i wrote this during a very bad two weeks of my life

prod. me
all live instruments were recorded by me!

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lyrics:

i wish i could lose myself 
fly far away
to somewhere that nobody yet knows my name
and can't say that i've changed 
when I’m still the same person
i'll leave it all behind and you’ll never cross my mind again

it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
at sunrise i’ll lay down
to close my eyes and panic
from all internal sound
that your words manifested 

is it too late for us to be okay?
i just need you to hear 

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight

is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions

orangecore

intentions

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fake love w/ pk & frankii (brayam)

mix, master, engineering by @funny
production by @erdo @darkestnet and @funny

we're so unified
i've never seen bluer skies
baby its just u and i
i be feeling like the cutest guy
even w no filter on i feel beautified
posted up outside i be chasing lights
off that o2 i be punchin light
me n all my bros putting on a fight

step one, flip over the competition
everydays so different when your armors missin (wrong)
if you're fed up then listen
gotta keep it going gotta fuckin keep
pack it up, gotta keep it clean
got my mouth filled, listerine
i'm a different breed
if you want a piece, get a piece
take a piece of me
when i go to sleep i think of things
that they've never seen never hear a thing

i can't worry bout the future
i keep rolling rolling rolling
new plane new ticket and im goin goin goin
old me not the same as new me it's not a calling
they say ash you gonna go far, never been a problem

fixed it, beat down
cash in, cash out
feet up, touch down
black rock, cash cow
fuck what they sayin imma fuck on the beat now
aint no competition let her bleed wipe the sheets down

yes i got it bangin now
and u know u hear it now
aint nothing that im fearin now
they put it up i tear it down
they hatin cuz they really not
she sayin that im really hot
they dont know what i really got
i turn it up another notch

off that o2

o2 (p. erdo + uxie + funny) +++

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ziayy5wtGWxyMArKc9ZpO?si=de0aa4bdb68944a5

prod: @trustt

whats there to say?
everything u do always goes ur way
make more mistakes
but ur still gonna go lie to my face
i cant explain 
idk how much more i could just take
i get taste of bitter 
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

know u cant forgive me
been ignoring all my sins
been at the point where u dont need me 
but i still try to make it in
unlike the others, i can fix it
dont wanna go thru this again
it been so hard cuz idk when ur gonna
let go of that thread

i been told u
idrk if i should risk it for u
ive been losing patience dk if i know u
tell me if i bore u 
tell me if i swore too, never leave u by ur side

(i feel bitter) 
(oh no theres not a winner)
(ik im not a quitter)
(feel like my tongue filled with glitter) x2

i feel bitter
oh no theres not a winner
oh no im not a quitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter x2

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

glitter

glitter (trustt)

bad guy ft. victxrw (soju & pichu)

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lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics [[[LEAK]]]

Write, Produced, and Mixed by jacy nyte
Featuring i9bonsai @i9bonsai

jacy nyte:
Might seem torn up from the outside
But at least my skin is all beauty inside
Cost a dream or two but that's fine
Cause I just keep my actions where my mouth lies
Now I won't be resting in your poison betrayal
Voices hit like when rain turns to hail
Coins do flips in my head, let me fail
Always on the tip of a feather I can't hold on

Sweet honey, missing stars
You better not see things for how they are
Not trusting me is their favorite part and
I'll leak out my veins just to see your scars
Take me apart but you never undid the threads

Pull me out the water all covered in blood the looks of slaughter is cause of the
Spikes in my head
Weaved every thorn between the threads
Finally in bed without you telling me how to rest
Take me apart but you never undid the threads

i9bonsai:
night and day•
how can i stay awake?
i need to get away
before it all just goes to waste;

can take me all apart again - 
ur fallace i dont want to pretend
does this have any mean or end

and i wont tend
tend to it; 
my dear my friend
its all i have left~

jacy nyte:
Now I got nothing to say
Words don't form in my brain
Twisted knots in my veins
Make it pretty like braids
Talk to birds in my walls
I won't let the feathers fall
Are you telling me it all, are you telling me-

Pull me out the water all covered in blood the looks of slaughter is cause of the
Spikes in my head
Weaved every thorn between the threads
Finally in bed without you telling me how to rest
Take me apart but you never undid the threads

Feathers (feat. i9bonsai)

On fragility ..

