When living without purpose starts to kick in, somehow~.

Loose songs which I lowkey get too emotional with

soundcloud vibes

YouTube Playlist

PATHOS

Alone Made Of Ice

Sempiternal

Can You Feel My Heart

with @dylan-kidd-1 and @PearsonGhost (in-store release)

Intro Guitar: https://goo.gl/km7G0M
Ryan Tedder Vocals: https://goo.gl/VimZRP
Five Easy Pieces Monologue (1970): https://goo.gl/Ziervn

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https://instagram.com/dylankiddmusic
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Pearson Ghost
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Artwork: still from the music video
Making Of: 
Spotify/Apple: https://goo.gl/U4Pd2M
YouTube: https://bit.ly/3wXVTfb
Stream on Audius: https://bit.ly/bonjrAudius
Stream on Matter: https://bit.ly/bonjrMatter
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Lyrics:

buy/spotify

someday we'll be together again

Empires On Fire

Someone To You

green tea produced by chase laser

no price can buy my tea

green tea

All You Need REMIX - Karlo Mick (Feat. Chase Laser & Keshi)

love you guys ❤️

i thought i had it all figured out
inside my head
but as it all turns out
things didn't go my way

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

i feel like i am running out of time
i'm losing my mind
lately i've been doing less and less
it scares me though
the thought that i might lose it all

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

spotify

thought i had it all figured out

Empty

runaway (prod. feelo)

Rufio Spenz - stfu (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

Nightcore : 1x1

Original Artist : Bring The Horizon feat Nova Twins
Anime : The Misfit Of Demon King Academy
Character : Anos Voldigoad
Fanart : Anime News And Facts (on Pinterest)
Link : https://pin.it/745i8mC

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Nightcore - Bring Me The Horizon - 1x1 Ft. Nova Twins

Nightcore ⇴ Idk Wts [Omri]

(hook)
gamble my life like its poker
I live my life like the joker 
sometimes I feel like I'm hopeless 
I know its just 4 the moment
my writs and heart they're both frozen
swear this summer was the coldest
I almost said its all over
I tried I'm hoping you noticed

im tired im losing my --
im tired I go back 2 sleep
I haven't ate in some days 
I swear this shit it get deep
what do you want me 2 be 
I can be all that you need
when will I ever be free 
I hear angels calling me
my brother told me turn up
and I know I gotta
sometimes I feel like im holden
surrounded by these imposters 
thats why you see me alone 
but I still move like a mobster 
I blow a bag on my baby
give her something 2 be Prada 
im ghosting 
im rolling
ill be gone 4 the moment
they tried 2
count me out
im never losing focus 
you thought that
you had me
you must be smoking potent 
cold heart if you aint notice 
I bring the plauge like locust
I bring the pain you know it 
you know your world I hold it
I take my pain and roll it
lose control I move slow motion
stay solid never folding
they took my style 2 mold it 
they wanna be jus like me
while I make songs they're at home scrolling
but fuck that 
its only one me
im in the cut with the blade and im one deep
shit crazy they hate and they love me 
but im 22 bitch cat dub me
ballin 23 going dummy
smoking b.o 
my pack musty
young sick boy
please don't touch me
in your mind rent free like the goat so I must be

poker [prod. nevermore + lazybeats]

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs https://soundcloud.com/remghost https://soundcloud.com/jvbeats666

it's so ugly
i let everyone control me 
and i can't think 
so i just lay awake and worry
blurry
your words just cut me , have some mercy
you never fail to leave me scars
that's why i'm hurting

it's why i'm hurting
i can see your eyes
i know they're burning
and i can't feel you in the dark
i know you're lurking
you really love to see me bleed
i'll close my eyes now
you really love to leave me scars
so bring the knife out

(flowrs)
knife out, knife out
baby bring the knife out 
and i’m so fucking sick of this
i guess i’ll say goodnight now
and i know you’re laying with him 
so i’ll scratch my fucking eyes out
you’re tryna match his breathing
he’s asleep, i’ll fucking cry now
gave me 3 chances, 
blew em all i guess i’ll strike out 
your rope is weak, this fucking hole i’ll never climb out 
she told me “never go to sleep with all the lights out”
cus she won’t show me mercy, wants me dead, i guess i’ll die now

mercy (w/ sendflowrs) (prod. remghost & jayvee)

skating more, crying less

prod. @youlooktiredx and @lbelardo
music video out now

[OFFICIAL VIDEO]

forgive me (p. youlooktired & lb)

What's the name?
I've been asking that for months now
Been the same
They've been everybody else
How you gonna change everything about yourself now?
Now

Can you stay a little longer?
(ya)
I can't sleep at night
Lay awake with open eyes
If your mettle was an answer,
My walls ain't mending
It's so upsetting how it's
Always over my head
I'm amazed what things come out my chest
Erase so nothing's left
Don't wanna be myself

What's the name?
I've been asking that for months now
Been the same
They've been everybody else
How you gonna change everything about yourself now?
Now
(Now)

And it's cold inside this basement
Tryna hold on tight embrace it
I'm running out of patience
And I'm sick of feeling
(Feeling)

(It's not that bad)
(It's not that bad)

Keep your friends close
Keep yourself closer
Looking for some way to find closure
Can't keep searching
But I keep hurting
And I can't find home

I can't find home
My home
Can't find home
Can't find home

What's the name?
I've been asking that for months now
Been the same
They've been everybody else
How you gonna change everything about yourself now?

And it's cold inside this basement
Tryna hold on tight embrace it
I'm running out of patience
And I'm sick of feeling

Feeling Feeling Feeling Feeling
Feeling Feeling Feeling Feeling
Feeling Feeling Feeling Feeling
Feeling Feeling Feeling Feeling
feel
feel
feel
feel

identity

chase laser