Music Video: https://youtu.be/T8gGHIi2pII
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jl3KxlHVPGXyRZKgEkjEB?si=WuMRQyxuRL-y8seUo5ft6Q
prod. Johnny Friend | mix/master: Shea Michael
lyrics:
i'm just being honest i was being modest
don't know what's the problem 
i don't know what's the problem but
i think that you hate me you drove me crazy
my memory is hazy but i just know u played me
i just know u played me
thought that u would save me
u were my baby
u would tell me i was lazy
now you're acting all shady
i thought u would save me but now i think u hate me
yeah you drove me so crazy
used to be my baby
now you're acting all shady
i thought u would save me
i can't be the one now
me and you are both done now
used to stay up til the sun down 
but hanging out is no fun now
i'm just being honest i was being modest
don't know what's the problem
i don't know what's the problem but
i think that you hate me
you drove me crazy
my memory is hazy but
i just know u played me i just know u played me
thought that u would save me
u were my baby
u would tell me i was lazy
now you're acting all shady
i thought u would save me but now i think u hate me
yea u drove me so crazy
used to be my baby
now you're acting all shady
i thought u would save me

Save Me

@b07gem @evanjolley
mv: https://youtu.be/SQqoSlrzU-E
cover art by @1winks1
lyrics:

all i learned from u is what not to do
ur telling me i changed but ur acting brand new
do not hit my phone don't wanna text u
but i don't want nobody else except u


do u need me like i need u i got to know
out in public and i'm on my own i'm off like 2 bars
n i never wanna change who u r
n everything i do is wrong it seems like so hard
i got some percocet pills in the bathroom
i remember geeked and so high in the backroom
when i look outside everyone i see i see thru
i jus wanna go where u are ya i need u
ya i really really need u


all i learned from u is what not to do
ur telling me i changed but ur acting brand new
do not hit my phone don't wanna text u
but i don't want nobody else except u

Lessons w/ b07gem (prod. Evan Jolley) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

@benedixhion @dreamworldtony
@prodjvsper @nightclub

FWM w/ Benedixhion & Dreamworld Tony (prod. jvsper x nightclub20xx)

produced by @deadat18
mixed by @b07gem
lyrics:
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh need clarity before I miss it
noo no therapy is gonna help me fix this
fuck life I don't like it
I don't wanna live it like this
I don't like me I don't like shit
got a runny nose ima wipe it
I know that she wish that I was still the one she thought
I just keep on changing like the seasons I can't stop
tryna be somebody that I motherfucking want
moving from the past 'cause these memories just haunt me taunt me 
pushing all these demons off me
off me off me
gun to the head i'ma off me 
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh ohh ohhhh 
oh ohhh
yeah yeah yeah yeah ya
ohh ohhhh yeaaa
hop in the Benz w my friend yea
ima do this til the end yea
all of that money I spent yea
it ain't a thing when i'm dead yea
I gotta get me the bands yea
I rock like I'm in a band yea
I just be rocking these vans yea
I do this shit for my fam yea
she wanna fuck for the clout yea
I got my head in the clouds yea
drinking til I'm finna drown yea
I'm high and my head in the clouds yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah yea ye-yeah
ohh my sanity leaves in a instant
ohh I'm barely hanging on and living
ohh need clarity before I miss it
noo no therapy is gonna help me fix this
fuck life I don't like it
I don't wanna live it like this
I don't like me I don't like shit
got a runny nose ima wipe it

Clarity (prod. DEAD☣AT☣18)

prod/mix: @b07gem
lyrics:
I tell myself I know the way I don't know if I do though
I fell far from grace far out of line I lost myself at a good time
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
my cellphones blowing up right now
I text my friends we up no doubt
I know it's been so long this here was prolonged now it's time time
hot-hot bitch at the drug store 
got my script now I'm heading out to work
and I'm serving like a waiter w-with my waist snatched
getting to the paper spend it then I make it back
this-this a cakewalk looking like a model
I'm just tryna make guap and maybe have some bottles
I just want some new clothes plus designer drugs
hit the bank I take sum out I give the bank teller a hug its all love love
I tell myself I know the way I don't know if I do though
I fell far from grace far out of line I lost myself at a good time
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes
that's how life goes oh yes it is 
that's how life goes that's how life goes

way it is

Way It Is (prod. b07gem)

