@alexanderpanos this is the new gen "Fuck Love"

YOU INCLUDED LYRICS IN THE DESCRIPTION?! Oml you are so awesome!

+@jaronsteele+@lilac
https://twitter.com/ineedtoart/status/1211810524494626817

@eva-nge-line

They come in droves
And I walk alone
I gave her back her coat
A crow looks upon his post as she walks home alone
He flies away as if he knows something that I don't
Back and forth, she lies again
She takes off her dress
And undoes her hair
And sits on the couch
And tells me to come
And she says in vain

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

It comes and goes
You feel it in your core and then it creeps up to your muscle through the bone
Bleed along to the sound
Tap your sparkling red shoes, 1, 2, 3, but no home could be found
Then again
Drown your hands in sugar soap
And rub it all in 'till your knuckles turn red, the pain grows
You keep on doing it
Doesn't it feel good?

The bleeding makes it obvious I don't fit in your slipper
I fall right back into your arms as my whole body quivers in the rain
Who am I to say?
A deer goes by, a lion roars, the rabbit is a skipper
I carry on, I sulk inside, or I allow my nights to turn to gray
I'd take it all away
To be your Cinderella

Your Cinderella (feat. Evangeline)

To Thin Air

Your Cinderella (feat. evangeline)

Stems are available @ https://evangeline.info

this song is about wanting normal things like normal people

Performed by
Evangeline, mt saint michael

Written by
E. Butcher

Produced by
Evangeline, mt saint michael, Callum Sheehan

https://evange-line.bandcamp.com/track/tailspin-ft-callum-sheehan-mt-saint-michael

[ SOC ]

--

I got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
So when weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
I'm watching TV and you're up and gone

I want a house with a picket fence
so I can yell at the neighbor's kids
So when months turn into years and the scars disappear
I'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

And I hope your car tailspins on its way home
I'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
So when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
I'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

Tailspin (ft. mt saint michael & Callum Sheehan)

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

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made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

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https://soundcloud.com/clearlew
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Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

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goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

@oakscreen, prod in 24h for anv7
piano from @ninthparallel,  guitar from julie k + @jaronsteele

loving love, with oakscreen

Music Video: https://youtu.be/SZW7eoFDP6k

ITS TRUCK MONTH BABY !!!!

thanks to @jessephamel for the cover art and the MUSIC VIDEO!
thanks to @wishlane for backup vocals on the last chorus !
thanks to all of YOU for your love and support !

lyrics:
i'm scared to leave my room now
i'm scared to leave my house
my mom says it's unhealthy
that i never get out
i'm scared of the helicopters
scared of the cops
i'm scared of the chem-trails
keep my door locked

keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

i'm tired of baggy eyes
of being an adult
white guys on youtube always tell me it's my fault
i need to try to meditate
get off of these meds
if there's no [redacted] left
then fuck it it's the end



keep in the filtered air
recycle everything
everywhere now
see me through my webcam
you know they can
you know they can
you know you know

don't want my life to pass me by
god damnit maybe it's really my star sign
you said i'm prone to hiding
i said it's just anxiety
"why would you be afraid of what you don't know?
take the risk take the shot
and see wherever it goes"
i wish it was that simple
but i can't shake this syndrome

PG-13

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

the veldt

@scrobaby

Lyrics:

what it really takes
im on my own im on my own now
i dont like the way
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and you let go of the wheel
tryna find yourself in the crash won’t heal you 
but i dont have a stake in this
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going to?
you could throw it away but it comes back to you
and where could my intrusive thoughts be going

bad at explaining cause i care bout your reactions
wherever this flower blooms i guess I’ll have to
and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure

im on my own im on my own now
it feels like im part of the breakdown

and all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more 
kaleidoscope
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)
all my wants are found somewhere in closure 
i just want to find some more composure
(on my way down)
(if what i want's not what i need then how do i explain these dreams)

Jedwill, Scro - Kaleidoscope

thank god for girls !

music video created by jackie's fable
https://youtu.be/TeBMu0_g62g

guitar solo by lucas andrade

Lyrics:
thank god for girls who wear big sunglasses
thank god for guys who wear jean shorts
thank god for airports
and swimming lessons
i think i'll need a new sport to play
basketball was nice, you see
but i don't think that it's for me
tony's chevy with black leather
never enough seats
for me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

thanks mom for dinner 
thanks dad for tuition 
thanks jack for teaching me 
how to write lyrics 
thanks leonard cohen and william shatner 
thanks khloe kardashian 
and her sister who slapped her 
basketball was nice, you see but 
i dont think that its for me 
tony’s ready when you’re ready 
at least that is what he told me

i'll walk to the stadium
if it means you'll get a seat
mama said i'm a good ole boy
but that don't mean much to me
i try my best not to upset the delicate
balance that you keep
so i'll walk 100 miles backwards,
so you can take a seat
just take a seat

BOOOM

thank god for girls

this song is not finished

observer is comprised of taur and Little Faith and dylazy and Oncill and hidden contact and clovehitch and charlie zacks and aso and mossgarden and evangeline and fyoum and jacob travels and an_isopod and close-knit and friends


produced by evangeline, clovehitch, close-knit, charlie zacks, jacob travels, hidden contact, taur
mixed by close-knit, dylazy, and clovehitch

TRAVELS:
I don't mind your way
 
DYLAZY:
Feel the rush as I fall and I decay
Ego death I'll go and learn to stay
 
FYOUM:
Yeah, what you up to dude
I could have swear I saw you
But you don't want to talk
Nevertheless I'm cool with you
Not hanging around now that you are so far away
Nobody else nowhere to go and I'm way too close
And I don't know why all these people change and these people fake
And these people claim what was

Once mine and I'm not even joking
My free time ain't for free when you smoking
Goodbye don't forget that I don't care
About you cause your smile makes me broken
 
CHARLIE ZACKS:
I looked into your eyes
And I knew that you would wreck my night, wreck my night
I saw ten thousands reasons
To trust my gut to trust my fight or flight, fight or flight

But you told me that you liked my smile
So I fell in love with your last name
Every look you gave me
It meant so much more to me than you think
 
TRAVELS:
When I'm alone the self is a mirror
Water crystal but I need it clearer

When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
When I get home we can figure it out
 
GALA:
I don't mind your way now
You wouldn't fall and stay down
Felt the rush decay out
Spilled my guts and I left them out 
To clear your doubts and I'm shouting
 
GANG VOCALS:
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY
I DON'T MIND YOUR WAY

TAUR: 
I don't mind your way now, 
trust me now, 
through the rise and fall you are yours not the all I've escapen all control

thank god for girls

charlie zacks

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