You Will Live Forever In My Heart 
I miss you always and I feel your energy around me all the time, there’s not a moment when I see your sister and I don’t feel you near.
I’m happy that you and I spent twelve years with each other, your soul is a part of me and I am grateful that I can put my soul into my music so that our energy will never be lost. I love you leia, may you rest easy in the peaceful meadows🕊️🦋💖

This album is dedicated to leia my cat who passed in june of 2024
Every single part of this album is made by me, from my soul, just listen.

Lyrics will be posted on apple music and on genius.

houses

Prod ch3ckr yada yada I do it all 💕

I hope you know that I don’t want you back
I’m going forward I don’t need a bag
I wasn’t trippin when I took a stab
I’m in recovery I’ll take a nap

I was runnin to the back smokin a 3.5
I was hopin you would go makin me wanna die

I was tryna get a 3 smokin on way too much tree
But now that I can fuckin see all I wanna do is be 

Be myself
I do not need yo help
I need a couple hunnid buck im flyin to you well,
I know we so in luck no I don’t give two fucks
Cuz I was tryna figure out if I was feelin love
Like we could feel more 
I needa heal a sore
I know that we could figure out like what’s the deal or
I’m doin this n that
I’m only lookin back cuz I know that I’m goin up and I can’t get a flat 

Ay ay what’s the deal yea
Trippin and I’m so still
Yk I keep it real

Mf run up on me 
Got a lil 40 keep it tucked yea
Ain been makin hella sounds but
Yk it’s up it’s stuck

I jus rly wanna know like what’s inside your head
Ik we gon figure this shit out straight to the end

Yea ik you wit it
And we both got our tickets
I really know that we will go so far
Know that’s the mission

Yes they ask me who are you
Like bitch what’s up

There’s only room for two
Like sweetie you in luck

I don’t got no other plans but you I’m so in love
No I cannot understand how I could fuck dis up

What in the fuck did you tell me to do
I’ll do it right now
I cannot wait to go take me a shroom
We goin up we go down

What’s up with my head I know that I got ptsd
I can’t wait to have you in my arms then we go back to sleep

Please
Don’t
Spiral

Go back up the stairs and 
Thru the door

And I’m
Really
Tryna
Understand

I’m thinking maybe just a little more

I’m thinkin like what’s up
I know that I would do like anything so we go up
What’s up on my head I’m feeling something and it’s love
I know that it’ll be ok 
 want you the only one

And I want you in my session
I wanted to get me a bag 
I take me a turn n I’m keepin a weapon

I be doin way too much I be so down bad
It’s less than 2 more weeks til I can see you 
I do not wanna go back

I would spend like every band that I jus stack up jus for you
I got me like 500 bucks

We could make another plan and I could have another mood 
We could go up on the run

What did you tell me to do I wanna go to the roof
I couldn’t tell you what’s up cuz I was here showin my truth

Gimme a mfuckin minute cuz I promise this
I wanna go so far I won’t even hit me a lick

I hope you know that I don’t want you back
I’m going forward I don’t need a bag
I wasn’t trippin when I took a stab
I’m in recovery I’ll take a nap

I was runnin to the back smokin a 3.5
I was hopin you would go makin me wanna die

I was tryna get a 3 smokin on way too much tree
But now that I can fuckin see all I wanna do is be

thru the door

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Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

We could run away
I been up all night 
Tryna get a new strain

Yk I’m gonna wait
I need me a second to know I’m awake

Got a new option
Purple or da green 
I ain smokin on toxic

Where do we ever have to go to lock in
But I want peace and I wanted a new whip

Ay yk she tryna smoke up yea
Im say bet and go to roll one yea

We could really do like so much yea
You werent ready I feel so dumb

We all face our challenges 
Idk why you manage it 
Y u so mad jus put the stick up
Like idc im gonna flick up

Talk to me nicely
Feel like i be crumbling apart that’s on the high key
I been so stuck gotta do it jus like Nike
Gotta run it up 
I stay in my bag n dive deep

Gotta swim so fast to catch the current
I know that it’s gonna be jus fine it’s rly worth it

Never took a xan 
I know that I can
I be anxious as a bitch I’m hopin that I land

Runnin out of time
Gotta get what’s mine
I do not be lyin 
What’s up with you mind 

We could find out 
A lesson to be learned hopefully I grow out of it 
I try to be so much my guard had finally said fuck it
I hate the way that I’ve been feeling tho I try to love it

