songs that I like

29/08/22
it's pouring down (ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
prod by the homie @jichuuu

lyrics:

g-g-gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

2022 came around jus like a clock
i've been sittin by the sea and chillin on the dock
i'm jus lookin for some people, i'm jus lookin for some life
maybe i'm jus too late and it's been taken by a scythe

in-in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels
in-in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels

(in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels
in the crib with the devils
scarlet comin round and we got all em levels)

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

gonna stand against the wall
gonna block ur phone and ignore ur call
don't talk2me rn cause i can't explain
if u dial again i'll put my phone in the rain

rain

rain 🌧 (jichu)

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

A gore-some goodbye (prod. Aki)

sample - https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/holding-a-leech

leech

prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@catgif + @qlein + @gr0lth + @dishonors

@m4xyne
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

Goddess of Darkness

@azkii1

Lonely spellcaster
What more are you after?
No one should have endless power
No one should have endless power
Lonely spellcaster
What more are you after?
No one should have endless power
No one should have endless power

I've been struggling to hold it together
Day by day, it don't seem to get better
Woke up, I'm depressed by the weather
It's a blood moon every night, redder and redder
Crows sang out like alarm bells
I can't face this, drain my health
And I'll try my best but it won't go well
Won't go well, yeah I'm sorry if i fail

Lonely spellcaster
What more are you after?
No one should have endless power
No one should have endless power
Lonely spellcaster
What more are you after?
No one should have endless power
No one should have endless power

Lonely spellcaster
What more are you after?
I know I don't have much to give
But I'll fight
For you
I'll leave
For you
I'll go
I'll die
And I'll live in a brand new light
In a brand new, bright blue light

THE LONELY SPELLCASTER [prod. azkii]

Luv U Like A Luv Song<3 (Cover)

Until the End

(?) ill do it again
and i miss ur love but wont do it again
and i can try but no help from reaching out
and ill still move on but its blood on the ground
u dont wanna fight rn
cuz u dont wanna work shit out

i wish id known
i wish u woulda said
u would leave me in the dirt while u grow
all the time id spent on
blew in the wind the second u go
spent the last month in the cold
i been learning to deal on my own
working on pain that u taught me to hold
i tried to save it now ill leave it alone

ill work on something better
something that dont feel wrong
cuz i dont wanna be left out
wont go back to that again
i dont know where im going
i just wanna scratch the surface
and i feel wrong still
im just burnt out
i just dont wanna hurt now
gotta let my feelings air out

(?) ill do it again
and i miss ur love but wont do it again
and i can try but no help from reaching out
and ill still move on but its blood on the ground
u dont wanna fight rn
cuz u dont wanna work shit out

i wish id known
i wish u woulda said
u would leave me in the dirt while u grow
all the time id spent on
blew in the wind the second u go
spent the last month in the cold
i been learning to deal on my own
working on pain that u taught me to hold
i tried to save it now ill leave it alone

wish id known (asperr)

Oblivion's Embrace

jan25 dustpack

quote21/ impacts

no more

prod me
lyrics:

when we were seventeen
my frame remained prestine
so which part of me leaves
tell me words u truely mean
i promise i will let u speak
cos i knew i was never special, but when u told me it broke me

in twenty twenty three
my heart started to lead
you never failed to tread thru my thoughts when we kissed (kiss, kiss)
untouched memories
you know exactly what i mean
glass is looking sharper on the side where i speak

seventeen

Buy This Beat Here: https://bsta.rs/L1bUpd

Free for non-profit use with credit

IG: @s4intbeatz

For Info: saintsmail1234@gmail.com

BPM: 150
EXPERIMENTAL UNDERGROUND TYPE BEAT 2025

[FREE] CHE x XTSY* x MILEY TYPE BEAT - "FORGOT ABOUT IT" | [EXPERIMENTAL UNDERGROUND TYPE BEAT 2025]

Away with the fairies ♫•*¨*•.¸⚘¸.•*¨*•♫

THE LONELY SPELLCASTER [prod. azkii]

Chew Flores

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