Produced by Con The Artist
Mixed by Andrew Dixon
Music Video: https://youtu.be/J0Wla-diF6Q
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4aQiMcgyWXmuSQ0eO0osLb?si=d0e17552e4854d28
Apple Music/iTunes: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/im-so-awkward-single/1676987348

I'm So Awkward

Supermodel (prod. Pixel Hood)

Lyrics:
I cannot forget u by my side
I cannot forget ur down to ride
I just wanna feel it deep inside
Something in my chest and in my spine
Baby I just wanna roll the dice
I just wanna put on all this ice 
I feel like a rebel all the time
Eat my heart and cut it with a knife

I cannot forget that u are mine
Everything they do we redefine
I just wanna get a little high
I can never settle I won't lie
I'm way up in heaven in the sky
But I know this ain't no paradise
Lately I been trapped inside my vices
But I just take it as a warning sign

I cannot forget u by my side
I cannot forget ur down to ride
I just wanna feel it deep inside
Something in my chest and in my spine
Baby I just wanna roll the dice
I just wanna put on all this ice 
I feel like a rebel all the time
Eat my heart and cut it with a knife

Eat it up put it on a plate
Eat it up like steak
We could hang out all day
I know that u wanna stay
Eat my heart out put it on a plate
Eat it up like cake 
Okay!!??

I cannot forget u by my side
I cannot forget ur down to ride
I just wanna feel it deep inside
Something in my chest and in my spine
Baby I just wanna roll the dice
I just wanna put on all this ice 
I feel like a rebel all the time
Eat my heart and cut it with a knife

Eat My Heart (prod. b07gem)

Produced by Conan Karpinski
Mixed/Mastered by Andrew Dixon

Transparency

Fantasy

Produced by recyclebin
Mixed/Mastered by Shea Michael

Reflection

Produced by Taha Beats
Mixed/Mastered by Shea Michael

Woke

Produced by Irie Sunset
Mixed/Mastered by Shea Michael

Trans Rights Are Human Rights

Produced by Young Taylor
Featuring convolk (@convolk)
https://open.spotify.com/album/5MocJOuiNcuY67zz8w5SaY?si=UvclfgYwRNCFceFWckRKxA
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/i-cant-feel/1362348385?i=1362348656

Lyrics:
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

Nothing numbing out the pain 
Put that bullet in my brain 
Take the memory in vein
Pour the liquor down the drain
Nowadays don’t feel the same
I could take all of the blame
Shoulda done it from the start
But you tore me right apart 
Put that knife into my heart 
Now all I got is my art 
Ima be superstar girl hop up in my car girl 
I don’t pop no bar I don’t pop no bean yeah
I don’t take no xan I don’t drink no lean yeah
Im just counting bands counting up the green yeah
Sticking to the plan sticking with the team yeah

I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

i can't feel a thing
when you hit my phone i let it ring
never gonna never feel the sting
crown of thorns i guess that im a king
money talks, yea yea yeah
baby i just want you to walk away
guess that we should talk, just not today
im busy getting all this fcking guap okay
hit me up, hit me up yeah
guess im never gonna talk yeah 
hit me up, hit me up yeah
guess im never gonna talk yeah
i can't feel a thing
i let it ring
never feel sting
crown of thorns im a king yeah

I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel yeah
Nothing real yeah yeah
I can’t feel nothing real yeah
I’m so numb yeah yeah 
I’m so dumb yeah
I’m so young yeah
I can’t feel yeah yeah
I can’t feel I can’t feel a thing

