(rall3)

Lay a kiss on my pale white skin
Let your soul intertwine with mine 
Let your body sink let your mind go blank
Lay it on me what youre thinking about

I'll be here
On the porch waiting for you
Were we met 
In the summer under cloudy skies

Bright green eyes 
Piercing mine
my only regret
is having to say goodbye

(notahero)

wait
darling its getting late
we should settle down
nothing has stayed the same in this quiet town
maybe ill get lucky and ill be gone by the morning
im entering deep space now and i swear when i say
ill be waiting in the cosmos
to wrap my arms only around you
and we can nap on afternoons, like we want to
youre my saving grace
my cold grey eyes
and you bring them back to life
when you hold me, i hold you
my stomach is burning
you love me, i love you too
bae i love you too
i dont want anymore of this life if its not with you
and of that im sure
let the candle burn
i dont know much about real love but for you ill learn

goodbye - feat. notahero

w/ rainydays
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i just couldnt let go of the past
couldnt let go of what we had
i just really want you back
but i will never have that
and im trying hard to change my thoughts
but i dont wanna do this anymore
no i dont wanna be the one adored
for the pain i lay out
looking for the answers from the lord
feeling like i was ignored
everybody wants me back
but i just cant now

Letting Go

guitar by @jolst
drums by me
mix by me & @lottaheart
master by @jolst

lyrics

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch (ly @onlyfriendyeah)
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

if im comfy in my coat
you should wear it then
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

theres something bout your eyes
i cant help but stare at them
i'll give you anything
i'll give you anything

i promise
it'll be worth it
you deserve it
can you wait for me?

i promise
i'll make it perfect
you deserve it
just hold on tight for me

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

every time i see you smile
every time i see you laugh
makes me realise im so lucky
your the best ive ever had
can't believe you want me too?
wtf
did i do?
i did not 
deserve you
your so perfect
bulletproof
bulletproof
every word, every move, every mood
your untouched by the pain that left me bruised
that left me bruised
what would i do
without you?

you gave me confidence
i gave you nothing more than a silent ominous
poisoned flowers
i could stare at you for hours
i'll drop you off your door
my desire never sours
autumn leaves blowing under our hands
as we rest on the grass
looking at the pumpkin patch
and i hope that we will last
your the best ive ever had
your the best ive ever had

pumpkin patch [prod jolst]

washed in the blood

angel wings

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on facetime 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 

don’t promise me - i know you’ll break it
on my knees im begging 
cus i want you there
but you’re somewhere else 
she said “boy that praying won’t save this
when you fall don’t blame the pavement”
okay well fuck you then 
cus i’m good right here 

did you hear that?
she said don’t blame the pavement 
when i fall like that’s hilarious !!!!!!!
baby tell me all your favourites
i’ll put em in a playlist and keep it there with us
you want crazy? i’ll show you crazy
i’ll pull up on your friends and i’ll fucking bury em
i’ll lock you in this plain white room and when we go out they can’t help but stare at us 

i can’t help but blank stare
when in your crosshairs
cus “life ain’t fair”
and she didn’t want me there 
when we’re on face time 
she’s rolls her hazel eyes
cus she don’t care 
she didn’t wanna be there 
in the first place 
x2

blame the pavement (mackk)

lyrics:
im tryna stack the bands til my pockets blue
im tryna make it back, its overdue
swear i put the work in make it true
ima keep on doing what i do

put the city on my back if it aint too late
thought id be sitting pretty but by now i still cant move weight
fell off overboard and now im hanging by a shoelace
shoutout to my baby, when its stormy thats my crewmate

and someday all this work will pay me back
i aint leaving from my post and thats a fact
i aint going nowhere, you can hate while i get stacks
if i said im sorry, well then shit i take it back

i do it all by myself
i never needed your help
i put the work in i dont think youre clocking the way that im bad for your health

stay in your lane though
i get insane though
heard that you aim low
heard that you chopped, you a lame tho

im tryna stack the bands til my pockets blue
im tryna make it back, its overdue
swear i put the work in make it true
ima keep on doing what i do

Do What I Do

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

i’m begging just let me go outside
i’m making up reasons now
i’m so used to having a bad time
and now i can’t phase it out

i thought i’d feel better at home
and i thought that you knew me but maybe you don’t
the walls that surround me crush right to the bone
but i’ve been so weak maybe it was my fault

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

born in this house [neverforever]

Prod. addy exo
go support my homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

moments before disaster

i wont go far so they can find me
i wont be hiding
i’ll be sitting by the river where you met me
i’m only here cus i’m forgetting all my memories
i’m still the stranger that you talked to long ago
please dont forget me you’re the only one i know
hide away i cant face you
you’re the place i reach out to 
i know you, like no other
hold my face my lover

lover (michael harrison)

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

i dont know how im still freezing
blunt came with the pharoahs curse
breathe it take the edge off
im so drunk right now cant even close my mouth
3.5 inside of this blunt im fried
shit might take me out
and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like
oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

dont go tweaking
i know that
these things tend to fix themselves
im bleeding on your porch
and we both know
you shouldve asked for my help
watch me break through as im burning up loud
and i wont fill my hand if you just gonna bite down
its a bummer and its way too much to talk about
now im flicking ash off everytime you turn to pompeii

you hate the lyrics but girl i know you love the sound
a tragicomedy it feels like i been stepping on a rake
this broken heart's another foot inside the ground
you took the cast off and didn't even find a heart to break, like how
ironic how the marijuana breaks me down
it hurts my lungs like ow, like ow, like how
if i keep on going down this road then you won't follow, right
baby did i get that right
visions blurry but i think i see the city lights
you said you really want this for my life, right
now amiro in the party like

oh my God
i know that you said that just to turn me on
my heart shedding layers later ill be gone
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying
im slowing down
i can feel the hold inside my chest grow to fit the shape of your sweet smile
but if nothings getting better then whats the point of staying

and i dont know, baby where you going
feel the blood in my face just falling down
i hate myself when youre not around
and now im in the party like

Letting Go

chasecomeback