Douglas Fir

Annuals

Mythos

297 — Piano

Burning
She dreamed of us
She dreamed of this world
In peace and trust
And a trace of childlike mindlessness
For she was not very old
When she thought of us
Her children
Whom she raised in love
And we grew enough
Enough to make her mothers heart so proud
And she felt love
Only to be raped and tortured by her own seed.

If I had a wish for free,
What would it be?
Would I wish for her
Or wish for me?
While we tell ourselves 
What good we are
We keep on telling ourselves 
The way we are

This world is burning alive
While we do not see
This world is burning alive
While we fall asleep

While we tell ourselves on and on 
That we will make up for it again 
Bound by the chain of suffering
She waits for the dawning of mental growing
The abuse feels like home by now
The abuse feels like home, like home

This world is burning alive
While we do not see
This world is burning alive
While we fall asleep

Let her flames devour the indifferent ones
May at least this be granted
She would had OD´ed long ago
But she wasn´t able to
She felt love for love for us
She felt love for love for us
She felt love for love for us
She felt love for love for us
Unable to hate
She didn't even know that there was hate
And rape and war
She never needed all of that

Burning

Night Walk

1021 — Piano — OEP — Petals - 3

For the record... I have never been diagnosed as being on any spectrum however I think I and the people around me are clever enough to know I probably am on some sort of level... It would explain a lot!

That said I do apologise if this portrays ignorance or is received badly by anyone who suffers from this. I'm just trying to understand it better from my point of view like I do everything through a song! If it strikes the wrong chord I would love to know why and maybe even rewrite parts to project whats real! So although the lyrics are written as if it's been confirmed... I am imagining how the medical community might deal with it if I lived in a place like the US. It seems in Ireland we are dealing with it quite wisely now from what I have heard through the people I have spoken to that have experienced the process.

Lyrics

I'm different you say!
You want to rebalance me chemically
Eh, no thats ok... I'll stick to THC
This difference is balance we just haven't seen

So, ADHD to the medical community
Riddle them with drugs, chemicals...
Soon numbness you'll see
You diagnose this "problem"
When really 'we' have solution
Real tuned in to be rid of Earth's pollution

I'm different you say
You say I'm not normal
You know, you're right...
But your right is not evolution
New normal means different
New normal is needed
My divergent brain tunes love
Humanity gets seeded

My seed will grow knowing they are the answer
No matter what conditions you wrap round you chancer
Open your minds to nature, you'll see
Your own real divergence
Like Harry, Gary and Me

Neurodivergent

Written by Carkiss https://soundcloud.com/carkiss-kilotta and HOBOCOP

Apples🍎🍏

Apples from your hometown 
Harvest seeds you’ve thrown down 
Suffered ..have you, clown?
Water all the way down
Rough around the edges
Spied in through the hedges
He watched me in the playground
Back then he made no sound 
He found me in the bleachers
Oooh.
I found him in the bleachers
I was taught by all his teachers
I ran it by all the preachers 
Back then he made no sound
I found him in the bleachers
I played his game, I scored a touchdown

HowYouLikeThemApples

The light you left on

Dedicated to Rose Lubin and her family.

https://steinhardtfoundation.org/jewishprideaward/about-rose-lubin

Rose

Sometimes, you have to play a long time to be able to play like yourself.”  —Miles Davis

Mythos

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