Wish you could see in my house
Don’t wanna know which way that I really wanna go
 I cannot understand or even take a fucking joke
I need me just a bit maybe just a couple tokes 

Bitch I’m back smoking gas
Couldn’t see straight thru the glass
Gimme that show a rack
I don’t wanna see yo back 

What you need don’t copy
Fuck the Z-lo and the oxy
I don’t know what’s in yo body
Sippin weed I’m feelin sloppy 

Bitch I’m tryna go back to the south
I was in a new state n I never wanted out
I don’t know if ill be ok when I go home
I think it’s too late now bc I miss my other soul

Get me on some new shit
I can’t get enough
I don’t wanna lose this
I been feelin stuck

We go up get 2 big
 only bein one
I say how I blew it 
Tho I was fuckin up

Yea I don’t wanna do this anymore
Can I get a call back u at the door

Tryna get a new stack i wanted more
I jus wanna go back in on the floor

What’s up wit yo mind
I been up n down im so upset i feel like imma die
I been smokin so much pack I feel like I’m ready fly
Maybe I’m jus stuck inside my head im runnin out of time

I just wanna kiss you on your lips
And I wanna grab you by your face
I rly wanna see you sit
Can I pls jus grab u by your waist

And we fly together like some butterflies
And honey I don’t wanna make you cry
I wanna hold you for my every night
Cuz in the day know we see eye2eye🪬

in the hall

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Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees


We just need to find our peace
I’m slowly surely crumbling
So far away 
I hope you wait
I thought you would’ve called today

Who woulda thought that I’d hit the ground n make an impact 
No I ain doing too well thought you were an empath
The seasons they change and I wanted to 
Bring myself down to the earth
Thought maybe by now I would break a lil more and end up in a hearse

I been so stuck
And I do not know what to do
I wanna be real
I wanna be me
I never wanted to be you
I’m stuck in a wave of delusion
Yea this ain’t feeling like a pool
I feel like I’m constantly drowning 
Like Sisyphus stuck in a loop

I been so lost
Ever since I left my house that day
I think it’s been like way too long
I was crying when I stepped into the gate


I just gotta let my shit out cuz, I jus been chillin but, shit, it gets hard ykwim, and everyday sometimes it feels like a struggle but, i jus gotta get thru it fr.

I thought i was doing better i was wrong
Roll another one I ain’t smokin out the bong
Do not hmu I been workin on a song
I don’t really give a fuck like what you going on for

Wish I could see everything you needed from me
I spread my wings like I never could’ve stayed the same for you

Too many things on the table 
It was either you or being stable
Why Dey lying to me like a fable
Makin all dis shit bc I’m able

Take another risk
N it backfired
Idgaf bout what you think you wear a wire 
N I’m sippin onna cup
And I’m smokin on these drugs

I ain doin ok
I ain’t tryna fuck it up
I’m tryna thug it away
I been tryna do so well 
But ik I gotta wait
I been tryna disappear
Yea I been runnin away

We could really fuck around
For the moment
Never lookin for me til I go away
Talkin bout a hit we gon find a way
I jus wanna know what’s on my mind today

Keep it real
Ion even front
You can pass me
I don’t wanna hit the blunt

I be tokin on that green
Only smoke runtz
And I got a big bag
Then I fucked it up

I be speaking on the real real
I be takin all these thrills 
Tryna run away I cannot escape this
I been tryna find out who I am to the basic


Man I keep it so real in my fuckin music like I don’t be faking shit cuz
I jus wanna be myself and I’ve had issues with that like
Keeping it fucking real
Like knowing who I am
I can’t keep absorbing myself into other shit 



Why did it have to be right when I jus got a lil better
I thought that I would be ok fasho 
I’m feeling so under the weather
You brought me up so high 
Im feelin so light 
Jus like im a feather
Yk that I stayed my time 
But maybe too long said u would endeavor

What did you wanna know about me
I know I should have had ur back 
I said I wouldn’t leave
There took a turn and all that I can do is sit here in a stage of my grief
I’m hopin to god i can figure myself out I’m talking to all of the trees

out the window

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into the garden

I love u tracy❤️ prod/mix/master/vox/everything by me🙏🦋

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday

Had me going to your house I jus wanna go with it
Now I’m lying on the floor knowing that something is missing
I just wanna be myself I don’t wanna stay hidden
I keep track of all the time I go a million miles a minute

