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Music I find that I think is good v3

My brain lol

bangers 2

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
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they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

Michael Warren 

[Chorus]
Obviously I’m not good enough 
Baby what you want from me
I don’t want to wake up when I sleep 
X pills in my cup til’ I’m geeked 

[verse]
Came with my ghouls and we seven deep
I cannot love her my love is on E
She said X but, it’s ok 
She said X comeback cause I’ve changed 

I can’t get up and I know that you happy 
Yea it’s ok cause you weren’t the one and that’s facts B

But these on my chains on my neck baby that won’t change 
I live each and everyday never seeing her face 
But that’s ok 
Cause you only brought pain 
Fuck with my heart almost made me insane 
Don’t hit me up stay in your lane 
Don’t pick up the phone cause I kno that she fake
She don’t want me, naw just my cake 
I’m nothing to her and she’s nothing but a snake 

Leave me lone shawty I don’t want to talk you
Heart cold ice cold like a igloo
Call my phone like baby fuck you 
Won’t comeback bae I don’t trust you 
Send me heart emojis she say love you 
Moved on baby I’m not stuck to you 

X’s on my tongue til’ I get X’s in my eyes 
Yea I’m not really trying to live but, I’m not really trying to die

Cause it gets to hard going on and on and on and on and on 

Cause it gets to hard going on and on and on and on and on 

[Chorus]
Obviously I’m not good enough 
Baby what you want from me
I don’t want to wake up when I sleep 
X pills in my cup til’ I’m geeked 

Obviously I’m not good enough 
Baby what you want from me
I don’t want to wake up when I sleep 
X pills in my cup til’ I’m geeked

SGD9 ON AND ON (prod.xmichaelwarren)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=688Hg0fINTI

C2D - inTOXICating

MUSIC VIDEO

inTOXICating (Music Video In Description)

DAVID SHAWTY - AnacondaTruck♧♧♧FFUCKITT (prod. cortdot) ☤jack99edit #NITEMAREXCLUSIVE☤☤☤☤

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UfC21xWO1Sw&t=1s

yungster jack - Coldblooded p. Prblm VIDEO ON YOUTUBE

DUSTITTTTT
BUSSSITTTTTT
LOVEITTTTT
TRUSSSITTTTTTTT
FUCKITTTTT
🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

TINKERBELL🧚 YUNGSTER-JACK + DAVID-SHAWTY p. Prblm #NITEMARE ✨✨bryght powder^

yungster jack - Mimikyu (prod. Ninetyniiine) video on YouTube

bloody nose think i messed up
im the hero u look like an extra
u took an L when u were next up
i took a dub onto the next one

my signals lagging out i think i lost connection
w all my bros i rly miss them
i wrung my heart they didnt listen
they rly only wanted me for all the chicken

starin at my shoes like dam thats tuff
guess wasnt i made for this stuff
breakin in was gettin fuckin rough
now i run away from what ive become

i gotta pull her in by my side
im staring into ur crytal eyes
ur lookin at me like i might die
but im jus lookin onto being alive\

like go go go i lost sense of direction
i blow blow off every bitch in my mentions
its low low low at the ground where we steppin
dont know know know where fuck that im chasin next

i lose my body im just a neck and a head
so you better show me some respect
and all these chasers are on my jock for the day
when i just wanna rly wanna get in bed

go white boy go (prod. 4am)

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

a letter to someone who wont even know 
-L


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never you said so what I don’t know about this shit I don’t really give a fuck way to high off the shit I’m gone I’m stuck I’m really feeling starstruck bitch I’m lost all gone alone no one uh uh so what you know you know because she won’t ever be the same guy my family on my ass I don’t think it’s OK you could see it in the face


i’m average everlasting need a medic I’m on a stretcher doing damage when I don’t answer tried to call up but it’s like never
Your love is toxic I don’t want it don’t even want it but I need it don’t got no options don’t you know options see you talking to all your friends like I’ve been unconscious got this pain eating me away hitting at my noggin we used to talk you should talk as friends everything was set but then you wanted more than you had never could forget but I needed needed you could I bee a fool I had this pain it wont ever pass leave it in the pass I would give u anything didn't have it was the way you had to move knocking me off track

Spotify

whatimfeeling

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

hope you like it :)

lyrics
is there something that you have to tell me now
cause if you don't tell me now, don't hit me up when i'm out
cause if there's something to say, i'd rather hear from your mouth
don't wanna listen to crying, i don't wanna hear you pout

don't talk to me tonight
dont talk to me like ever
i'm thinking i'm alright
my hate will last forever

you think you're really bright
you think you're really clever
i'm going towards the light
you'll never see me, never

theres something holding me back
wanna persue but i cant
no need to feel like that
when will i get my life back 

cause their no use to cry 
there's no use to yell
you're still stuck in my head
and i feel im in hell

and im screaming for help
i dont know if you could tell
my mind stuck in a cell
nicotine in my cells 

talk to me
im fading out of existence
talk to me
i promise that i can listen
talk to me
ill make true of all your wishes
talk to me
i promise that we can fix this

talk2me

talktome

enough (prod. flood & elxnce)

Prod. @odel007

Lyrics:
Suns Down, We Out
All My Opps Is DownTown
Keep My Name Out Your Mouth
Or You’ll Never Be Found 

More Pain, More Doubt
They Wanna Strike Me Down
Too Bad They Never Will Amount
These Dreadful Memories Ascend
I’m Feeling Just Like Cloud
You Filled My Heart Up With Revenge
So How You Like Me Now

This Field, My Playground
You Better Run For The Hills Now
You Can Call Me Izana
How I’m So Deranged Now
No iCannot Let It Go
Yeah iLove The Thrill WOW

Hoooooow That Souuunds
Ima Cut Em Off Ed Scisorrhands
Nooooooowwww
No Amount, Of Plea Can Get You
Ouuuuutttt
When My Tears Fall Thats The Realest Me
Souta Kawataaaa

Who’s That Missing Person
Like Vash I’ve Been Deserted 
Swerve Off My Lane Its Curtains
Im Up In Flames Just Like Ren

Who’s That Missing Person
Like Vash I’ve Been Deserted 
Swerve Off My Lane Its Curtains
Im Up In Flames Just Like Ren

MISSING PERSON (Prod. odel)

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

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my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

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But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
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