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I Can't Feel w/ convolk (prod. Young Taylor)

music video: https://youtu.be/J8b7IyxE9c0
produced by: railrepeater (@railrepeater)

lyrics:
some days I don't ever sleep
some days I don't miss a beat
some days I don't wanna wake up
I dont wanna go out I don't really say much
fendi on my belt polo on my shoes
make her heart melt when we riding in the coupe
I don't need no help I did it by myself 
I multiply the wealth then I split it with the crew
you say u making moves but we know thats a lie
I could see the truth when I look u in the eye
something bout it feel so strange nowadays
I could never change for the fame either way
getting money but you know I'm still sad too
hit the road but you know ill be back soon
she gon' suck me ya she something like a vacuum
haters mad I don't blame 'em i'd be mad too yeah
tattoos on my chest now
smokin dope just to cope I'm so stressed out
Ima get it til I got it I'm the best out
check my age check my wage im up next now yeah

some days I don't ever sleep
some days I don't miss a beat
some days I don't wanna wake up
I dont wanna go out I don't really say much
X2

stressing all the time everything aint fine
tears on my bands shawty wanna read my mind
I got dolce and gabanna she wanna smell
demons in my dreams got me waking up in hell
oh well oh well I got used to how it feel
emotions I conceal off the drugs but they don't heal
I just need me something real I'm sick of all the fake
some days I just need my space yeah yeah

some days I don't ever sleep
some days I don't miss a beat
some days I don't wanna wake up
I dont wanna go out I don't really say much
X2

Music Video

Some Days (prod. railrepeater) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJ8S70OsKMQ
Produced by Hi-Fire(@dunnadidit x @okayconch)
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/73nye2Om0b1uTovcfKZ1N7?si=FS-qJcdbQf-sXgdeiQZjPA

Lyrics:
Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

I can't sleep yeah
Ain't been counting sheep yeah
Rollin deep yeah
Riding down the street yeah
Dark nights got me staying up late
I can't help thinking bout my fate
I'm just hoping that somebody can relate yeah
Cause we all got some problems up on our plate yeah
Some days I ain't feeling great
Blue skies turning oh so grey
I shine bright even if its never nice out
Black fit u can't see me when the lights out
Dark shades I'm just living for the right now
I got too much drama in my life now
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Young colt why you tripping over nothing?
You got future vision they gone see you stuntin'
Grew up too fast hit the gas do the dash
I remember when I told 'em that id be something
Took some time but I'm really getting mine now
Now they wishing for tickets or stand in line now
Got some secrets you won't ever wanna find out
All I really needs a little peace of mind now
I'm just hoping that somebody feel my pain yeah
I'm so sick of these lonely nights in the rain yeah
I'm so sick of these mornings that feel the same
I been mourning for some months flip the chapter flip the page yeah
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Minute (prod. Hi-Fire) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Produced by sketchmyname [@sketchmyname]
Featuring @nick-royal x @lilxlotus x @smrtdeath
Lyric vid: https://youtu.be/spgYS6EXa9A
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4bhFS5D8zsridOC6gIWo7m?si=TaYHPetrSwadDJtepROQfg

Lyrics:
Wake up in the morning and I'm vacant
Lord don't take my soul when I'm forsaken
Back against the wall I'm bout to break it
Catch me if I fall and I can't take it
I don't think we'll make it
I don't think we'll make it
Feeling lost on the path I've been paving
sick of lying feel like dying no more faking
someone get me the fuck up out of this basement

I dont even know if i'ma make it
Blacked out now I'm laying on the pavement
Slowed down yeah I can't hear what you're saying
I fall apart I can feel my body breaking
But if you want me to
I could stay home like I always do
stuck in my head I hope I make it through
I'm stuck in my head I hope u make it too

Wake up in the morning and I'm vacant
Lord don't take my soul when I'm forsaken
Back against the wall I'm bout to break it
Catch me if I fall and I can't take it
I don't think we'll make it
I don't think we'll make it
Feeling lost on the path I've been paving

She wanna sleep in but her pills on a timer
Wanna make friends think they all will define her
think she with a poet but she really with a rhymer
I will be a prophet quit my job at the diner
Wanna dig deep but my team we are climbers
Wanna live my dreams but I can't get behind her
nothings what it seems on a beach with a dime
counting money in my sleep so you know I'm feeling fine yeah

Wake up in the morning and I'm vacant
Lord don't take my soul when I'm forsaken
Back against the wall I'm bout to break it
Catch me if I fall and I can't take it

