fwb (rel flip)

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

the world is ending and i can’t stop crying over these fucking frog boots prod KBl & Patrick O’Neill

obsessed w/ ulovely (p. johnnyfriend)

video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rnai7UsAlKY
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
when you left last summer 
you told me things would always be this way
and when you left last summer 
you told me the love would never go away
and like a fool i just believed you
i could never see the future 
but its see through now
i cant deny i fucking need you
but something tells me you looked better in the rear view

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

a letter titled "where i've been"
came in today
it says you moved on and you're happy
and you hope i do the same

is that what you tell yourself
when no ones left around?
im making a choice, im ending it here
the flower will die, but i can't interfere

so can you tell me wheres the loves at?
fuck that, i dont even wanna feel anymore 
and she like why you never call back 
i been busy tryna find my way up back from the floor 
i been busy tryna keep my ass up out of the morgue
used to love you, used to trust you but i cant anymore
the feeling now's not the same as before
but ill always love you, you're my dearest, la fleur

la fleur (hallow + jane remover)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/wounds-feat-rouri404

wounds w/rouri404

SPOTIFY

THANK U FOR 100K ON PLAY PRETEND I LOV EU ALL. 

produced by 31sentinel + simon m 

AWOWAOEIAIEA AWOOOGA AWOOGA WOEOAIE cybertraash

SOS w/ reef (31sentinel + simon m)

LEONARDO DICAPRIO (prod. raptor)

this leaked already so fuck it lol

(feat. Ericdoa, Glaive, Osquinn, Brakence, Valentine & kmoe)

Losin' It

(the climax)
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
you wanna lose me,
i think its okay
you think you're better off without me
have it your way !! 
and its fucked up in the end
i think im fresh out of friends
i put this gun to my head, let it go
and i do this shit better off on my own
i already know what it feels like all alone 
she wishin i was pretend
im wishin i was content
i wish this conflict would end, but it wont

she think im an mess up
they think im an extra
im not supposed to be here
im 'posed to be "resting" (****)
wish i was in heaven 
posted with my bestfriend
rlly miss my bestfriend
i wish i could text him
and now they wanna be mad at me
like it was my fault
used to be my hero 
you fell off and hit the asphault
full hault
i dont even know what to say
'member i felt so alive and now im digging my grave

im so lost and alone
nowhere close to my home
its 2% on my phone
its getting out of control
and i thought i could save them on my own
im playing the part, im not built for the role 
your hand became something i cant hold
and i know its hard 2 see me winning
but im sure that you will make it on your own

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

juno