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slow down (p. brody)

[+] I just wanna see your face under the moonlight
* produced by @kuroime *

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LYRICS:

moonlight

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moonlight (feat. foreign forest)

She met a boy, he was nice enough
She didn't care that much, she knew it'd never be love
He came to visit, slept in her bed
And all her friends had said just how this would end

She was too high to stop him, he took what he wanted
And no one believed her, she dropped out of college
His friends are all toxic: "I know him, he's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up

She told her friends and no one seemed to mind
If it was just one time, or they were both too high
Or if she led him on the way she likes to do
I bet she asked for it. I bet she liked it too
This body wasn't yours to start, so why the fuck you complaining
Fill up the sink with the blood and the vomit, body decaying
Swallow a million pills til we can't understand what you're saying
We'll call you crazy til you kill yourself and watch in amazement

But she didn't listen, thought maybe this was different
Maybe she deserved a break from all the shit she'd been in
He didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, he says "I like you better when you're too fucked up to talk"

I met a girl, she was nice enough
I didn't care that much, I knew it'd never be love
She came to visit, let her sleep in my bed
And all my friends had said just how this would end

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

I was too high to stop you, you took what you wanted
And no one believed me, I dropped out of college
Your friends are all toxic: "You know her, she's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk
But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

TOO FUCKED UP TO TALK

(chorus 1)
well
it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
screaming at the sky
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 1)

you cant hear my heart breaking in silence
why do you offer me nothing but violence
and you’re a liar i see through your defiance
in this disaster you still face me with deniance

(verse 1)

n-n-now i look into your eyes and it breaks me down
knowing that my life’s turned upside down
y-y-y-your gravity
is pulling me
i’m overthinking 
this reality

(bridge)

has pulled me to my knees
it’s making my heart bleed
oh why cant they see
what it’s doing to me
there’s a hole in my heart

(verse 2)

i should’ve seen this coming from the start
when i saw your hand reach to tear the soul apart
l-l-looking back i was hiding in the dark
b-b-b-b-broken shards from the mirror that reflect the past
why do i keep crawling back to you
something that i shouldn’t get use to
those deceitful eyes
they terrorized they terrorize 

(chorus 2)

it seems i might die
i don’t know why
i’ve been questioning my worth
should i leave it all behind 
just put me in the dirt
where i belong
i have no one

(post-chorus 2)

i’ve said this before now deaths offering me silence 
the peace of mind i’ve never found in life’s guidance

spotify <3

i have no one (metlast x 5head)

shoutout @juzo for the cover art :) give him a follow pls

lyrics:

AUTUMN

(rest my arms)
(where they cannot ever be harmed)
(cold to the touch)

there's certain days where i haven't been better!
but when the sun goes down
i know tomorrow will be bitter
i've lost my head; when the clock struck ten
the blade came crashing down & now i'm back where i had started
could give a fuck if i'm dramatic,
the reward could be prestine
if i take the pills they offer me
my dreams could be serene
but i never wanted that; figmentated lies
to put on a public act, for their brainwashed minds

EPITOME

every day i wake up just to do the same shit over and over again
it gets hard to even stand up when i don’t know who i am
i thought you were a friend
but where were you in the end
i see it’s all just pretend
now my wounds they won’t even mend
th-th-th-they won’t mend
nothing feels real 
am i fucking ghost
cant take time to heal
so i’ll put the knife up to my throat
just to see if i’m alive
and if i’m not than what am i?

spotify :)

my wounds won’t mend w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

really missed ur face ft. corey slabs (prod. michael warren x jean parker)

cuts deep

succumb ($adthrax)

https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

mix/master/art by me 

still i know you’re all i need
cigarette holes on your sleeves
every night so hard to sleep
without you i’m a wreck
kiss me on my cold wet cheek 
spill out tears all on my sheets 
my pillow soaked up all my screams 
alone i lie in bed 

maybe i'm the one who's wrong
that i'd confide in you at all
just getting tired & i'm sore
i waste the breath out of my lungs 
& you don't try for us to compromise at all or work it out
you said you'd stay i should've caught that lie 
before i cared so much

lullabyboy:

& i don't really care if you hate me
but why did you date me
yeah i admit it's getting hard to sleep
i don't wanna be myself
i don't wanna be me
breaking piece by pieve
i just hope you see me
i can't help but ask if it's worth it
but the lonely nights leave me so broken
i hope i fall asleep less hopeless
but you’re so done with me i know this

yeah i’ve tried
but i can’t do this again
you left me out in the cold
you got me stuck in emotions

Sleye:

i’m at the end of my rope 
no i can’t wait anymore
you should’ve told me before 
if you knew it's not what you wanted

Hard To Sleep w/ lullabyboy (prod. Sleye)

This song is meant to be a journey, put some headphones on and ride along with me. I love you minivans, I am always here for you! <3
@prodbybrody
@trechorboy

I never let things go
I thought that you were all that I’d ever know
When I lost control
I watched everyone, as I sunk down below

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand 

Searching around this place 
I’m planning for my escape 
There is no door in sight
I’m starting to feel terrified
Where’s my hand now?
How did all of it go wrong? 
Where’s my hand now?
I’ve been here all night long 

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

Now I’m out of sync cause the way you left me in my own mind
For a long time, you were all I had in life
Looking back I know I’ve changed
People learn from their mistakes
Let’s leave the old me in the past
To never looking back
Raise your glass for a toast, and let’s sure hope it lasts
Let’s focus on the present, let the time pass
Staring at my future in a looking glass

I need a helping hand

Helping Hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

helping hand (Prod. Brody X Trechor Boy)

Prod. Dunna (@dunnadidit)
Lyrics:
Yeah, yeah, uh oh
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
Quit lying and face it this time there's no escaping
Calm down yeah quit chasing, things that you just don't need
I mess up i'm sorry but this the only way you'll hear my story
I know that i'm stupid and i swear i always do this
You're telling me you think i gotta work things out
I know that there's not a lot i'm certain 'bout
No none of this is easy and it ain't nothing like you see up on the TV
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
Fantasizing when you lie me down
On your bed and you tie me down
I don't look nothing like my ID now
Everybody wanna find me out
Nothing you say is gonna calm me down
Nowadays you don't want me round
So it seems you just block me out
Now i'm crying lying on the ground
Face on the floor 
The face of an angel turned to a whore
And walked out the door
Not sure i can do this anymore
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
My system all my feelings
All my feelings

All My Feelings

formerly known as James Colt
@timelesstomorrow

All My Feelings

Chloe Stankowski

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