Wake up in the morning and I'm popping just like bacon
if I want that shit then i'ma take it
Thinking that you know me boy you must be mistaken
Naw I dont fuck with none that fake shit
I'ma get that cheque run it up yuh
Now you know I never gave a fuck naw
They lining up to say wassup now
But I can't talk I'm on a comedown

Wake up in the morning and I'm vacant
Lord don't take my soul when I'm forsaken
Back against the wall I'm bout to break it
Catch me if I fall and I can't take it
I don't think we'll make it
I don't think we'll make it
Feeling lost on the path I've been paving
sick of lying feel like dying no more faking
someone get me the fuck up out of this basement

all this shit just don't make sense 
without dollars without cents
let me talk let me vent now
all this shit just don't make sense
im staring up at that fence
'cause heaven look like a penthouse

Vacant w/ LiL Lotus, Nick Royal & smrtdeath (prod. sketchmyname)

music video: https://youtu.be/nJ4yUG4_PKo
produced b07gem (@b07gem)
featuring nick wise (@nickwisemusic)

lyrics:
I stay ten toes down I can't take no L yeah
Swerving riding round shorty hit my cell yeah
Haters want me dead I just give 'em hell yeah
Don't care what they said I just wish 'em well yeah

Smoking on this dope it got me thinking bout my life yeah
Wake up in the morning take a chance and roll the dice yeah
Ever since a youngin' never cared for much advice
Never cared whats wrong or right I just do what I feel like yeah
Spark a little something and get higher than a blimp
Droptop when I pull up I don't ever take no lyft
Catch me at the function with a bottle in my fist
Couple racks for the fit looking like a walking lick

I stay ten toes down I can't take no L yeah
Swerving riding round shorty hit my cell yeah
Haters want me dead I just give 'em hell yeah
Don't care what they said I just wish 'em well yeah
I want a lot I want it all
I want the guap yeah I'm finna ball
Buy out the shop buy out the mall
Coming up quick yeah i'm never gon' fall

Gave my chance I gave my shot ain't no punching on the clock
Yeah I did it for my dogs wanna see them living large
I aint wasting my time shorty be banging my line
I be feeling so fine i be feeling so right
She said I am not her type said its cool just for the night
So I gave her all this pipe I bet thats just what she likes
Aint cuffing but I might and they be talking that shit
But we be coming up quick cash in like just hit a lick yeah

I stay ten toes down I can't take no L yeah
Swerving riding round shorty hit my cell yeah
Haters want me dead I just give 'em hell yeah
Don't care what they said I just wish 'em well yeah
I want a lot I want it all
I want the guap yeah I'm finna ball
Buy out the shop buy out the mall
Coming up quick yeah i'm never gon' fall

I stay ten toes down I can't take no L yeah
Swerving riding round shorty hit my cell yeah
Haters want me dead I just give 'em hell yeah
Don't care what they said I just wish 'em well yeah
X2

Ten Toes Down w/ Nick Wise (prod. b07gem) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Produced by @prettyboyronmusic @jakkyboi
Loneson out now:
https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=k0tmJ7EKRP2ustXRiAYC8A

Lyrics:
She plays mind games makes my head hurt
Sitting sideways don't feel better
Stayed up 5 days now I'm not sane
Switching time frames in the Tesla
She wanna stay for the night
I cannot keep her around 
I gotta live out my life
Aint no one bringing me down
I did a lot out of spite
Tell em to look at me now
I gotta do what is right
I'ma go make 'em all proud
Young boy ballin
Money keep fallin
Haters keep stalling
Shorty keep calling
Things change so fast
Now we can't go back
Switch lanes blacked out
Fade into the background
Black jeep swerving down the road
Iced out diamonds watch froze
Looking at this time I been alone
Rolling up faded in my zone
Grinded with my fam and my bros from the go
And now I'm getting bands boutta blow 
But you know I used to never talk about it no
Now people always talking bout it woah

I got ghosts I got demons
I been low getting high to fight the feeling
So I smoke til' I swear I can't feel it
But they're still there I can't ever leave it no
I got ghosts I got demons
I been low getting high to fight the feeling
I need hope I need something to believe in
It's a nightmare even without dreaming