Yea I’m in the red
I really just want me instead
So many lil things that I said
I hope you don’t wanna feel dead

Yea yk I’m makin that music
This power don’t wanna abuse it
I been taking my time 
Making my mind
Know that I don’t wanna lose it

Step into realityyyyyyyyyyhyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee
I don’t wanna go retreeeeeeeeaaaaaeeeeeeyyyyyt

Step to myself gotta stick to myself
I don’t know you rly well
I jus care about my health
Yea what you gonna dooooouuuu
I’m talkin to youuuuuuoooo
Yea youuuuuoooo

R-r-run straight back to the moment
I-I-I need peace no I cannot oppose it
What you feel I hope it flowin 
I jus wanna grow so much and it’s showin
Run to the trees I care so much
I don’t wanna know what’s in your head so what

Yea so what 
I don’t wanna go down that lil
Rooooaaaad
I’m hooooommme
Take my time I’m slooowwww
What did you say thoooo
Hold on lemme get my cooooaaat

Whats it gonna beeee
No pressure
Why you being meannn
Go tell her
Runnin to the back of the room in the cellar
I-I-in the cellar

Yea I wanna knowwww what’s inside my heart
I really wanna make my art
I know I’m gonna go so far
Maybe I can-maybe I can be my star

Iiiiiii know I’m so nervous
But I know I’ll be ok
These things mean so much to me
I’ll see you anyway

Whyyyy did you have to say that
I said I didn’t care about you
I take it back
I’m sorry for the negativity
I smoke way too much weed
I’m gonna be so kind I’m watering all of my seeeddds

I know that it hurts to lose someone you love
Know that I will be ok I’m being myself I’m only one
Ik that you seeing red take your time and we go up
Don’t wanna know what’s in your head I really jus wanted to go see the sun

I thought I was gonna move into a new state
The universe had other plans told me to wait
I know that I’m gon be alright it’s a new day
I wanna go back to the coast on a Tuesday
🌙🌞✨

in the moment

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I couldn’t know that if
You tell me you don’t wanna go back with
Am I so right or so wrong jus to think you want me to jus have yo back shit
Take my time away
I wanted to spend me a rack
It’s like fuck you mean
You don’t even check all the facts 

I’m takin a risk 
Im talkin my shit
Don’t even get paid
You betta watch out for me lil bitch 
You finna get sprayed
I keep dis shit onna lowkey
I ain’t poppin out today
What you doin all in my space 
Told you to get tf up out my way

Ik I gotta stay true 
Tatted on my skin n writ on my shoe
I cannot speak enough im onna move
Why you tryna come around n be rude
I gotta stay in the present
I jus be caught in my mind
I gotta trust myself so much 
I gotta be takin my time

Addin it up
Stackin it up
Got a new one and I’m breakin it up
Ik I gotta surrender
Face that shit can’t win her
I was feelin like I could be on top of the world
Ik that’s the ego talkin I don’t wanna stay in that lil world

Ik I gotta move on no I can’t avoid it
Every second that I spent was it worth it
And I’m sick of trying so hard to be perfect
What do you mean to me hissin at me like a serpent 

Hop in da whip
I’m turnin it up 
Put it straight in yo face
Jus took 2 bands outta the bank 
N I gotta go head n spend me a k

There was a minute I never was gonna say it to yo face
I seen it comin a mile away cuz I wasn’t ever thinking rly straight tho

Jumbled up 
Like a mess
Can’t think 
I’m way too stressed

I gotta chill
Can I call right now
Yk I’m thinkin bout how 

Inthe fuck
Did you think
I’d be ok but now I’m pissed

Keep it so real
Can’t hold me down
I never knew you would go out

I be so locked in but you can’t take
No more time for me to waste
N I wanted you to stay w me

I cannot get enough 
Nobody could do it I make it up

You never say you want more
2000 dollars found it on the floor

Why you gotta be so rude n be so mean
I don’t wanna pick a fight today don’t wanna hear you scream
Am I missin something did you wanna meet
I don’t got time for that I’m passionate abt the weed

Smoke it up up up up
I’m in the sky
I’m high as hell
And you tell me that you wanna go back
But keep it real don’t wanna do it like that
I give you a reason not to lie but you couldn’t tell
I don’t wanna keep on running away 
But tell me why you spitting all in my face 

