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壊れた魂

Nouveautés : Folk et auteur-compositeur

playlist of random music

about Chris the demon not Chris my old boss

lyrics

god is not preparing u for shit 
ur just suffering 
oh the face I made when she had told me she's in love with him
I was punching right into my face I guess it's bruising then
Locked inside this cubicle I heard her laugh again 

demons in my mental 
they flow down and search for pain
while they were feeding on my carcass
oh they take some from my brain
plenty shit had changed
time won't fucking stay the same
she's calling out his name
he's asking if she came 
bae I think there's Demons round these parts
and we should call them by our names
I still carry silver crosses from our long forgotten faith 
these creatures come in pairs
and I just watch as they gave chase
surrending my breath this precious fluid leaves my veins
oh fire
Burning up my lungs I'm on fire
Limbic system telling me u a liar
fuck it I think I finally might defy her
oh to defy her
Pushing past these boundaries 
now my mind hurts
and I might hurl

God is not preparing u for shit
this is all there is
oh the face I made when she had told me she told me she was fuckin him
I hate it when u say that this is fate
I'm still dying man
please don't stay that u ain't played a part in it

i met a demon on the A32, he said his name was chris (Jolst)

PRODUCED BY TAURS AND JOLST 

usendflowrs: 

will you call home, just call home my visions clouded
wanna tear off my face when i think about it
x2

your love fills my health bar, can’t live without it
i’m low hearts, you’re cold i would never doubt it 
a lost soul in that cold, and never found it 
your personality lies in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go 

nevermadeithome:

and i cant believe that i didnt see this 
she poisoned the apple when i eat it 
i cant read her books they make me speechless
one flick of her hair shes so reckless 

she'll eat your heart alive 
she gets her voodoo doll 
with a needle and she pokes me in the eye 
now ive gone fuckin blind 
i hope this is the last time 
that she conjures up a potion 
& im praying its the elixer of life x2

i kinda want you bad
but i know that youre no good for me 
youre just being sad so i fall for you
i kinda want you bad 
but i know that you’re no good for me 
and you’re just being sad so i fall for-

sendflowrs & nevermadeithome:

in that cold snow 
she said she kinda scared
she want me to walk her home 
jus carry me thru everything
and please don’t let me go 
she a witch, she curse the medicine
i take when i’m alone 
she wanna lay me down 
and kiss me 
take my soul and watch me go
x2

winterfell w/ nevermadeithome (taurs x jolst)

i'm sorry, not enough, i'm falling, not enough
i thought that i was trying, but baby no not enough
i been trippin' i messed up, lemme get this mess up
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, no i am not at my best yeah

i'm sorry, not enough, i'm falling, not enough
i thought that i was trying, but baby no not enough
i been trippin' i messed up, lemme get this mess up
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, no i am not at my best yeah

i been so, i been so, i been so, out of place
i been so, i been so, i been so, out of place
drug myself to go to sleep and talk you like face to face
i can feel this catching up with me, i hope i'm not okay

i be so upset, i been so depressed
i don't like it, we ain't like this, this ain't nothing yet
but i been so gone, so dead, so far
ion know how to act, so alone it's so hard

i'm sorry, not enough, i'm falling, not enough
i thought that i was trying, but baby no not enough
i been trippin' i messed up, lemme get this mess up
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, no i am not at my best yeah

i'm sorry, not enough, i'm falling, not enough
i thought that i was trying, but baby no not enough
i been trippin' i messed up, lemme get this mess up
i'm sorry, i'm sorry, no i am not at my best yeah

so upset

Pour cet épisode de La Penequet, Eiger Drums Propaganda nous emmène dans les contrées vertes de la musique Folk. Une escale par quelques morceaux de jazz experimental avant de plonger dans une approche plus fun et rave de la musique Celtique.

- ALAMUT - In The Gardens Of Alamos, Pt. 2
- SHEPPARD-JOHNSON - Calm Before The Storm
- SUTARI - A kulne
- FELIX KUBIN MIT MITCH & MITCH - Creeper
- NIEWTE - Owczarek trzy na dwa
- FAUN - Andro
- MELATONY - Saman
- AQUABATS - Sequoia
- MARTYN BENNETT - Unrequited Love Song
- KAPELA MALISZOW - Zawisloczek
- MARTYN BENNETT - Sputnik In Glenshiel
- AFRO CELT SOUND SYSTEM - Eireann (Mass Remix)
- THE PILOTWINGS - Unreleased
- SHOOGLENIFTY - Maggie Ann Of Clachabrochan
- MARTYN BENNETT - Swallowtail
- EIGER DRUMS PROPAGANDA - Unreleased
- CREWDSON & CEVANNE - Two Machines
- HUBERT ZEMLER - BARB
- CEL - Ping Korridor
- AFRO CELT SOUND SYSTEM - Riding The Waves
- PEATBOG FAERIES - The Folk Police
- KUST - Wesna
- MOUTH MUSIC - Martin Martin
- BELZEBUTH GX - Unreleased
- THE PILOTWINGS - Unreleased

lyl.live/show/la-penequet/

The Pilotwings' La Pénequet navigates through 90's trance, balearic moves, skeptical disco and so-called intellectual music; you'll find here every element of the duo's music.

