Trauma Project

this song overly blew up and i HATE ITT UGHHHH listen to my actual music pls guys @ssoh

Hydrangea - LonePi nightcore

Assadist Pussy Got Me Actin Strange

aLL CREDITS TO DAIJOUBU-P!

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keywords: disturbing vocaloid songs, creepy vocaloid songs, daijoubu-p, creepy vocaloid, hatsune miku 

【初音ミク】Conscience Dollar Bill【Daijoubu-P】

14/01/23

HOPE ft. Tomi AI & Kevin

18/02/23

Words Worst PFKM Remix ft. Mo Chen

09/04/23

Please Fucking Kill Me (REMASTER) ft. Mo Chen

Date of creation: ‎20 ‎March ‎2023

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I remember in October
my composure needed closure
and words you told me, how they controlled me
the way you lied, what that implied

How long had that been going on?
and the fact you had been relying on
false promises and fake premises
with fake love while looking above and

I trusted those words
and I trust that you heard

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I stared at that screen the only thing between.)
my heart breaking and body quaking
(I fell right through your lies; it makes me want to cry)

Oh, it's so cruel! I feel a fool...

Every time I came home
After school, I felt a fool
to of trusted
I'm so disgusted because of you
and how I loved you

I wanted to feel; wanted it to be real
But now that's long gone, and I've withdrawn

my heart breaking and hands shaking
(I recall memories; those are my enemies)
cause my heart is breaking and it's gaping
(I felt everything, everything through your lies)

My head is spinning, and my ears keep ringing
(a week in my bed wishing that I was dead)
I feel so blue all because of you
(My heart began to sting because I didn't feel anything!)

I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I-

20/03/24

perfidious-october ft. Kevin & Mo Chen

【初音ミク】気取屋商売 (Pompous Business)【syudou】

CLOWN.MOV

Date of creation: 30 ‎September ‎2023

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dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

you, who wants to know
me, who wants to hide
im terrified of what people
will say about me

everyday is feeling like a challenge
emotions tip as i feel the imbalance
feeling like i really got no talent
falling over tripping on disgallent

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

dont look at me like that
dont look at me at all
im ashamed of the way
i treat myself

unfaze_ ft. Umi Kurage

Sink Saiko - Self Harm

LOVE ME SO HARD IT STARTS TO HURT

Date of creation: ‎23 ‎March ‎2023

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A body lays stranded in the bath tub (Oh..)
And the water is so dirty from snot the tears
"its not fair" he says himself
His head spinning (It's not fair.)
But this world does not care
As for he is just a toy.

Rip and scratch at the places that hurt the most
Non-fatal parasuicide, 
The eyes lack warmth
But teeth grin wide.

Angel of darkness
Lull him into deep sleep
She wanted to take his soul 
before she could kill him.
Emotions are just feelings out of our control (I'm -)
So what's the point here, my dear? (- Still not dead)

He slashes through his skin like its a game (I'm slashing through my skin like its a game)
Just to see how many days it can go unnoticed (- And i'll see how many days i can go)
And she's the bitch that's laughs because she's cold and brash (Fucker keeps on laughing till i die)
But the screaming carries on
As he's singing through his song (As I'm singing through my song)

Does she ever wonder what it could of been-
If his life weren't so tough?
Like a diamond in the rough?
But she's too ignorant to see past all his faults
So he gets the boot right up the ass to shattered glass.

(This will pass, this will pass,)
(yes it will pass, it will pass.)

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
And innocence that was taken from him long ago
His mind, a toy for so many to play with
So what's the point here, my dear?

Angel of darkness
Please lull him into deep sleep
He wanted to be done but she just kept on laughing on
And it's not so funny now he's hurried to his lullaby
He's done now, he's finished my dear.

So what is the plan here my dear?

PARASUICIDE (Remaster) ft. Feng Yi & Weina

CAROUSEL FROM HELL

EMPATHY RESERVED

i (as in me)

Strawberry Girl

FUKOUNA GIRL - STOMACH BOOK

Date of creation: 2 January 2025

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When I think about it now
My heart is on a string
I wake up in a memory
With nothing as it seems

With tears that do not pour
I'm stuck up on a dream
I wish I could do more but
Then it seems all too extreme

My blood, my sweat, and tears
Are they just all just a bluff?
I'd cut until theres blood
But even that isn't enough

I sketch and paint to illustrate
To you a who does not care
So if you really loved me
Then why aren't you here?

(Why am I not enough for you...)

If I died, would you even notice?
My stomach turns, no- you already know it
If i wait on you, like way back when
I know you'll make my heart sting once again

(Okay...)

When I thought about it then
"Do you see me more than a friend?"
I wish we could go back to how it was..
With the issues that our feelings caused-

You think about it now
My heart is on a string
What is there not to get!?
Why can't you seem to hear my screams?

I thought about it then so then I'll
Think of it again but when
Again is almost over
Just repeat the same words so (x2)

If I died, you wouldnt notice so I'll leave without a trace,
You say you love me, but dont show it, so I'll call your bluff two faced,
You say it eats you up inside, and that you feel like a disgrace,
So then imagine how I feel when my all love seems like a waste?

So, if I died, you wouldnt notice so I'll leave without a trace,
You say you love me, but dont show it, so I'll call your bluff two faced,
You say it eats you up inside, and that you feel like a disgrace,
So then imagine how I feel when my all love seems like a waste!?

STING ft. Saros

Machine Girl-うずまき

Hello! My name is Kara!
你好！ 我叫步凯瑞！

Trauma Project

Kara (步凯瑞)