its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

carpal tunnel

breakers (8485 cover)

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

project (donttrustlando)

@hdbn2

(Furstyle 3)

Surprise drop for FWA, keep running up the last song:
https://soundcloud.com/zentobox/decide

Art by https://bsky.app/profile/siggimagenta.bsky.social

Lyrics:
for the sins of the father
cross that we bare weighs hard on our shoulder
Try not to cry but the tears runneth over
phantom pain hurts feel the urges come closer
how Does it feel to be treated like a monster
how does it feel to lose that family sponsor
how does it feel to be trapped by birth
how does it feel
when nobody else feels pain
 
When nobody else feels pain
Thoughts that make me feel insane 
Out in the field 
So free, wind in my face
Yet here I am, bag of bones my ball and chain
The wheel I could spin the wheel
Go back in time become what Im meant to be
So damn tired of having this face, every night feel the twitches and the sways

How Does It Feel (prod. takecare04)

Guitar by Artisama

Fly from Chicago to the Moon (And take everything)
With it you don't know what I'd do (I'd take everything)
I'm quiet cause my heart is broken (I hide everything)
September, your feelings well-spoken (Everything)

I am afraid, I am afraid of
Breaking the wake, breaking the wake of

Blue (Love)
Taking (I am, I am, I am, I am)
Still (Love)
I feel (I am, I am, I am, I am)

Fearful, fear (Don't stop me)
Fearful, fear (Unlucky)
You (Unlucky, unlucky)

Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back
Wish I could take it all back, Wish

Porcelain leaking from my arms, I wish that I could just speak up, but I feel no remorse in the slightest
Breaking my limbs over and over again, I can't wait till you can just finally be fucking quiet
(Fuck this face) I give up, I give up 
Not doing this anymore
(Fuck this place) Blue makeup, blue makeup
Cry while I lay on the floor

Felt Something Else

jasmine biscuits song =)

melded

New Hope, Chapter XIV - orbs
Recorded 3.7.24

New Hope

orbs

“Thunder” was born from the stillness before the rain. It explores the emotional landscape between peace and chaos — where sound becomes weather, and music becomes memory. The thunder in the background is not an effect, but a voice: nature’s own percussion, echoing through the composition’s slow, unfolding melodies.


credits
releases October 31, 2025
Written & performed by Valeska Rautenberg
Mixed by Thomas Lemmer
Mastered by Ramin Tehrani

carpal tunnel

charlie zacks