La Penequet 03.23 on LYL Radio - Eiger's Celtic Fiddle & Drunken Bagpipes

Click here to check out Paul Hillery's 'We Are The Children Of The Sun' series on BBE - Available on Vinyl/CD/Digital https://bbemusic.com/artist/paul-hillery

Gather together beneath the sun as we journey through the rhythmic sands of time with a handpicked and commingled mix by Paul Hillery. Exclusive for BBE Music, it celebrates the release of their new compilation 'Once Again We Are The Children Of The Sun'.  The mix is a deep dive into the 'We Are The Children Of The Sun' series and more. With a few specially selected tracks thrown in, it is a 2-hour trip through time and space. So dip your toes into crystal blue waters while the sound of trippy troubadours drift on a Balearic breeze. Tune in as we sail to joyful places and wide-open spaces while dropping out to a folk-funk pulse that connects us in shamanic shuffle. A reminder that we have more to connect than drive us apart. We are all made of stardust, for . . . 'Once Again We Are The Children Of The Sun'  Paul Hillery, a heathen, conceivably, but not, we hope, an unenlightened one, is the man behind the acclaimed BBE series 'We Are The Children Of The Sun' and curator at 'Folk Funk & Trippy Troubadours' with a knack for unearthing rare and previously lost gems. 

Tracklist :
1. In-Passing by Kimberle
2. Footprints by Carl & Joanne Barry
3. Wet Dreams by Floyd Hunchback Group
4. Summer Breeze by The Kureks
5. Come And Take Me By The Hand by Varela
6. Sunday Morning by Pixie Lauer
7. I Run Too by Peter Berkow & Friends
8. Flow by Gabriel Gladstar
9. Letters by Robin Woodland
10. Mojave by Hardin & Russell
11. Land of Wonder by Marla Fant
12. Do You Know by Douglas Penn
13. Be With Me by Pat Rahming
14. October Country by Michael McGinnis
15. Nowhere by Cy Timmons
16. Fields Of Green by Carm Mascarenhas
17. Coloured Butterfly by Inter-Groupie Psychotherapeutic Elastic Band
18. (There's) Always Something To Remind Me by Alejandro Bravo
19. Jasmim Parte 1 by Gabriel da Rosa
20. Woodstock by Robby Barnes
21. Guru by Shlomo Gronich, Shlomo Yidov & Shem Tov Levi
22. Just A Thought by Just Us
23. Vouloir by Jennifer Souza
24. Chocolate by Ana Frango Elétrico
25. Golden Hour by Aria Rostami
26. Cherry Blossom Oak by Christian Besa Wright
27. As The Day Grows Tired by Will & James Ragar
28. Nur Gitarre by Bescay + Jochen Schrumpf
29. The Shadows Dance by Graeme Gash
30. Over & Over by Andy Davis
31. More Than Hope by Wendy Grace
32. If Life Was A Ferris Wheel by Mark Capanni

Once Again We Are The Children Of The Sun & More Mix by Paul Hillery

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

until i see the moon 

prod me 
master: @vito2300

so long 
i’ll wait right here for you 
until i see the moon 
i won’t move
i cried 
this happens every time 
tell me you’ll be alright 
make sure that you don’t die

i’ll stay right here
right by the phone 
until it comes clear 
until you come home 
and pin me right on the wall 
if that’s enough for you to stay here at all 
i’ll be good for you 
just like in that song 
that i wrote you last fall 

just give me like 
five more minutes 
baby and then i’ll be finished 
there’s no one to hold 
i miss you, it’s cold 

so long
i’ll wait right here for you 
until i see the moon 
i won’t move

cold

cold (prod. skele)

I was lucky enough to have Mister Georg putting his full of talents magic cases on my music once again. Merci mon ami :))

Colors of an eternal land

I listen to the wind 
I need time 
Give me a hundred years 

You see I put
I put one foot in front of the other 
without really knowing 
without knowing where I'm going 

I feel on my lips 
the breath of a warm wind 
that falls from above
and burning my skin 

I let myself be transported by my dreams 
I give myself a break, a truce 
I let myself be guided by the light 
in the freshness of the day 
that is ending

I listen to the wind 
I need time 
Give me a hundred years 

then I hear over my shoulder 
the dance of the waves
the powerful song of the sea 
I lie down I hesitate and then I dare 
to roll in the sand 
under the infinite sky 