She plays mind games makes my head hurt
Sitting sideways don't feel better
Stayed up 5 days now I'm not sane
Switching time frames she's so extra
She wanna stay for the night
I cannot keep her around
Hop on a plane and take flight
Gotta get out of this town
I see my name in the lights
Don't see your face in the crowd
I'm on the stage with the mic
Hoping you hearing me loud
I'm no good for a girl like you
We're no fit for a world like this
You're no good for a guy like me
We ain't much in a world so sick
I got trauma you got some drama
Should of listen to yo mama crying in prada
That's the end of it no comma
No need for comments you broke your promise
That's nonsense our love is haunted I'm honest

I got ghosts I got demons
I been low getting high to fight the feeling
So I smoke til' I swear I can't feel it
But they're still there I can't ever leave it no
I got ghosts I got demons
I been low getting high to fight the feeling
I need hope I need something to believe in
It's a nightmare even without dreaming

Loneson

Ghosts / Demons (prod. Pretty Boy Ron & Jakkyboi)

Produced by Dunna @dunnadidit
Music Video: https://youtu.be/gDPbSbCZGNQ
Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0FiWiqyTcR7W9bp5ntxFq3?si=qppq1Lx1QLaCUuOAIJirFA

Lyrics:
I know you get lonely I get lonely too
I can't help it you are all that I knew
All that we'd been thru everything we'd do 
Now you don't even know me I don't know me too
You can't save me boo let me face my doom
Locked inside this room broke my heart in two

Anxiety attacks in the corvette
Broke down in the rain on your doorstep
Heartbreak put me thru a fucking vortex
Couldn't get you out my head or my cortex
I can't forget when you'd kiss me on the forehead
Late night send like four texts now I'm only your ex
And you're my muse wasting my youth whats the use
When the stars in the sky ain't gon' change they just fade away
When its dark outside I could see your face I could hear your name
So I parked my ride by your old drive way just to drive away again
It's hard each time cause I'd wish you'd stay to do it all again yeah

I know you get lonely I get lonely too
I can't help it you are all that I knew
All that we'd been thru everything we'd do 
Now you don't even know me I don't know me too
You can't save me boo let me face my doom
Locked inside this room broke my heart in two

Losing control don't know where my mind at
Running plays thru my brain like a line back
Maybe if you were still here I could find that
But we passed our peak we hit a climax
See me shining like a star in the sky now
Feeling far and I only wonder why now
While I'm high in my ride with my eyes low
Riding round system loud ducking five o
Where'd the time go baby where'd the time go
Switching time zones I might get my mind blown
Hope you're fine tho I hope you're fine
I been out here I been really getting mine
And the stars in the sky ain't gon' change they just fade away
When its dark outside I could see your face I could hear your name
So I parked my ride by your old drive way just to drive away again
It's hard each time cause I'd wish you'd stay to do it all again yeah

I know you get lonely I get lonely too
I can't help it you are all that I knew
All that we'd been thru everything we'd do 
Now you don't even know me I don't know me too
You can't save me boo let me face my doom
Locked inside this room broke my heart in two

Lonely (prod. Dunna) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6hrUfX7wsi7bSUJNxVKbi4?si=OR6MWOowSsCWyHRlqECuGQ

