stephany

made me to be (billsburyjoeboi)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

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a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

ive made worse mistakes

lastjune

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

depend on u (cybertrash)

san francisco blues w/ ericdoa (polar + gavin hadley)

Lost On Arrival

Stay4awhile

A collection of learning tracks and other recordings of the new hymns from the 2025 New Year's Meeting, held in Oklahoma City, OK.

Yet Not I, But Through Christ In Me - Johnny Robinson, Richard Thompson, & Michael Farren

produced by me
on all platforms 
socials are in my bio <3
ty for listening

[Lyrics]

you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did 
i can’t control it 
i just need a motive 
i knew it was over 
so i needed some closure 
hard to admit that it was over 
you’re fucking up my composure 
but it’s okay 
cant take it back 
just like the feelings that we 
what
go suck my dick
and that new guy
you fell in love 
i don’t know why
go fuck his trust 
like you did I
i fucking hate 
Your stupid smile 
You make me mad 
you make me cry 
well don’t you love 
the way that i 
overreact 
you wanna die 
but 
i wanna die too
you’re in my mind for a day 
cant think bout getting you out 
you keep on running away
kaido just figure it out 
i’m stuck on helping you out 
you keep on pushing me down 
you tend on pushing me out 
i don’t think that’s what love’s about 
is it something that i said 
what the fuck did i do 
okay well that was an excuse 
don’t be a bitch 
don’t be so cruel 
don’t hide yourself 
i wanted you 
oh well, guess what?
go suck my dick 
i’m so fed up 
you’re just a bitch, who ruined love 
i guess you did

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

juno