~ Lyrics ~
Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

I noticed you pulled back
When I went to kiss you
I realized I'm a lot
I could be better at giving space

Trust me. I understand
How a touch once enjoyed
Now brings shakes to your hands

A warmth in your belly
To shivers and goosebumps
And not in a fun way

You haven't looked at me once
Am I talking too much
Are you tired of me yet

A little attention slut
Am I touching too much
Are you tired of me yet

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

Heed

End of the world (prod. King theta)
Hope you guys enjoy <3

End of the world (feat. cutdeep & halfhearted)

[Интро]
У-у, у-у, у-у...

[Куплет 1]
Вам не отнять моё муму
В меня не верит даже мама
Стою на другом берегу
Я улыбаюсь, кричу — машу-машу

[Припев]
Меня убили — убили, убили
Изнасиловали тело — убили, убили
Изуродовали лицо — убили, убили
Бросили в реку труп

[Бридж]
Я так и не понял, в чём я виноват
Что сделал не так?..
Я так и не понял, в чём я виноват
Что сделал не так?..

[Куплет 2]
Вам не отнять моё муму
Я — на другом берегу
Я улыбаюсь, кричу, радостно вам машу
Однажды ты поймёшь меня...
Но будет слишком поздно

[Финал]
Машу, машу...
Меня убили — убили, убили
Изнасиловали тело — убили, убили
Изуродовали лицо — убили, убили
Бросили в реку труп

Песня — это крик боли и одиночества человека, которого отвергли и не поняли. Она о внутренней смерти, чувстве ненужности и попытке достучаться до мира, даже будучи уже "по ту сторону".

#даркпоп
#эмо
#постпанк
#душевнаяболь
#одиночество
#муму
#эмоциональныйкризис
#мрак
#экспрессионизм
#грусть
#непонятый
#драма
#крикдуши
#интроверт
#тёмнаялирика

МУМУ

pinoy pride ★~(◡﹏◕✿)
art by me :3

@ihatebixby
@luvlxckdown
@prodgreentop
(saki)
roll another paper yeah light it up
two white cups, blue juice, pour it up
pop another bean yeah i’m off all the drugs
finna walk out and you know i got my swag on (x2)

talk shit dgaf about that
on my own trynna make my bag
two guns two kills thats a double
finna eat a bitch out like adobo
snapback, black vest, and some jordans
pinoy pride represent while im swaggin
yeah (x2)

just me talkin to myself lul

roll another paper yeah light it up
two white cups, blue juice, pour it up
pop another bean yeah i’m off all the drugs
finna walk out and you know i got my swag on (x2)

(luvlxckdown)
she a swag chaser yea i know
i got hella paper so we hit the store
she gon ride for me oh i know
she might just die die for me
(oh she so bad)
i got dope hats, snapbacks
you know i got all that
i got whole swag, all facts
you know i wont hold back
man i love my haters and im rocking polo
bitch im on the roof top and im screaming YOLO
diamond supply on my fit so i wont never lack
bad bitch all on me she give me top cause i got hella swag
filipino gang, you ready know this
they gone talk all that shit but they cant control it
marami akong swag mahal niya ako
they look at my swag everywhere i go
sheesh damn bro you swaggin cuh, when u get them j's dog YOLO

(bixby)
she's my sunshine in the rain (ohhhh)
my tylenol when im in pain o whered u gooooooo
i got the neff hat
hello titty backpack on
got my girl tight
and she got a snapback on
timothy delaghetto when i be pullin up
passion in my ukelele cant play another song
d pryde on my phone
when we say (juicebox) lyrics i bet u kno

intentions

chriad

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