All in my face
Yea all in my face 

Idk what’s good 
Idk what’s goin on
I gotta mf run it up 
How can a mf run it up
I gotta get 20 bands
Idek if that’s gonna be enough
Fuck dis world im going ghost
I’m finna trip n im gettin up

I don’t know who to blame
I don’t rly wanna wait

We met up too many times 
Too good couldn’t put away
In a past life I know we ran for days
What it all mean to you
I’m leavin it all to fate

I ain’t feelin none
On this pill again it haunt me
And I tell myself I’m up in smoke bc I wanna be
I’m so lost but I don’t rly want to admit it
But all I wanna do is pull an herb
But that ain’t living 

Take me a second wnd
Bitch i walk down I got u on my radar
I’m in the run n I
Got a new scope puttin it on my ar

Got me down on my knees 
I don’t even wanna go up you see

I’m taking like 3
Edibles in my system I don’t need

I didn’t know it’s up to me
I spent so much time in my head tryna be
I got a bad habit 
Can I light it up
And my mind free
Sippin on real red 
Hitek it’s behind me

Bitch I’m swaggin out
I ain’t runnin to the back no mo
I took another route

I ain’t feelin everything
But I need to come around
I don’t wanna hear you speak to me
I’ll take a week to calm down

Oh fuck
But I get zooted I think I could touch the moon

So what 
Keepin it rooted im takin no part of you

We know 
My heart coated n rotted away

So close 
I was so patient but it was too late

shattered the glass

Everything anything and all done by me❤️

Freestyle💯

Bitch I’m high as fuck
Spend 2 thousand on whatever
That’s what’s up
Personality distorted give a fuck 
And my world is spinning I don’t care too much

I don’t give a fuck about a thing
Sippin muddy on me like it rain
I got bad influences on my brain
Why you talkin all that shit about yo chain
Keep it real

Why am I going to bed
Blowing on weed and I’m
Hoping I never wake up
Too many words in my head
Too many things that I wanna say
But I cannot

Rly jus wanted to feel
Why u keep on lookin at me
Tryna tie a knot
Know that I keep me a steel
Got me a muhfuckin Wesson 
And keep me a Glock 

I don’t got a real stick
But I got a bladee
I’ll put it in yo stomach
THIS IS A CRY OUT FOR HELP
You cannot see me cuz I heard you coming

You need my help like hell no
I couldn’t help myself first
Catch me in the woods like I’m gone
But it coulda been worse

I been goin thru it like
I hurt myself
And I ain’t even mean to
N I’m paying the price for that shit
Fr

We gon put u on a tv
Kick back 100g 
And some psilocybe 
I been stuck inside my house
It’s been more than 2 weeks
I know that these fucking drugs will be the death of me

I don’t wanna know you (fr)
Why you tryna link up first
I been getting all these bad habits 
I’m tryna put em in reverse
Learn a lesson like I told you
Couldn’t even make it work
I gotta smoke up so damn much
They tryna leave me inna dirt

Got a new life tryna fuck it all up
I been splitting way too much
It’s like I cannot round up
Only one inside my head
But I cannot add up
Light it up I’m seeing red
Marijuana in my blood

I jus need a best friend
Used to be my best friend
Then I jus went back to my lil house 
And now there’s nothing left
And I got it tatted on my skin 
I only need myself
Know you only wish the best
I rly hope you’re doing well

What’s the moral of the story
Got a few bands 
Why you tryna hold it for me
Gotta get a grip on a real deal .40
Stick to myself ion even got a shortie

Got pack no spray
Ion even got no room for the fake
It’s a brand nuwave
Gotta keep it real 
I don’t wanna see yo face 

Don’t got no money I’m rly jus tryna run up to the bank
Don’t got a blick on my side you surrender to my face
Rly jus needed a ride don’t give a fuck if we late
Thought you would stick to my side 
But you reel me in like bait

When you’re dealing with loss
You gotta understand that there’s things at play that you can’t control
And that’s the hardest part of accepting

Told you in a minute uh huh 
Wish that you would get it I’m stuck
I been too stressed out like what the fuck
I been makin memories I can’t remember 

I wish that I could forget
All dis lil trauma on my fuckin brain
I know that I’ll end up dead
My thoughts are killin me
I’ll blow my brain straight thru my head 
I got it distorted
I’m feelin like 808
I know that I left
I been tryna move out 
Fuck rent

