w/ rainydays
mix, master by me
(lyrics)
i just couldnt let go of the past
couldnt let go of what we had
i just really want you back
but i will never have that
and im trying hard to change my thoughts
but i dont wanna do this anymore
no i dont wanna be the one adored
for the pain i lay out
looking for the answers from the lord
feeling like i was ignored
everybody wants me back
but i just cant now

Letting Go

it happened _outro (wraithontheporch)

Vails x notcursed x siem spark
Lyrics below:
(Vails)
I don’t like what u talk about
Deal with it yeah I walk it out 
Always my mind like
Why’d you give me your time like
I don’t like what u talk about
Deal with it yeah I walk it out 
Coasting on the path
Whilst my emotions feeling like glass
I’m
Breaking

(Notcursed)

you call me unhinged but it went both ways in my eyes
the spark we had just dimmed
take the blame, i see through your disguise

petty conversations
pick a time and i can name them
i think you love the complications
you and i, we are creators

you’re filling the cup just to pour it out
look at the mess that we’re making
are you hurting with me now
we both need reshaping

(Vails)
I’m so done I don’t like the words that u say
Do u even think before u spew all of ur I don’t like what u talk about
Deal with it yeah I walk it out 
Always my mind like
Why’d you give me your time like
I don’t like what u talk about
Deal with it yeah I walk it out 
Coasting on the path
Whilst my emotions feeling like glass
I’m
Breaking bullshit 
I’m so done I don’t like the words that u say
Do u even think before u spew all of ur bullshit

#hyperpop #dance #pop #uk #hyper #dancehall #beat #vails #notcursed #siemspark

Glass (feat. notcursed)

•Vocals by Vails, Taylor’s Diary & RIP.3.7
•Master by Vails 
•Production by Deatheart
•Artwork by Safehaven

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

(Taylor’s Diary) 
I been in my head for a minute now , It’s been so hard tryna figure out  , why you tried to break me you still got in my bones and decayed me , from being the person I am , 


Coulda said that we’re done coulda said that we’re  over , it ain’t like we know eachother sober ,now my heart ain’t gone heal til October , 
I came along from the person I was when I sat down and cried to you, confined to you , 

I never once told a lie to you , even though u did a time or two , 
iF YOU EVER WONDERED WHY WE ENDED THIS WAY , CAUSE YOU NEVER NOTICED I WAS WALKING AWAY, YOU FUCKED UP MY BRAIN AND PUT EVERY TEAR DOWN MY FACE , JUST KNOW THAT IM NEVER OKAY 

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

#emotrap #trap #emo

minute of conversation (feat. Taylor’s diary & RiP.3.7)

i ain't gonna be here

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

Shout out dash for making 10/10 beats 

Lyrics - 

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

Ghost in the cut I don’t do no loud
Keep my head down but I still draw crowds
Lames talk slick but they all want clout
Slide through slow make the whole hood doubt

Tags on my toes not clothes that’s death
Ridin with a piece I don’t need no vest
Chrome on the hip make em freeze no flex
Came from the mud I ain’t pressed bout checks

No face
no case
 I be slidin through the night
All black blade tucked  ain’t lookin for a fight
30 on my clip turn his whip to a shrine
I don’t talk much I just creep when it’s time

Drip like the gutter ice look muddy
Hit your block once now the whole scene bloody
Don’t know names I just move how I move
Lost in the smoke ain’t nothin to prove

rise n shrine p. dash

.where my feet don't hit the ground.

w/ @user-642636378
produced by king theta
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(cxrter)
they say i’m acing
used to the lack of, complacent
call it an anomaly, but i’m breaking
i’m stagnant by myself
so hidden in my shell
cause i’m trying to decipher what’s even implied
trying not to leave it all unsaid, i’m fine
like a semi turning cities, i’m swinging wide
satisfaction, is it fake when we say goodnight?
where's the trial run? we all just turned 21
just reminders of all things that i haven’t done
no directions, expectations of fantasies
gardening misery
yeah i’m so sorry

she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

(halfhearted)
and it happens to me every time
you got a two faced love, i don’t wanna try
if its all my fault, then i’ll testify
i try to break your fall when u call at night
called it off
applying pressure
wrote a song
left it on your dresser
if i was wrong, then it’s nothing new
i gotta bite my tongue when i talk to you
i’m better off now
cause i was at a loss, and i couldn’t be found
couldn't get across cause the the bridge had burned down
i’m out of options

(cxrter)
she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

ace/21 (feat. halfhearted) (prod. king theta)

prod @s0ftskelet0ns
i just added violins :)

lately ive been cold inside my skin
hard to warm up when nothings within
cant contemplate too much about it
hard to my live my steady doubting

I don't wanna die yet
living life got no regrets
im lucky im still breathing
stay in I aint leaving
anxiety's my life
overthink too much try fight
its hard but its alright
im coping im coping

citalopram

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

Letting Go

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