Dear Dad why’d you have to go so soon
It feels like I never really got to know you
You lost track of ur life when your pops passed
Tryna drink away your problems through a shot glass 
I just hope that I don’t fall into the same path
I’ve had addictive personality since way back
It’s in our blood some times I really hate that
But we’re alike in other ways I wouldn’t change that 
You loved work you put that over everything
You even put it and liquor over a wedding ring
They say you never know what you had til' it’s gone
That’s why I’m writing you this song 
I've been stressing and second guessing decisions
Learning lessons and growing up gaining wisdom 
You’re out the picture this never was in my vision 
You helped me buy my equipment 
You shared my songs and you listened 
When I was younger heard arguing in the kitchen
Moving around a lot houses always switching 
As I got older began to see the addiction 
Mom tried stay to calm couldn’t stick with it
I don’t blame her but sometimes I blame myself 
Like there was someway or somehow I could of helped like damn 
Maybe if I called the ambulance a little faster 
We wouldn’t be in this disaster 
Instead of staring at the blood on the walls like it’s plaster
But I guess it doesn’t matter
Grandma’s crying in the arms of the pastor 
Not all stories get a happy ever after
Me and my brother stuck together that’s for life too 
Mama found new love met a nice dude
Things sucked but I always had to fight thru
How’s the weather in heaven hope it’s a nice view
Nowadays everything ain’t the same 
A lot of problems are bottled up in my brain 
I never thought that I would have to feel this way 
But I can’t help it I’m breaking down every day 
I don’t wanna get upset I don’t think I should regret 
Holding on to what is left hope ur happy looking down
I just wanna make u proud even tho ur not around 
I know you’ll always be there I know that you’ll always care
So I love you and I swear even though we weren’t prepared
Maybe this was meant to be this is what you meant to me
I won’t forget the memories 
I won’t forget the memories
Rest in peace yeah

Dear Dad (prod. Jakkyboi)

Produced by Bobby Love
Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/mAn9Mn_1kS8
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7eAJRpXeNdYucbtD4tS80O?si=3F2ePxlSRiiTAefUs31s8Q

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Artwork by Nice Nothings
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Lyrics:
I don't wanna try again no no no no
I don't wanna cry again no no no no
I don't wanna make amends I don't wanna be your friend
You won't love me in the end no no no no
x2

Why you fuck with me like that girl?
You know something 'bout you feel just like my last girl
And I wish I could just move on from my past girl
But I'm so fucked up in this sad world in this sad world
Lonely I'm so lonely I'm fucking lonely
Phoneys all these phoneys act like they know me
They don't see what I see when I got both my eyes closed
Walking on a tight rope blood all on my blind fold now
You could kick me to the ground
Pour that liquor 'til you drown
I'll be nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found

I don't wanna try again no no no no
I don't wanna cry again no no no no
I don't wanna make amends I don't wanna be your friend
You won't love me in the end no no no no
x2

Fell in love one time and I never been the same since
I don't see no sunshine I just see the rain drip
Smoking just to unwind wake up and I blaze piff
Shawty said I'm love blind but I'm the one she make sick
Hate it I fucking hate I'm losing patience 
Wasted I'm getting wasted I can't contain it
Face it just go and face it you got replaced bitch
You're basic you're so basic this shit ain't changing no
Don't expect me to be round
All you do is bring me down
I don't need that shit now
I don't need that shit now

I don't wanna try again no no no no
I don't wanna cry again no no no no
I don't wanna make amends I don't wanna be your friend
You won't love me in the end no no no no
x2

Amends [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

From the album Disaster Boy available everywhere
Music Video: https://youtu.be/ouDjAsf0HiI
Lyrics:
Matte black lac ride into the darkness
I'm a demon in the flesh and I'm heartless
Cut throat slut hoes get me the hardest
Blood shed on your carcass take it off the carpet
Throw the body in the fields where they harvest
Now you're one with the trash and the garbage
It's pitch black but the sky's still starless
This is what I call catharsis
Fuck a pussy motherfucker talking bout me
Low key i'ma creep in the jeep with the window tint
Millitant illegit villainous ammo never limited
Fire power infinite no one is an innocent citizen
Pop a Ritalin I'm tripping in the moonlight
Welcome to dooms night this is what a tomb's like
I could never do right so I had to make a new life

Eyes low ducking five o 
Fuck my rivals put the bible in a lit flame flame
I don't give a fuck about the fame fame 
I don't give a fuck about the game game
I don't give a fuck about your name 
Motherfucker you're a lame tie your ass up to a train
I'm the new fucking Cobain I be going so insane bout to blow out all my brains

Matte black lac ride into the darkness
I'm a demon in the flesh and I'm heartless
Cut throat slut hoes get me the hardest
Blood shed on your carcass take it off the carpet
Throw the body in the fields where they harvest
Now you're one with the trash and the garbage
It's pitch black but the sky's still starless
This is what I call catharsis

