This just kidnapped my soul and I'm not even mad

Lyrics:

I’m drowning, caught in the undertow,
Waves crash heavy where my fears grow.
Deep down, I hear the monsters call,
Echoes of weakness build my hollow walls.

But I’ve held my breath for far too long,
Fighting shadows where I don’t belong.
Every heartbeat feels like it’s borrowed,
A fragile strength carved out of sorrow.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

The mirror shows cracks, the truth unfolds,
A battle waged within my broken soul.
Deep down, I see the monsters lie,
They feed on the tears I’ve tried to hide.

But beneath the weight, I feel a spark,
A fragile flame ignites the dark.
Every scar reminds me of my name,
Through the hollow, I’ll rise again.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

Let the tide take what it will,
I’ll find my way through the still.
The monsters scream, but I’ll endure,
Through the hollow, my strength is pure.

I’m drowning, sinking further down,
Lost in a sea where my soul might drown.
Letting go of the fight, I’ve always known,
In the chaos, I find I’m not alone.

I’m drowning, but I’m breathing now,
Rising from the depths, I’ve taken my vow.
Letting go of the fear, I’ve come to know,
In the pain, I’ve found a strength to grow.

Drowning

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🔻Lyrics:

#Verse #1
In the back of my mind where the dark thoughts grow
I wear a mask of civility, but the savage want to show
I'm loosing all my strength, I see it's dropping fast
In the dance of destruction I am the first and last!

#Chorus
Savage! Savage!
Hear my primal scream!
Savage! Savage!
But never in your dream!
Savage! Savage!
On the sides and between!
Savage! Savage!
Something you've never seen!

#Verse #2
Peace and quiet - this is all I need
No more fucked up riots all mixed up with greed
And maybe i'm just blind for rails under my back
'Cause in the back of my mind I'm still under attack!

#Chorus

#Bridge
I think I got to the place, where all my fails combine
Remember it's scary my friend to know what a smile can hide!

#Chorus
Savage! Savage!
Hear my primal scream!
Savage! Savage!
Never in your dream!
Savage! Savage!
On the sides and between!
Savage! Savage!
Something you've never seen!

#Chorus

Savage!

Aftermath, Pt. 1

Savage

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🔥 AXAXC – What Have I Done? (feat. Alesxndrx) — IMMORTALISED EDITION
🎧 Genre: Deathcore x Cinematic Screamo x Ethereal Metal
💥 Monetized | Fan-Favorite | 8K+ Streams | Immortalised Classic

🩸 IMMORTALISED EDITION NOTE:
This version is reborn under fire. Re-mixed, re-mastered, and re-imagined to match the soul of our latest album.
This isn’t just a song anymore—this is a monument to regret. A battlefield carved from guilt, rage, and the blackened remnants of love gone wrong.

From whispered despair to war-scream agony, this duet between KK and Alesxndrx spirals into the ruins of a mind that can’t let go.

🎙️ Band Commentary:

"This was the track where everything broke. And from the ruins… AXAXC was born." – KK
"Vocally, I didn’t hold back. This version bleeds more than the first ever could." – Alesxndrx
"We made this version to bury the past in the sound of now." – Don (Sound Engineer)

“What Have I Done?” is not just a track — it's an emotional detonation.
A soul-splitting duet between AXAXC and Alesxndrx, this song descends into the darkest pits of regret, betrayal, mental decay, and the violent aftermath of love turned toxic.

This is for the ones who destroyed themselves for someone else.
This is for the silence after the scream.
This is what it sounds like when guilt becomes your god.

🧠 FULL LYRICS (Scroll through – it gets heavier):

[Intro – Haunting Piano + Whispers]
(Female) I see the cracks in my reflection,
A ghost of who I used to be.
(Male whisper) What have I done? What have I become?

[Verse 1 – Clean Vocals over Ambient Guitars]
Every lie, every tear, every scar that I hide,
The weight of the guilt buries me alive.
Shadows creeping, they scream my name,
A cycle of torment I can't escape.

[SCREAMO BREAKDOWN]
GURGHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'M BURIED IN MY SINS, NO PLACE TO RUN!
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! BLEUGHHHHHHHHHHH!

[Chorus]
(Female) What have I done to deserve this pain?
(Male) WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHAT HAVE I BECOME?!
(Female) I've lost myself in the shadows again…
(Male) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

[Bridge – Whispered Static & Synths]
You can’t escape… this is your fate…

[Verse 2 – Screamed Realization]
I BUILT THIS HELL, BRICK BY BRICK!
A PRISON OF REGRET, NO WAY OUT!
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MY SOUL?!
I’VE LOST CONTROL, LET THE BLOOD FLOW!

[Chorus 2 – Ethereal / Aggressive Blend]
(Female) What have I done to deserve this pain?
(Male) WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHAT HAVE I BECOME?!
(Female) I've lost myself in the shadows again…

[Breakdown 1 – Crushing]
THE WALLS CLOSE IN, I’M SUFFOCATING!
THIS IS MY PENANCE, MY FUCKING END!

[Bridge 2 – Fragile Female Vocal]
Can you forgive me for the things I’ve done?
I’m drowning now, but you were the one…

[Final Screamo Breakdown]
NO FORGIVENESS! NO PEACE!
I’LL DRAG YOU TO THE FUCKING DEEP!

[Outro – Guttural Whispers]
(Male) What have I done… to us…

🎧 Revisit the chaos. Let the screams hit harder. Let the silence between them echo louder.

⚡ What You’re Hearing
🩶 Guttural devastation vs ethereal female harmonics
🎻 Ambient strings + piano + distorted bass drops
🔥 Cinematic breakdowns reborn in richer, darker textures

🖤 Key Lyric for the Real Ones
“I built this hell, brick by brick…”

📣 CALL TO ACTION
💬 Comment the lyric that wrecked you
🔁 Repost if you’ve been haunted by your own choices
📲 Tag us in your IG story @axaxcband — we’re sharing the darkest confessions

🧠 Mental Health Resource
You're not broken. You’re healing. Talk to someone.
🌐 findahelpline.com

🎼 #AXAXC #IMMORTALISED #WhatHaveIDone #Alesxndrx
#MetalcoreDuet #MentalCollapseCore #DeathcoreBallad
#EmotionalBreakdown #MensMentalHealth #DarkLoveSong
#DistortDistrustDestroy #ImmortalisedEdition #PostLoveRuin

What Have I Done? (feat. Alessxndrx) — IMMORTALISED EDITION

Suzie and The Punk Knockers are back with their Sixth album, "Lawn Machine". Auckland’s punk-metal powerhouse, led by the fiery Tomilson twins, aka "Suzie," delivers rebellious energy, humor, and gritty performances with an unapologetic Kiwi spirit.

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Prison

PRISON

[Intro]
Help

[Chorus]
Perfection, order, truth
Perfection, order, truth

[Verse]
I want perfection
Mathematical beauty, diamond-cut
I want order
Stand at attention, strategized trust

[Chorus]
Perfection, order, truth
Perfection, order, truth

[Verse]
I want order
No dragon's teeth, a facade of peace
I want truth
Warding off spectres, silencing beasts

[Chorus]
Perfection, order, truth
Perfection, order, truth

[Bridge]
Hot hands, cold fingers
Truth in stasis
Hot hands, cold fingers
Delegated successes
Truth, and yet...
Truth, and yet...

[Chorus]
Perfection, order, truth
Perfection, order, truth

[Outro]
Help

Truth

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