Sad Songs: Volume 3

Lyrics:

Roll out of bed and
Get in the clothes
I wore yesterday cus
No body knows when
Im on my own for
Weeks at a time
Just like I wanted
To escape from my life

I was stuck in my head
Going round and around
Getting hurt
by the same shit
Pushing my lower bound
To a limit that I never thought
I could reach
But I did
And I broke
Into a new me
Into a new me

I'm trying to change
Regain pieces I lost
Build new foundations
Over bridges I crossed
Growing in the headspace
I forced myself in
Hoping its all worth it
And it'll toughen my skin

For the next time I get crushed
I'll have some self-respect
And just leave like I did
Without making a mess
Of my head
And my heart
They can stay in my bones
I'll save them
For someone
Who won't try to take them home

Won' t try to take them home
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home

But knowing me
If they ask for them
I'll hand them over
And start this again
That's how I am
And I don't think I'll change
I think in this lifetime
I'm just destined for pain

Bones

prod by me and soundcloud.com/cay2o

shoutout to soundcloud.com/heylog , soundcloud.com/nothomex , and soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for hoppin on this with me they're all goated and rly cool ppl show love to them if u arent already

hope u all enjoy :)

lyrics:

me:
i dont think I can keep on livin like shit
close my eyes, feel the tension 
im stressin bout it 
cause no ones the same, and I cant feel nothin 
im feelin strange, but I cant care cus its nothin 

please dont leave yet, I can see you frown when im bleedin.
please ima be there, anytime u need me ill be close so u can see me 

heylog:
everyday i'm feelin awful
6 feet, horizontal
i recommend u give me space
cause i'm close to hostile
she compliment me on my eyes
said, "i love the way they sparkle"
i'm lookin like some trash
while she's looking like a model
i want you
ur irish changes from green to blue
i love you
but why u gotta leave so soon

not home. :
they told me im too gone 
green packed in a new bong
I told her put her bra on, I wont be here too long 
left your thraxx in a baggy
bad bitch ripped jeans, cincinnati 
im your boy so call me shaggy
at the house now her lips speakin nasty

skele:
go ahead and just leave now
won't be here when i break down
keep cutting me i wont feel it
but i love when you bring the knife out
n babe i think that u ruin me 
not numb but god how i wanna be
look in my eyes if you want i feel the blood in the back of my tongue
say love, 
i really think you're a bad one
i think you like how my hearts gone
i think you just wanna have fun 
play around till it kills me 
till i hang from my ceiling 
getting close to no feeling
will u stay here if im willing

ima be there

spotify

ima be there w/heylog, residential, & skele

PRODUCER: YUSEI
PRODUCER: YDD MATT
CO. PRODUCER: ENZO GRAN

TOKYO DREAMING

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dat reverb part at the end hit different
Artist: pon-marsh https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/54966231

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cupofcoffee

sweet ki$$

feat. 
@anthonysidoti
@imgeist

death wish

death wish feat. Anthony Sidoti & I'm Geist

giving up

NÜ - so close to giving up (feat. Vict Molina)

"running back to u.."

I DO NOT OWN THE VOCALS
The Kid Laroi. Too Much With Drums produced by myself
Original Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnBGKfMQr2Q

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The Kid LAROI - Too Much (With Drums) (prod. Zaini)

I haven't really changed too much.
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art by @magpie331_art on instagram! she is a blessing and created this wonderful piece of art for Aidan and I <3
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https://www.instagram.com/producedbyaidan/
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you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

it comes in waves
the way anxiety is talkin
it numbers days
i swear that i am okay
i just, need a break
from everything and everyone i love
i love 

i just need some space
i'm sorry that i cant just take the
advice you gave
i wish it were as easy as it 
sounds on tape,
but rather I've been struggling alone 
alone

it feels like its late but 
i swear its only midnight
and my thoughts fight my head like
i'm worthless and i'm not right
so tell me, why i try
when id rather be found dead
tonight, but its not like
your soft light, is something 
that should save my life

you ask me how i'm doing, i'm afraid
that every time you ask me i'm the same 
but, i'm trying not feel like i'm ashamed
that i'm me, and i haven't really changed
too much
haven't really changed too much, no

lately I've been saving all my change tho
hoping it will help me get away from
the problems I've been living everyday
that, keep me feeling like I've been the same
its too much
haven't really changed too much, no

Resident x Aidan: Changed

sunny lofi vibes <3 

Spotify link : https://open.spotify.com/track/2AkFv4FSRNTWslanMTRbyR?si=zRY6hXTkRtmNBGxExBeokQ

SEA : @alexandre-sercer
https://www.instagram.com/sea_musique/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5yJ0VbxI0ZCekj1DrRI53O?si=6U6m4M0hTq-pvWROkBMyLA

aesthetic boi : @user-325947158
https://www.instagram.com/ifelixheb/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1W4VMesdXuX2yKVXHeHcLN?si=kWZlAn-ARuuiAH4STq2I2Q

Artemis Orion: @artemisorion
https://www.instagram.com/artemisxorion/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6xLeeQEqxKiq6mXCgvFKSg?si=rvBRP7ypTJiQiRIzuIl8lQ

SEA & aesthetic boi - Sunny (feat. Artemis Orion)

Dying Inside

Dying inside

like fleeting fireworks
can't seem to find the words,
I always need to say

falling, through the ground,
I'm bleeding, through the crowds,
all night and every day

cause I left my heart at home
think I'm better on my own
but I promise u that I would know
cause I'm feeling like a ghost

guess faking extroverts
cant seem to hide the hurt
no matter what I say
sinking through the floor
leaning by the door
well that's my every day

ghost

lyrics:

my soul is tired
of finding hope in love
and im too scared
that ill fall
for you again
i cant let go the thought of us
im not able to earn my trust
cause ive just been lying myself

that im okay
with the fact that you moved on
but i know
youre not happy with him
like you were with me

you know I, don't trust love
since the day, you moved on

you know I'm not the same
since the day, I moved on

but I love the way
we both moved away
cause you know is for the better

but i'm not okey
if I lie to myself

that im okay
with the fact that you moved on
but i know
youre not happy with him
like you were with me

Imfinenow & Sølace - Like You Were With Me (ft. Madson.)

:)

go check it out on the bootleg boy! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CsIlUUTj0I&ab_channel=thebootlegboy

insomnia

Resident & insomnia - Before We Met

Lyrics:

I lie awake

Falling apart

When you went away

I’ve lost my heart

Like autumn turns cold

I’ve got a hole

Where you once were

Save our Souls

[Ooo]

Save our Souls

[Ooo]

Save our Souls


I can’t move on

No matter how hard I try

(try try try try)

A rose of gold

You were one of a kind


Like autumn turns cold

I’ve got a hole

Where you once were

Save our Souls


[Voice Memo]


Like autumn turns cold

I’ve got a hole

Where you once were

Save our Souls


[Instrumental]


Like autumn turns cold

I’ve got a hole

Where you once

Save our Souls

s.o.s - David Alexander (f.k.a)

I Know That It's Over (Zaini & Laeland)

Just a somebody finding an escape from the world through music.

Music Producer

For all business contact 
cheyenne.zaini@gmail.com

The Kid LAROI - Too Much (With Drums) (prod. Zaini)

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