I don't need nobody but myself
I don't really need you need you
I look up to heaven and to hell
Nothing makes me happier than dreams do
Wake up all alone go to bed all alone
I feel safe alone please leave me alone
I need time inside my zone on my own with nobody else
I don't need nobody's help I'm better off alone
My state of mind has been different 
Every day of mine has been distant
I'm way out of line don't pray I'm fine 
I'll take my time while I'm living
You wanna live fast die young
I wanna kick back 'til I'm done
You wanna chit chat and gossip
I'm not with that that's nonsense

I don't need nobody but myself
I don't really need you need you
I look up to heaven and to hell
Nothing makes me happier than dreams do

The walls close in
We're all frozen
The walls close in
We're all frozen

I don't need nobody but myself
I don't really need you need you
I look up to heaven and to hell
Nothing makes me happier than dreams do

Catharsis

Catharsis (prod. $OJHI & DVN)

From the project Disaster Boy out now on all streaming services
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/63stb8Fzj0cumOjNZegbGO?si=AG4CKn0nRTiyiPnkdYBCyw
Feat. @hellasketchy
Prod. @prettyboyronmusic

No Talk w/ Hella Sketchy (prod. Pretty Boy Ron)

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/LWuLsFZaoU0
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg
From the project Disaster Boy available on all streaming services

Lyrics:
I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues
nostalgia when you hit my line
I don't pick up I just hit decline
still cant get you off my mind
one more time its just one more time

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

memories on repeat
memories on repeat
reminiscing all these
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

I get nostalgia when I think 'bout you
where'd u run to? I miss u in my room
should of known not to fuck with you
knew our loved was doomed we got trust issues

she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I love you but I hate the way you treat me
so just leave me ruin me completely
she said she don't really wanna see me
I know she don't even really need me
yeah I miss you but I know that you'll deceive me
reminiscing all these memories on repeat

Nostalgia (prod. Pretty Boy Ron) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0cpqtqT8PRz94BOSJ2iPeU?si=esjkVkHARfGHkAS1sMS9Jg

Disaster Boy

Surrender / Disaster Boy (prod. Ally Ferris, Pretty Boy Ron & H.O.C.)

Available on all streaming services & platforms
Music Video: https://youtu.be/XtcBERznEJM
Featuring @chillsdylan
Produced by @whoisdro (guitar by Native Trade)
Lyrics:
Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Trees for the pain that my sorrow caused
Demons in my brain wishing for a pause 
She don’t see me she just see my flaws
Only hit my phone when it’s after dawn 
Cause she on her way
And she know the games that we play
She take a uber home late
We never talk in the day

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Thought that I’d be happy cause I’m blowing up
Still I feel like dying when the sun is up
Shorty she a baddie and she know wassup
But I can’t show her love I’m trying but I fuck it up
Damn had to do it again
She got problems with drama her mama all of her friends
My bro told me to dump her and pick me up in the benz
Don’t wanna see you around don’t pull up to my ends

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Lifeline w/ Chills (prod. D.R.O.) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

From the Whatever Makes You Feel Better EP

Lyrics:
Take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I can't take it to the grave
dirt all on my name know they wanna see me down
you and I are not the same ima make it out this town
home feels so far on these roads late night driving on my own
take me back to the simpler times back before I had this simple of mind
I see my past behind, in the dust underneath the sky
things I do I don't know why
read that text but won't reply
tell me what ur thinking, I wanna know
truth comes out when ur drinking, maybe I should go
almost gone insane might just grab that blade
pick up all the remains someday ill see u again
take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I cant take it to the grave

The Grave (prod. sketchmyname)

Sometimes I wonder what's going on with you
'Cause since last summer all I see's solitude 
This life's a bummer unless you make it cool
Through rain and thunder storms I still won't play the fool
Holding by a thread hanging off the coat rack
You're still in my head I just hope you know that
Everything I said I could never take back
Or I would never say that 'cause I know you hate that
She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live
Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence
Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this
Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit
I'm love sick
Got no one to do these drugs with
In public stumbling around like fuck it
Never meant to make you feel like we were rushing
Should of gave another topic of discussion
Night falls missed calls 
Too bad you don't miss me at all 
They say the grass is greener on the other side
I must of heard that shit a hundred times
Oh forbidden love so sacred 
Forgiven trust so secret
No giving up this evening
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it?
She think I'm a heathen nothing to believe in looking for a reason just to live
Lucky to be breathing life is so deceiving speaking what I dream into existence
Every single season people keep on changing I don't know the reason why it's like this
Crying out and screaming like dying out and bleeding right until I wake up scared as shit
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it
Did you mean it did you mean it
When you said you love me did you mean it

