Lost in the Dark

Lost In The Dark ft. Whxami (prod. by Tonedepalma)

Lyrics

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish 

Yeah you dream of money, fame and hella cars 
You break the roof you’re aiming for the stars 
They don’t believe you’re gonna prove them wrong 
Your faith it falters tryna stay strong 

But it’s okay 
Got a little magic imma smoke it
Focus 
Get yourself caught up with the locust 
Hopeless 
And you struggle through on and on
You’re falling through all the floors 
You hate yourself and all your flaws 
Put away your dreams, disband the cause 
Wake up, go to work and put your life on hold 
You don’t make enough to break all of these bones 
They’ll even take your name, make a database your home

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish 

Keep telling myself 
Don’t fuck it up too much 
Going back to living off gold dust 
Wanna live, no I don’t wanna survive 
Breaking my back, sweat, years just to get by 
Just wanna make it for myself
Don’t wanna do it for no one else 
Don’t ever wanna hear that a motherfucker helped me 
Holes in my back yeah a shout out to the selfish

Don’t Fuck It Up

survive [prod. noria]

“War With Myself” reflects the constant battle within—facing doubts, fears, and the darker sides of the mind while still striving for peace. It’s about clashing with your own reflection, fighting old habits, and trying to rise above the chaos inside. The war isn’t with the world, but with the thoughts that try to hold you back

War within

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Lockdown now confined to stone walls
Vision of a prison I'm stuck with no calls
Looking out the window and watch the snow fall
Spitting all the writtens committing a faux pas

Cellophane game looking right up it's plastic
Think it's gotten fucking better but shit has been getting drastic
Pass the fucking papers to roll up another wood
Might be doing all the shit that they wanted but never could

Sticking up a sign and I'm wearing a balaclava
Bitches never saw me and going and starting drama
Fuck a pig snitching I'm riding inside Impalas
Got the purple up on me they might mistake me for the Ballas

Secondhand bitches they're breathing the blunt smoke
They're reciting all the words and the lyrics I once wrote
Sipping everyday while they're gripping up on the tec
Roll a couple of bundles while they be ripping on the deck

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Never knowing pain I'm injecting the novocaine
I've been waiting all alone and avoiding the soaking rain
Thinking in my mind I just wanted to smoke a strain
Calming every fucking nerve and the wanting to blow my brain

Venom in my pocket and flowing into my vein
Got the blood up on the carpet eroding into a stain
Gone without a trace and I'm taking a second look
Caught a vision of the drugs that you wanted but never took

Cash in account got the FAFSA dispersed
But I feel so dead feel the cash is a curse
Never felt better but I never felt great
I just got that pay bout a year too late

Truth of my time yeah the truth got told
Got the drugs out back when the drugs got sold
Deals went bad but the deals got made
And we ate real good when the bills got paid

Feeling kinda bent now
I just won't forget how
Things had ended up
And now I'm drinking from a double cup

Messages are cryptic
Acting pessimistic
Loss of my existence
I'm just a statistic

Just Wanted To Say Thank You For Nothing

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~ Backup Vocals By Hollowed Hope ~

Sons of Icarus ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. N1N9TEEN 99)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-fall-asleep-lyrics
cover by: @tom.v.e.r.s.e
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dkfH5rJBks

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FALL ASLEEP (Prod. Mors)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/sethbest-sb
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: hyu
Sample by: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin


the thoughts in your mind
the feeling of death
it's coming and closing

the knife in your back
i'll severe your head
cause you are not chosen

don't think that i'm forced
I do what I want
you'll end in that moment

I feel like i'm dead
I just want my bed
I think I am broken


All night
fuck life
feel like i'm dead in the night time

shot in the head
but i'm alright

saw as he bled in the sunlight
god wants him dead from the spotlight
he'll write his song in the midnight
he did it all for the limelight
uh
he did it all for the limelight


I sold my soul to feel alright
i'm so alone

I sold my soul for the limelight
I can't let go


TELL ME
WHY I FUCKING HATE IT IN THE NIGHT TIME
I JUST WANNA FEEL GOOD SO I'M ALRIGHT


your falling
i'm falling
and i'm toxic
no loving
i'm loving
yet no crying
i'm crying

[SSHVDOW]

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