Re Envision 😍

Carnivore Territory

https://youtu.be/3Djq5GECTiE

sabrine 
into your eyes of brownish green
i fall as if into a dream
here would i rest now, it would seem
peace would i find here

but not before 
the costume of a harlequin i wore
within this heart, this heart that is not pure
maybe you can redeem me, i'm not sure
maybe i'll ask you

sabrine 
i used to walk with you a way downstream
in those days i was barely in my teens
i mostly understood the things you mean
least i thought so

but then 
the wind turns callow boys to callous men
and fragile things are not within their ken
but you just keep on rolling to your end
that's how it seems

i guess that's the thing
we do not know for sure what death will bring
a star-lit winter or a moonless spring
we talk as if we do, we even sing
we often sing

i will step into your shallows
i will flinch because you are cold
i will feel you move around me
you will bear me for a while, i'm told 
i won't get old 
and then the moon will bring me home to rest 
unless

sabrine 
into your liquid eyes i have seen
redemption have i sought but not received
i guess that's cos redeeming ain't for me
at least not yet

Sabrine

I'm often outside in the forest, taking my daily walks. It's beautiful out there. But it's also painful because there are so many traces of destruction made by people:  Roadkilled animals like fire salamanders and blindworms. Waste and litter they left there, looking for recreation in nature but leaving it without any respect. Sometimes I wander for hours through the woods but still hear the noises of cars and planes. Some weeks ago I found "my" forest destructed by Harvesters. The place was a mess, it looked like a battlefield! All for profit - for growth, growth, growth....I just sat there and cried because it felt so incredible bad and I was ashamed to belong to the human species. Even now as I write and remember the day, I feel the tears behind my eyes.

A thought I liked then was how it all would look like if we humans were no longer here. How the plant and animal world slowly can recover. Breathe again. A thought that gives me solace and comfort in a time when everyone with eyes can see that it's wrong how we treat our environment. Another day without humanity - the track describes pretty much the feeling I have when I imagine a world without human destruction and carelessness.

Heidi K is a skilled musician I met here on Soundcloud and although she is not mainly doing ambient music, she was a wonderful collaborateur and brought up great musical ideas and samples.  She shares my love for music and nature and it has been a pleasure to work with her. Thank you very much, Heidi! https://on.soundcloud.com/8H85G

...with Heidi K: Another Day Without Humanity

May the Christmas Season bring only happiness and joy to you and your family. The gift of love. The gift of peace. The gift of happiness. May all these be yours at Christmas. 
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https://youtu.be/lfYJ7rBtozw

THNK YOU ALL for your Great Companys

Merry Christmas - Video In Link

FINALLY FIXED A TRACK OF MINE I HAD UP BUT TOOK DOWN..... I AM SO GLAD IT WORKED OUT LIKE THIS! I HOPE Y'ALL LIKE IT! MUCH LOVE, HAPPINESS, AND GOOD TIMES TO Y'ALL!!!   XOXOXO

KRAE-   'CORRUPTED'                                        _INSTRUMENTAL FOR NOW_

Sinking in Cminor

First release of 2023, featuring Giulia Uda on vocals.

Empires Fall

Some loose ends that came together all at the same time. Mostly short tracks, brief and repetitive moments. It's when I began, then, trying to write and be an artist I used to be.

Began then

Vinyl

On That Glorious Day

Neuer Tag

Check out my debut album The Divider. Thank you to all on Soundcloud who have encouraged or helped me in any way.

Sabrine

Charlie Williams