decisions

my heart feels heavy 
i’m throwing up again
my heart feels heavy 
i’m throwing up again
my gun feels heavy 
i’m loading up again
my gun feels heavy 
i’m loading up again 

my gun feels friendly i’ll hold it till the end (clock it)
choke on my liquor i’ll wash it down with meds
the way that i’m feeling it’s got me stuck in bed
replay what you said but in the end it’s all irrelevant 

break down in the middle the street it’s the same shit
some nights i just want some fucking peace
dope sick find me rotting in the basement 
in too deep leave my body on the pavement

tell me how you really feel when i’m not around

my gun feels ready i got it to my head
i’m pulling the trigger i’ll paint my ceiling red
said ur a man but u cower and it’s evident
and when i’m gone i hope you know that i meant everything i said

my gun feels friendly i’ll hold it till the end (clock it)
choke on my liquor i’ll wash it down with meds
the way that i’m feeling it’s got me stuck in bed
replay what you said but in the end it’s all irrelevant 

its a quarter to three i’m just feeling sicker
i still see your face everytime i look in the mirror 
it’s been months i still don’t know why i miss her
i know i’m a junkie but she’s everything i pictured

my heart feels heavy 
i’m throwing up again
my heart feels heavy 
i’m throwing up again
my gun feels heavy 
i’m loading up again
my gun feels heavy 
i’m loading up again

i wish i was a plant in a greenhouse where its always warm and sunny

crys