Trying to stay sane
but life is killing me
can't smile without faking
gory imagery 

I miss myself just as much
as mom and dad do 
I'm a zombie
would kill myself and 
be pissed if u mourned me
 
feeling sick again
abusing myself again
smile as my blood drips
I really am disgusting

my body turns cold
as knife digs into bone
I'm feeling exposed
I kinda like it

When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

my blood clots, racing to not reopen
I tear apart old scars
now they open
six years ago I learned I was broken
still I'm hardly coping

as the time goes on
these feelings won't quit
waiting for the dawn
but the sun stays stagnant 
under the stars
cuffed and chained
and I like the dark
but I'm going insane

oh I'm going insane
but I like the pain
blood running down my legs


When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

yeah I'm dying
screaming so loud
on some fucked shit
crying but u can't hear a sound
I tend to hide it

Look in the mirror and I see someone else
dragged down to hell
like a zombie I am starved & I'm bruised
oh I abuse

SH!T (prod. WXRST)

ghost white vamp (prod. myss)

ft. @pr4y3rs , @ybcmiley

prod. @rainn_god x j2ly

tattoo ft. prayers, ybcmiley (rainn god, j2ly)

@fmbthegod
dont step too quick go falling in
i cant help but fall in love again
dont catch me stumblin 
cus everytime i fall im up again
im done stalling this
i feel myself evolving and
relieve the pressure following
cant leave with no one following
stuck 4 2 long
ur all i want
a blessing laying in my arms
you still got my heart
at peace i can feel again
sorry couldnt clear my head
2 much i can hear the past
repeats when i find me again
just wanna be again
look into the mirror its a pleasure meeting ya

fallinluv [FMBthegod]

Lyrics:
(Lil Sad Goth) Chorus:
Jane Leeds 
97 
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldn't have created a James dean
Jane Leeds 
97
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldnt have created a James dean

(Pinkboi) Verse:
Main City after dark
Chilling at the park
Back when things were dark
In my mind
Cause i was doing anything 
Just to fight the way that i felt inside
Doing anything just to fry my brain
Fucked up from this lsd that i took
Everynight just to escape the way that i felt

(Lil Sad Goth) Chorus:
Jane Leeds 
97 
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldn't have created a James dean
Jane Leeds 
97
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldnt have created a James dean

(Scorpio) Verse:
Keep on talking baby, I like how you think
Keep recording baby, yeah I like how you sing 
Keep on falling babe, ill catch you in a blink 
Oooh yeah you used to mean everything
Oooh you used to mean everything
Now you're gone and I don't feel a thing
Hope you miss me when you're by yourself
Yeah I need help

(Lil Sad Goth) Chorus:
Jane Leeds 
97 
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldn't have created a James dean
Jane Leeds 
97
Satan and a witch made a baby
Janette 
Hates me
She Shouldnt have created a James dean

(Lil Sad Goth) Verse: 
Confide in me all your demons
The secrets on why youre not sleeping 
Back stabbed scars still healing
Dissociate into the stars on the ceiling 
Pinkboi's flo arts appealing 
boys again get that poisoning
Scorpio sings the vibes that brings
Realization that were all fuckin kings

(Pinkboi) Verse:
I was just trying to escape 
I was just trying to escape
I was just trying to fit in as well
Stuck up in my mind from everything that hurt me inside tonight

(Lil Sad Goth) Outro:
 I can see my reflection in his irredesent scythe 
Torn Black robe illuminated by streets lights 
Presents me a ticket to the afterlife
But now im at a point where im feelin ight
 I can see my reflection in his irredesent scythe 
Torn Black robe illuminated by streets lights 
Presents me a ticket to the afterlife
But now im at a point where im feelin ight

Gravity Falls Pt.2 (Ft. Pinkboi, Scorpio) (Prod. THERSX)

shoutout @heyzbee for hopping on dis
prod by the goats @prodcxrter & @yunnygoldz

LYRICS

Dont you stay ive been waiting too long
Up too late always writing dumb songs
Fade me out from a hit of a bong
No matter what im doing, im doing it wrong