I let myself be transported by my dreams 
I give myself a break, a truce 
I let myself be guided by the light 
in the freshness of the day 
that is coming to an end

a shadow, a perfume 
the colors of an eternal land 
a generous and beautiful nature 
she who in return asks for nothing 

yes I will travel alone 
I will never turn back

Couleurs D'un Pays Éternel (translated) w/ Georg Boehme

Introduction in English:

Recently I met a friend who spent a month in Crete earlier this year. 
As he told me about his wanderings there, I again remembered a drastic experience I had during my stay in Crete thirty years ago. 
During my expeditions through the bare Cretan mountains at that time, I met a young man who had been living in a cave for some time, completely isolated from the world. 
We walked together for a while. He told me that he suffered from psychotic delusions with inner voices torturing him. 
The secluded life here in the mountains would help him to deal with these powerful and alienating voices. 
Nevertheless, he longed so much for a release from this "voice terror". 
When I wanted to visit him again the next day, he was nowhere to be found. 
In all these years I thought of him from time to time, especially since I also meet people here in Berlin again and again who suffer from similar psychotic confusions. 
With this song I try to put myself in the place of these people who suffer so terribly and are still largely misunderstood

Lyrics (for those, who don`t speak German)

Voices in the head

Voices in the head
Eat me up

Controlling me
Beat on me

Persecute me, torture me
Incapacitate me
Condemn, despise, devalue, laugh at me 
They make me down, drive into all my limbs

Are always there, invade me
Come when they want, never leave me alone

Come through the walls, no wall can stop them

Hate, shun, move masses of vengeance 
They cause me pain with relish, they light stigma-candles inside me

I've made up my mind 
I'll be calm, because I know I can free myself from you
Yes, I can free myself from you!

The last thing I have left is to lay a hand on myself.
With my dying, I'll give you my last escort.

Then I'll cast you off like a garment of shadows

Your blasphemies, your bullying, your poison, your envy

Flow with the water and the blood from me
Disappears in the drain, far away from here

Emasculated sadists, coreless egoists, seedless fascists, 
You all can't nestle in me anymore

Float away
You stay behind

Your power is now completely null and void
A hollow space remains unnamed

I now lie in my hand

Deutscher Originaltext:

Stimmen im Kopf

Stimmen im Kopf
Fressen mich auf

Bestimmen über mich
Schlagen auf mich drauf

Verfolgen, Foltern mich
Entmündigen mich
Verurteilen, verachten, entwerten, verlachen, 
Machen mich nieder, fahr`n in all meine Glieder

Sind immer da, dringen in mich ein
Kommen wann sie wollen, lassen mich nie allein

Kommen durch die Wände, Keine Mauer halt sie auf

hassen, schassen, bewegen Rachemassen, 
Bereiten lustvoll Schmerzen, Entzünden in mir Wundmal-Kerzen

Ich hab’ mich entschieden, 
Ich werde ruhig, weil ich weiß, ich kann mich von Euch befreien
Ja ich kann mich von Euch befreien!

Das letzte was mir bleibt, ist, Hand an mich zu legen
Mit meinem Freitod gebe ich Euch letztes Geleit

Dann leg’ ich Euch ab wie ein Schatten-Kleid

Euer Lästern, Euer Stänkern, Euer Gift, Euren Neid

Fließt mit dem Wasser und dem Blut aus mir
Entschwindet im Abfluß, weit weg von hier

Entmannte Sadisten, Entkernte Egoisten, Samenlose Faschisten, 
Ihr könnt’ Euch alle nicht mehr in mir einnisten

Schwebe hinüber
Ihr bleibt zurück

Eure Macht ist nun ganz und gar null und nichtig
Zurück bleibt ein Hohlraum unbenannt

Ich lieg jetzt in meiner Hand

Stimmen im Kopf (Voices in the Head)

Stimmen Im Kopf (Voices In The Head)

Kev on stage

Fetty Wap - Jimmy Choo

Prod by. T-Minus + Boi-1da

Additional prod. Mike dean + Travis Scott

My end of the year choices was spent on the kids. 

Sincerely, Travis

Wonderful Ft.The Weeknd

Produced by TM88 / Juicy J / Lex Luger / DJ Spinz / Crazy Mike

Download now http://smarturl.it/KHALIFA

Bake Sale (feat. Travis Scott)

Luxury Tax - Pints Bricks (Prod. By South Side)

she said tell me what you’re feeling,
I don’t wanna tell her that I feel like shit,
she said tell me what you thinking,
I don’t wanna think if I think like this,

She said tell me that you need me, 
I don’t know how to reply, fuck this

she got up and now she’s leaving, 
and everyday still fucking think of that kiss 

I said tell me you love me baby, tell me you hate me, please help me find my way back home

She said tell me you’ll fuck me baby, you just frustrate me, id rather just be on my own

way back home

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

heart eyes

lights out w/ throb

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

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produced, mixed and mastered by scapegoat and kinshii.

spring. (+ pekarot)

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