dude listened to the strokes once

prod 
@1hallow
@ayyitsryo

thank you guys 4 sticking by me all this time
this is a song off a project im working on called “last year alive” hope u like it ok byeee

mother's child (ryo + hallow)

You Nearly Killed Me, Sarah!

first song type shi

(OUT ON ALL PLATS BTW)

“next thing you know jayne gon’ have batsponge singing” -niztopia 2023 sept 30th

lyrics:
(fuck off)
I want, you in my room with the lights off
talkin' bout us when we grow up
and we're older 
and we're hopefully sober
now im drunk, off, you.
and im just so confused
why would you say that you love me 
then run away, i dont get it
i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

@1jayne:
tell me what you need
cause i've been begging through a screen
so give me one more chance 
i'll beg and i'll plead
i'll do anything, anything, anything..
cause its my fault i get drunk im losing focus
i dont need no one, but i think that i need you
i just wanna be someone that you can lean on
like, mixed emotions all the time
girl i wish, that i could just read the signs
baby tell me what you want 
i dont wanna lose your love
it could be gone in a second 
and i dont wanna lose your touch
baby you mean the world to me cant you see it
but now im gone and lost im so lonely and defeated
but now its me and not plus you
im sorry if i ever doubted you
im sorry i cant live without you
im still writing these songs about you 
this happens everytime, i try to get you off my mind
like baby please come back to me.


i just really wanna drink with you, babe
now i drink alone inside my room, please
tell me what it is that i can for you
its done no questions asked, but
for now i'll pour a glass babe
sitting on my ass all day
just waiting for a text
i got a damaged liver but the pains in my chest
im drunk with the thought of my ex

i just really wanna drink with you. w/ Jayne (prod. JustBen)

prod cybertrash n patrick o’neill 
lyrics //

october skies
i wish you never lied
that poster on my wall fell down again 
im terrified
you kissed me till i cried
those letters that i’d write but never send

sunswept by your iris
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin 
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

you hand me more 
ive had enough though
wish i was someone
you could trust oh
you take a pill i’ll take a drink
baby im not who you think i am
im pushed up to the brink
you know youre all that i wanted
but ill never be the narcotics
i know, im wasting my days,
hoping you change,
you cant be honest
premeditating, neurotic
one day you’ll be with somebody
and you’ll tell them all about how it was
but they’ll never get that im so

sunswept by your iris (your iris)
i wish you knew i was trying for you
trapped in psilocybin (psilocybin)
my hearts on fire, is that my fault too?

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well,

it cost me a lot
i can't do that again
don't throw me in the deep end, expect me to swim
while the tide's getting higher, the wave's coming in 
if i put all my faith in you, caution to wind
am i ready for that? i don't know, i don't know
i'm too fucked up right now, i can't answer my phone
i got pink pills, and crystals, and bags full of blow
in the back of the bathroom, i feel so alone

but i love you
i love you
i can't recollect the first night that we met
but i love you

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well it,

i can't go back home
all my friends think im crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
i can't prove them wrong
i've been losing it lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)

i was younger back then
i took one wrong turn and i lost all my friends
it's so typical, lost my self control
now im someone i wish i had known
now i walk in, they know my name, i wish
i could tell my friend, how much she is missed
i can't lose my life, way too much at risk
told my mom, i can't die before she gets rich

and i feel so alive
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-
i let go of my fate, give it all to moirai
i love you, i love you, i love you, i-

if i fall apart, will you rescue me?
(will you rescue me?)
if i lost it all, is that it for us?
(is it it for us?)
i want to believe you're what's best for me
the last time i gave up my trust, well 
i cant go back home (no)
all my friends think i'm crazy
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(will you rescue me?)
i can't prove them wrong
i'm obsessed with you lately
(i love you, i love you, i love you, i-)
(is it it for us-)
i love you
i love you
but i love you
i love you

("i dont have money for a lunchables, 
you don't get it, i don't have it- "
"no, seriously, i can pay for you"
"but i can't afford to pay it
you don't get it, i don't have money
you don't get it, i do not have money
i'm not gonna have money in a day,
i'm not gonna have money in two days,
i'm not gonna have money in a week,
i'm not gonna have money"

fall apart (ryo + hallow + ria + joeboi)

REPROD OUT ON ALL PLATS https://open.spotify.com/track/2n9unw571FbHCOQDFdfgel?si=bef9bbe178fc483c

p. die for you

lyrics:
hold, my, hand,
tell me i own your eyes
please warn me in advance 
if there’s another guy
i wanna call you mine
i wanna share a mind
i wanna say your name
i wanna chase your fame
pull me in oh so close
you’re the one i want most
write your name in love notes
even this song just gloats
how much i want your heart 
but it just tears mine apart
i know i’ll fuck it up
at least a hundred times
i wear your heart on my sleeve 
like a sailor tattoo
and i know what you mean
when you said “i love you”
but your actions they hurt 
like a bitch i can’t lie
i’ll be gone for a month
i can’t even say bye
i just said “nevermind”
and i left on “goodnight”
but i wish that you stayed
and just put up a fight
but its fine that you didn’t 
can’t put the blame on you
you said that i was "everything" 
babe whats everything without you?

Everything Without You.

french meadows (cybertrash + tmywtsis)

lyrics:
oh, darling 
i've got a lot to do
i cannot stress for you, no more
and oh, darling
i could have gave you my all
and maybe it was my fault 
but its not too likely
(its not too likely cause)

you told me you loved me guess that was a lie
you promised you'd stay when you told me goodnight
i kissed all the cuts on your wrist and the few by your thighs
and it fucking hurts cause you
told me you loved me guess that was a lie
you promised you'd stay when you told me goodnight
i kissed all the cuts on your wrist and the few by your thighs
but its not the end of my life

its only the end our chapter
its barely the end of the night
but im scared of what you might do after
and you're scared of the things i'll write
and you're scared of the things that i'll say
to our mutual friends but its okay
i could never talk poorly about you
even after the words that you'd say

you told me you loved me guess that was a lie
you promised you'd stay when you told me goodnight
i kissed all the cuts on your wrist and the few by your thighs
and it fucking hurts cause you
told me you loved me guess that was a lie
you promised you'd stay when you told me goodnight
i kissed all the cuts on your wrist and the few by your thighs
but its not the end of my life

its only the end of the problem
i wanted to do it with you
i was ready to try to solve them
i was ready for you.

oh, darling

In harmony, we find a way to heal

First drop in Neila!! Hope y'all enjoy :,)

Produced by @bluejetta
https://bleujetta.bandcamp.com/

sunswept (cybertrash + patrick o’neill)

juno