Flip the cap, jet lighter, All nighter 
High me or sober me, pick your fighter
tit for tat, pit viper, flame igniter
Life is just a game with actions to be deciphered 

[zbee ]
Life is just a game 
I ain’t here to try to play 
But I guess that’s I’ll make it through 
I don’t wanna say 
Things that are inside brain 
But I guess that I’ll try and do 
Everything and anything 
That comes in my mind when I start to sing 
I don’t like when I start to drink 
Cuz I just start saying everything 
In my mind I start to think 
What if I’m done with one more blink 
I want you to hear this song

pick ur fighter w/ heyzbee [prod. cxrter x yunny goldz]

prod @yunnygoldz

LYriCZ
Snow cold shawty i got blood up on my right hand
Knife in the back but i promise i'm a nice man
Frozen heart, but i'm still pumping blood through my veins
Ice cold touch you could never feel my pain

Working up a mountains worth of selfish contradiction
I got people telling me advice but i could never listen
But i got this girl in my eyes so i got a mission
I got the one, going for the gold and yeah im out for blood
red red hearts, yeah im bleeding for the love
Turn the feathers scarlet, grab a pool i dip the dove
Im only taking wins  i could never skip a dub, 
And if we talking you, i could never get enough

Turn the keys to my frozen heart spark ignition
Red red blood on the canvas paint my condition

Im lost between my past and the pitfalls that i took
But here i am with you, a brand new chapter in my book
I know its been a year but i'm glad to have you here
Your my snow cold shawty and ill make that crystal clear

Snow cold shawty i got blood up on my right hand
Knife in the back but i promise i'm a nice man
Frozen heart, but i'm still pumping blood through my veins
Ice cold touch you could never feel my pain

snow cold shawty [prod. yunny goldz]

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICS
Settle my scores, dont waste time
I dont wanna keep a 9, by my waist side
Made mistakes but i dont want the blame
Bury me in ashes ignite me in the flames

I dont want a legacy if my loved ones are the ones that are hating me
I might have some fans but i put value in my family
Whatever a man could be, id be that
Id see that day, i couldn't take it my bloodline family walked away
we all have ups and downs and downs and ups
born and raised i got forever love

I dont want the blame, but i wont put that blame on you
If we fell apart we can reconstruct and glue
Cause were family, you understanding me?
Were connected thru the blood by nature and organically
I got dna, traits inherited inherited they stay
I say the things you say
I put value in forgiveness cause that's way i was raised

I was raised in love and i'm indebted to portray that
In very few instances id resort to payback
I dont give a fuck about a lot of things
But i'm hesitant to say that
But one thing ill always give a fuck about is my family
If you mess with that, blood stains on ur canopy
And i aint talking fantasy
Mess with my fam and youll end up in calamity

value in my family [prod. the sound clown]

In this song we express our pain from living out our lives too fast, rather than slowing down and enjoying each moment. We rush to the next thing in life, running from our past mistakes and ghosts from our past.

Too Fast (prod. Dazay)

prod @methboiswag
cover by @stale.co on instagram
CRYSTAL LAKE CLUB @SLPTLK @LIGHTSLEEPR @YBCMILEY

INSPIRED BY TRUE EVENTS

less & learn

LESS & LEARN [FREEMILEY] (methboiswag)

prod. jacob vallen
mix, master by me
(lyrics) 
No
They find me here, no hope
I been alone so long
You can't be here oh no
And I said hello
What should I do this night
I wished you were all mine
I knew we'd be alone
I know
Wait
When did you get here
Last time I checked
I had you in all of my thoughts

Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms

I just want to hold you close
Take you out while on the road
Baby you'd be there for me
As I know you wouldn't do me like that
Thought all of this
Of what we couldn't be
There's blood all in the water
From when you'd finally leave

Wait don't go just stay
I been okay
Love how you lay with me
Wait
You saw on the tv that night
As long as you been here, I'm fine
As I just wanted you to be my love
It wasn't enough for you
That's why I was left here all alone

Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms
Don't break the door I'll be outside
When you're with me I feel alright
I feel your touch, it's got me light
Hope id fit in, right in your arms

Wait Dont Go

chasecomeback