This is so incredibly soothing to listen to. I hope you can keep the dream alive!

lost: v

threw away ii, iii, iv during the past 6 months of perpetual self-doubt
it seems like such a glorious act to pursue your passion but hey,
does the world have room for you to do so?
what's passion when you need to survive
do not be surprised if I go back and take up a corporate desk job again
as passion is not edible and the arts are not to be monetized

in conclusion, my savings are depleting and I am tired
and is anyone listening? no.

lyrics:

Pardon me I can’t go further
Through this whirling pool of slaughter
Can’t get out I can’t get through
Forget my name and what a fool, Ive been
        
Dressing up and dressing down
Promise me you’ll figure out
What a dime I’m dreaming for
All these times were nothing more, than a 

Paradise, I’ve strayed from your “paradigm”
What would I do, where could I go
To live in your “paradise”
I’m choking on severed pride 
Can’t say I want to keep going on
Can I keep dreaming on

Wishing you to wish me well
All I’ve heard was “Can’t you just…”
I’ve thought it all, I’ve thought it through
I’m falling to be treaded onto

Trade my worth with bread and butter  
Still I’ve lost the things that matter
To myself, what does it mean
To lose it all, and now re-entering

“Paradise”, mistaken as “paradigm”
What could I do, where could I find the
Way back to your “paradise”
I’ll serve you my severed pride
Can’t say I want to keep dragging on
Will I keep dreaming on

Careful dear please don’t back down
All the weights don’t serve to sink you
Plead it once, then plead it twice
Soon you’ll find the world to stay with you

lost: v

thank you for listening and trying to know me as a musician.
lol hai.

lost: v

christy l.

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