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DESOLATE

Tsunami J. & Antent - Where Are You?

Wake in the classroom windows shut
The last thing I remember’s the truck
A reflection sees that I got crushed
I guess this is what they call bad luck

Put my hands on the ground and push myself back up again
Gasp from the corner when they see my face, a lost friend
They know the look but they can't remember a single name
Am I trapped in a hell forced to lay here and decay

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my souls been dragged through the mud

Whiplash to the devil in front of me
He looks familiar reflections key
Cus that person  was always me
Dragging coffins around  to keep peace

change your mind now perspectives are skewed
He wants to speak about how I was used
So easily no he didn't have to do a thing
Cus this hell was brought on by me

Cracks in the window frame speak the truth
They  show me memories of how I was abused
A family tormented in pain
Bottled down to ignite the flame

He tells me secrets of when I was a kid
I didn't know much but he knew I gave in
To jealousy acts of blindness, corrupted fiend
I guess the one I really hated was always me

They feel like they know what it's like
To sense like you're not real, lost in time
I try to explain to you I care
It's just all, it's all in my head

Realities just a kick in the teeth
Numb yourself out to not feel a thing
Derealization comes with the flood
It's like my soul’s been dragged through the mud

Lets Go

LYRICS:

You know I can't be someone that you depend on
Cus you know when you hit me up I will not answer
The consequences of separation are never easy
And when you’re all alone you hit me up, say that you need me

But I'm sick of that, I don't wanna be used to the grave
Panic attacks hit the stage open up I'm in a state
Dont wanna talk about feelings why can't I be left alone
I'm not coping, I’m not good, I didn't think that it would show

Yeah cus, I didn't want to be someone that you depend on
I didn't want to be the one that didn't answer
You said "Hold your tongue cus I don't want to hear you ever speak,
You just stay inside, haven't had a reply in a week."

"I hope you suffer in the bed that you have made for yourself
Are you happy all alone, in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah I don't care about you, I guess this is goodbye,
Cus I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

You know I couldn't help you when you just suffered
You know I couldn't be something that you wanted
Always getting up at me like I made a mistake
Push us back and then we break, constant fighting, say we’re fake

You wanna reprimand me for times when I didn't understand
Don't want to explain it to me so you give me the backhand
You say that I'm selfish for trying to be someone that just cares
But you run away, ignore me then just give me a blank stare

So what the fuck is up with it, I get it yeah you hate
Everyone who doesn't understand the pain that you create
You say you wanna tear them down in hopes that they never exist
I guess we all just have opinions and to you they don't mean shit

I see, "You suffer in the bed that you made for yourself
Are you happy, all alone in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah you know I care about you, I guess this is goodbye
And I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

Cautious

Every minute that we waste away
It is a life beneath us
The moment we couldn't lose
I've been waiting for the times we had,
While I'm reminiscing
Don't tear my heart apart

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Atleast the worst has all died down
Exhausted from my dread
Hoping I can swim
But I might drown
The worst is yet to come

But I don't wanna seal my fate no
Evil tried to take my faith away
I need to be saved by grace, i've been so lost without you
Can't do this on my own
Who do you think you are?
(you'll never win)
Trying to kill my heart 

The sooner we only love and hesitate
Retaking the fall to know the full embrace
Running to save me with the novocaine
I can't stay (yeah)

One of us still need your Touch,
I'd be lost Alone
Embers of the roaring sun
Beautiful divine
Long night of real rage
You ran and I stayed for nothing
Can we leave scars alone

Novocaine ft. Luke Mara (prod. KRSTW)

Glee Finale

GETAWAY

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

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unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

Produced By. MoreCalcium
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Like to feel bad cause at least that’s something
I been doing good baby I ain’t been cutting
How the fuck you been?
We ain’t talked in months and
I just been missing you loving and laughing

Tell me how you’re feeling, I think you’re feeling the same way
told her i’m the villain but i’m finna make that all change
lately i feel withered ion wanna go the same pace
so how are you feeling cuz i gotta feel the same way

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Feel afixiated i can’t see straight
lost in medication feeling irate
take so many pills just to feel faith
thinking of my death, man it feels great

I lost sleep last night cause I can’t face the nightmares in my brain
As i lose my sanity I hope that you can find peace in my pain

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Music Video

WITHERED

Imma dig down
And then I'll dig deeper
Laying in the ground
To sleep with the reaper

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

Craving too much
Been hating the taste of my blood 
Thinking of life with these pills
It's so empty, oh well

I dont care if im alone in the end
I'd rather be dead near My friends

As my skeleton rots away 
I've been forsaken 
The verge of resurrecting

Bury me now So I can forget it all
Swallowing pride the dosage will get it wrong
hold tongues I meant what I said
Fucked up with a moments regret

Nose bleed, as I hold the line 
Faceless can't identify
Won't last forever so I'll take my time
Past the limit and I'm terrified

NOSEBLEED (prod. sunsad)

Casting Spells (Ft.XRiN) (Prod.RickHardy)

Contact/Inquiries: chiefkellymusic@gmail.com

NOSEBLEED (prod. sunsad)

Chief Kelly

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