it’s easier to die 
then to deal with this shit 
it’s easier to cry 
when you don’t listen 
it’s easier to slip away 
right from ourselves 
it’s hard for me to love myself 
as someone else 

why can’t I just die 
why can’t I for once feel fine 
ima burden to my family 
I feel the devils after me 
why can’t I get high 
why she sleeping in my mind 
why that pussy talking down on me 
if I see you bitch 
that fades on me 

it’s too late 

it’s getting fucking old 
you made me fucking cold 

and who are you to judge 
it must be the drugs your taking 
cause last time I saw you 
I swear that things were fucking perfect
manipulation 
is a talent 
and you abuse it 
but that ain’t the only thing that
 you’re abusing 

who are you to judge ?
and who am i to judge ?
who are u to judge?

it’s easier to die 
then to deal with this shit 
it’s easier to cry 
when you don’t listen 
it’s easier to slip away 
right from ourselves 
it’s hard for me to love myself 
as someone else 

why can’t I just die 
why can’t I for once feel fine 
ima burden to my family 
I feel the devils after me 
why can’t I get high 
why she sleeping in my mind 
why that pussy talking down on me 
if I see you bitch 
that fades on me 

I DON’T FEEL LIKE TRYING ANYMORE
I DON’T FEEL LIKE CRYING ANYMORE

never mind 
bout what I said 
I don’t give a fuck 
yes I’m a piece of shit 
I know 
I’m rotting 
on my own 
and stuck 
but I’ll find a way
I’ll find a way 
I’ll find a way 
I’ll find my way

i don't feel like trying anymore

lilbearshawty - elegant just like a dove *p. misery* REUPLOAD

slow dive w/ carter tomorrow [prod. everestdidthis]

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Cover art by @tamagork

BLACK LUNG NIGHTS -<3GUTS x DIVERSE

Vicious

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyMz-LiCySE&feature=youtu.be&ab_channel=yesterday

prod: @whatevenisreal

my shawty think i drink too much
my homies know i think too much
i crack a 40
roll a dutch
pop ambien to sleep
i pour some out for all my team
i wear my heart out on my sleeves
a burden boy until i die
i hope it ends tonight

ohhhhh
you do not know what the fuck that ive been thru
ohhhhh
writin these songs just to vent bout my issues
ohhhhh
you can tell by all the lyrics that i fuckin miss you
fuck all these feelings
id rather not deal
pull up in the whip
put my head to the steel

ohhhhh
im sorry if you found out
ohhhh
i wonder how youre doing
put the past right out my brain
i never will address a thing
slowly decay by 21
my soul will lead me to my grave
my hair is blonde
my heart is black
these bitches never hit me back
my headphones on
as i walk alone
thru places
used to call my home
i just wanna drink my life away
with hopes that i wont wake today
i hate how people give a shit
just let me rest in peace

Follow me <3

burden boy (prod. br//oken)

10 pm <//3

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.
.
man im so fucked up 
10 pm
yeah she like the car that she see me in
do u like the star that u ridin wit
can u be the one that im dyin wit
it dont hurt no more when i lose my friends
i just get high with my other bitch
yeah she hold my hand while she suck my dick
yeah she hold my hand while she suck my dick
i dont wanna leave u
do u really hate me this way
i wanna bleed too
do u wanna kill me this way
everybody hate me
i can see it in they face
yeah it numbed me
still see the pain in my face
yeah my eyes low
and my chain glow
vampire shawty all black
and i tell her gimme fang hoe
this is gang hoe 
i dont fuck wit no one
pistol to my head
kill the pain all at once
.
-emo fruits aka yung seltzer water <3

10 pm (prod. deadboy)

much too young *p. crcl*

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

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LYRICS
fruitsworld111
(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

(emo fruits)
i got ice in my veins 
and my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet
bitch u aint gang, fuck out my face
i still cry alone
all these bitches hit up my phone
i think i love them all
yea thas all me, they dont love me
baby take my blade, go head cut me
i got ice in my veins 
n my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet

(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

BEARSWORLD111

tide of lovin ft. emo fruits *p. xenshel*

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

burnout

chemicalfarm