Did You Mean It

Did You Mean It (prod. Dunna)

Prod. Dunna (@dunnadidit)
Lyrics:
Yeah, yeah, uh oh
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
Quit lying and face it this time there's no escaping
Calm down yeah quit chasing, things that you just don't need
I mess up i'm sorry but this the only way you'll hear my story
I know that i'm stupid and i swear i always do this
You're telling me you think i gotta work things out
I know that there's not a lot i'm certain 'bout
No none of this is easy and it ain't nothing like you see up on the TV
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
Fantasizing when you lie me down
On your bed and you tie me down
I don't look nothing like my ID now
Everybody wanna find me out
Nothing you say is gonna calm me down
Nowadays you don't want me round
So it seems you just block me out
Now i'm crying lying on the ground
Face on the floor 
The face of an angel turned to a whore
And walked out the door
Not sure i can do this anymore
My heart's slowly dying i know i'm expiring 
These days i'm rewiring my system all my feelings
My system all my feelings
All my feelings

All My Feelings

prod dunna
music video: https://youtu.be/C9Ic-zEVb0o
lyrics:
can't forget your face
in my head it's ingrained and stained
so just give me more space and room
before another mistake occurs
and I get replaced in turn
I learned it's okay to hurt
sometimes somedays r just the worst
when u feel so drained
hold on with ur strength and keep ur faith
you've gotta trust in fate
and heavens gates for heavens sake 
I hate the way I break everything
gotta hold my own before its too late
I can't sleep I can't eat feel no peace still lonely
these days all repeat got no hope got no dreams
I'm wide awake I'm wide awake
no time to wait no time to waste
I'm wide awake my eyes are glazed
I'm on a higher plane I'ma fly away (woah)
yeah I miss u but won't call u back I won't call u back I won't call u back 
in the morning when it's all over and it's said and done
and you're not the one for me
I'm not with you 
all those trust issues and problems let loose
that I'd misuse
I just can't control 
just can't get a grasp
I can't get a hold
got a hole near my soul where my heart was
it got crushed to crumbs just like star dust 
she said I'm proud of u you've come far love
but I can't be yours you broke our trust
I can't sleep I can't eat feel no peace still lonely
these days all repeat got no hope got no dreams
I'm wide awake I'm wide awake 
no time to wait no time to waste
I'm wide awake my eyes are glazed
I'm on a higher plane i'ma fly away
I'ma fly away
I'ma fly away
I'ma fly away

Wide Awake

prod. sunsetto
available on all streaming services and platforms

Funeral w/ STARINTHESKY & Jackie Platinum (prod. sunsetto)

featuring: @sourbaileys
produced by: @prodspyder x @thislandismusic
lyrics:
When you said it's all over for me and you I knew it was
It's too late to make it better now and I hate what I've become
They judge so often always talking about the way you are
Let them stare and gossip it makes me bigger knowing it touched a heart
Or at least a soul ohh oh ohh oh
When you said it's all over for me and you I knew it was
It's too late to make it better now and I hate what I've become
They judge so often always talking about the way you are
Let them stare and gossip it makes me bigger knowing it touched a heart

Well I tried so many times before but I'm trapped inside my mind
And I can't escape the loneliness that grows in my heart
And I won't let go no I won't let go even when I'm wired
I won't let go no I won't let go running in my mind

When you said it's all over for me and you I knew it was
It's too late to make it better now and I hate what I've become
They judge so often always talking about the way you are
Let them stare and gossip it makes me bigger knowing it touched a heart

Judgement Day

Spotify

Judgement Day w/ Bailey$

prod. Mantra | ft. @sheamichael
artwork by @intomisery
available on ALL streaming services

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