What’s up witchu
Said fuck it and made it official
I be so real about this shit it’s fuck up 
Need a tissue

I can’t remember like what’s the problem what’s the deal
It was in December like now I’m barely feeling real
I took me a shroom and I was so creative I need it all back
I let it infiltrate my fucking mind
And it jus helped me accept a lil fact

Know I gotta take my time
Cuz I’ll be alright 
Making this shit on a mac
I was doing so damn fine
Losin my mind
Stepping on shit like a muhfuckin map

I jus been ranting and raving
Like shoutout my twin thas raven
Gotta stay true to the art
I rly don’t wanna be famous

Fell in love with audio
Makin that shit and I pack a new bowl
I cannot stay with you like adios
Get da fuck out ion need new road 

20 stack up in my mind
I jus need my hands
This shit ain’t do nothing bro
Im finna try the xan 
Rest in peace my heart it broke (LLLEIA🕊️)
When I heard the news
I been feelin so depressed
No it’s nothing new

(First 16 bars again soundcloud won’t let me fit it all🖕)

keep it real

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The devil on my shoulder
Let it all collapse I don’t wanna get older 
Try to swipe another stick I’m getting closer
Gotta keep it pushing feelin like a boulder 

Yea that shit it hurt til I let it go
Ion give a fuck
I’m stayin up I’m stayin moment

I jus gotta keep it real n keep on goin
We be showin love I cannot go too fast but 
never slowing

Got my Stick down
I ain’t tryna fuck around
I know that u got yo peace 
Yea I was tryna make a sound 

Got a hunnid milli thousand on my brain like chill out
And we leave his fuckin body on da flo it spill out yo

And I know that talk is so cheap 
Out my mind I gotta choose me

What you ask of me is not free
I’m unlocking everything bc I got a key

Why dis feel so right
Don’t wanna do you wrong
I be chillin inna night
Maybe I’ll make a song

Do not wanna smoke that tree
I can’t even rip the bong
I got hella shit to say
That’s why I make it long
No surrounding am I even real
I don’t wanna fuck up i been tryna heal
Tap in with myself I know that I jus wanna feel
Know I keep it stealth I’m looking at you tryna steal

Gotta keep my energy all to myself 
I don’t wanna hear a peep from you 
Got me scratching on my head like oh well
I don’t even got the room for two
Buggin me like 
Whatchu doin
I don’t know
I thought I was on a roll

Get me out my head
I’m thinkin imma make a brand new code
Know I gotta rest so much keep it real
Take me to the stars i don’t even want a deal


I gotta trust myself I know that I got me a key
got me a Psychedelic in my mind
I can’t even smoke me no weed

I be the one that I wanted to go to when I wasn’t me
Passion in my fuckin blood I don’t even know how to speak

Runnin to the back fr
Don’t know what’s inside yo bag fr
Got me two times 3 a six im gonna spill
I been climbing to the top 
Im runnin to the hill tho 

The devil on my shoulder
Let it all collapse I don’t wanna get older 
Try to swipe another stick I’m getting closer
Gotta keep it pushing feelin like a boulder 

Yea that shit it hurt til I let it go
Ion give a fuck
I’m stayin up I’m stayin moment

I jus gotta keep it real n keep on goin
We be showin love I cannot go too fast but 
never slowing

Idk what’s in yo fuckin cup
If you know me idgaf 
Runnin to the back grab yo gun
Who tf r u give a fuck ay

Choppa on me know this bih go bang go
See me swervin inna foreign like a range rove 
All this money comin in its like a bankroll
They ain’t fuckin w the kid don’t wanna stay close

Got dis rocket on my hip 
Dis bitch go click clack
Who tf you talkin to
Know I ain’t w that

We gon run into the party he gon shit how pants
If you catch me in the moment I ain’t throwin hands
You don’t rly wanna know what’s good
I ain’t fw u I misunderstood
Wait a minute don’t go back
I come from the light
I’m just lettin my shit out
I ain’t tryna fight

Gimme one more minute I can see the picture 
Why you actin so fake
Like a filter
What’s up w yo mind
Idk you one n done
Never stop makin this shit 
I’m rly havin fun

out my mind

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mannnn i make long ass songs cant even put lyrics up here D;

find my way

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too many vox for sc :((

alive inside my heart

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tooooo many vox 4 here fuk u sc

asylum

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againnnnn too long 4 vox ts fucked