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this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
R. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

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I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

@oakscreen, prod in 24h for anv7
piano from @ninthparallel,  guitar from julie k + @jaronsteele

loving love, with oakscreen

wake up 
everything is different
these aren’t your people
but they look the same
these aren’t your people
but they look the same

driving someone else’s car
wasted in the hotel bar
these aren’t your things
it’s not the same
these aren’t your things
it’s not the same

meet the same 
person
just another version
today
looking out your window
but you can only see 
your face

if i die, u know why (demo)

the veldt

we do a lil sad

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/gravedigger

~~~
dig a grave
oh ill ruminate on the thought of your thoughts going blank
bottled thoughts in your hand
feel ashamed
or don't feel anything
and i go to waste

see your face
put a knife to my chest you said you'll never put your faith in me again, or that you're better off dead
feel erased
tell me I shouldn't feel anything at all because they "weren't your thoughts"

feel your body heat, you're sound asleep next to a monster
~~~

shoutout to @charlie-zacks for recording some vocal harmonies

gravedigger

thank god for girls !

music video created by jackie's fable
https://youtu.be/TeBMu0_g62g

guitar solo by lucas andrade

Lyrics:
thank god for girls who wear big sunglasses
thank god for guys who wear jean shorts
thank god for airports
and swimming lessons
i think i'll need a new sport to play
basketball was nice, you see
but i don't think that it's for me
tony's chevy with black leather
never enough seats
for me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

thanks mom for dinner 
thanks dad for tuition 
thanks jack for teaching me 
how to write lyrics 
thanks leonard cohen and william shatner 
thanks khloe kardashian 
and her sister who slapped her 
basketball was nice, you see but 
i dont think that its for me 
tony’s ready when you’re ready 
at least that is what he told me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

BOOOM

thank god for girls

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

truth || pillars_20230329

truck month baby

lyrics:

red flag
take that
fled before i put the money in the bag
i said that
text back
you don’t know what i think
so just ask

it’s been a
long week i’ve been
thinking bout you all the time
send a text
stayed up late to see if you replied
up early
i could almost see the sunrise
barely slept
feel like shit i need some peace of mind
another text 
i don’t want you to fear me
fuck it 
i dont even think you know 
that you hear me
gave me the attention that i needed
now i’m reeling 
shit
i think i fucking scared you
now i’m crying
this is it
i need you
no i need
something new
maybe just some attention
from a boy like-
well
i know it’s not healthy
but i don’t really think
that means you should ghost me

i’ve been working on my
attitude
towards guys like you
it was getting better
before i met you
it’s getting late
i guess i should go
oh it’s so cold
oh it’s so cold

red flag
take that
fled before i put the money in the bag
i said that
text back
you don’t know what i think
so just ask

it’s been a
long week i been thinking bout you all the time
send a text da dadasa fuck it

it’s a red flag
that you’re a dirt bag
haven’t changed since you were sixteen
what does it mean that
you didn’t mean that?
i really thought we had some chemistry
take your words back
can’t take the hurt back
does it really take much energy?
you said you like girls
i didn’t like that
what’s with this cryptic messaging?

this is it
i need you
no i need
something new
maybe just some attention
from a boy like-
well
i know it’s not healthy
but i don’t really think
that means you should ghost me

i’ve been working on my
attitude
towards guys like you
it was getting better
before i met you
it’s getting late
i guess i should go
oh it’s so cold
oh it’s so cold

how can it start after it’s over?
i wish i never knew you when you’re sober
blowing smoke in my face i’m not a smoker
say you don’t want me
i need closure

i know that you’re not looking
for anyone else to call your own
i’m sure that had we spoken
we could’ve worked out something

why does it always feel like you’re looking right past me?

guys like you

its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

if i die, u know why (demo)

charlie zacks

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