prod. zeen @1zeen

lyrics:
youre fucking doing it and i cant fucking handle it
i bet you show all your friends my abandonment
hope it was worth in the end, fun for the hell of it
you dont want a fix, theres no room for a elephant
(2x)

you was talking. why you talking your shit?  
and i was honest. i fucking loved that bitch
but she wasnt trying. and she was lying
everything i tried to do it wasnt right yeah

and i was trying my best
everything i did it made a mess
you just love to stress me out dont know what its about
i dont really fucking care. dont wanna figure out

but its 12 in the morning and i just woke up
you was tryna call me back but i dont give a fuck
you was tryna call me back but i dont give a fuck
you done lost all your luck

you think im stupid or sum, so i pulled out a gun
told her use it for one, but she decided to run
and she was acting all stunned when i told her we're done
when i told her we're done (2x)

and youre trying to be petty, that shits for what
i been trying to get ready, i guess im stuck
but youre trying to move on but i dont wanna go i dont wanna go
cause you seem like youre perfect, i been tryna tell these dudes you aint worth it

youre not worth it. and i cant fucking scream cause im too busy hurting

youre fucking doing it and i cant fucking handle it
i bet you show all your friends my abandonment
hope it was worth in the end, fun for the hell of it
you dont want a fix, theres no room for a elephant
(2x)

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elephant

deal

i wrote this during a very bad two weeks of my life

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all live instruments were recorded by me!

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lyrics:

i wish i could lose myself 
fly far away
to somewhere that nobody yet knows my name
and can't say that i've changed 
when I’m still the same person
i'll leave it all behind and you’ll never cross my mind again

it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
at sunrise i’ll lay down
to close my eyes and panic
from all internal sound
that your words manifested 

is it too late for us to be okay?
i just need you to hear 

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight

is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)
is it too late for us to be okay? (is it too late?)

neglect to see any side but your own
deny me all that i know
take away what i call home 
take away what i call home
no trace of an end in sight
if i could make one damn i might 
take away my hope tonight 
take away my hope tonight
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions
it’s getting hard to think 
and this medicine’s not helping
tell me what is real 
'cause i don’t know your intentions

orangecore

intentions

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cover of ctrl alt del by corbin

lyrics:

i feel numb, i cant forget
ur sweet nothings bite my lip
i cant get up, i feel like shit
ive been goin thru withdrawals, ur the drug i miss
i feel sick, i got ur Robitussin
u sent me cuz "love" or something
used to make my heart start thumping
threw it away its all for nothing
It's hard to admit i am hurting
wanna leave my skin call the surgeon
no I cant win with u im certain
in my grave im tossing nd turning
ik it's hard to believe tht i have feelings 2
cut by your ways, how much blood did i lose?
crisis, i was desperate for u
the nicest and loving all for u
right here, i want u next 2 me
no sleep, nd u were never there next to me dreaming
crying, yeah u never knew all of my feelings
lying, u say u love me i don't believe it
i need it, need to feel it, so deceiving, i dont need this
shred my arm 2 pieces
memory control-alt-delete it
memory control-alt-delete it
memory control-alt-delete it

ctrl alt del (corbin + brandon zehrer)

@k4rson
@prod_dxvi
@012207

[arid]
i dont wanna love u
yea its way too hard
i dont want us to go right back to the start
im too far
u know it breaks my heart
figured out my life now dont know how to change
yea thats my life now stuck inside my brain
yea i dont know how it works
everyday feels way much worse
i wont stay

[karson]
and I won’t stay
Think we need some time away 
I know that I made mistakes 
It just seems like nothing ever goes my way 
It just seems like you don’t care if I’m okay 
In the mean time I’m just trying to find my place 
And it seems like all you do is push me away 
I say I’m fine even if I’m not okay

my heart w/ karson [dxvi + baz]

venthan - flowers ✿ (ven10)

@1crusey
@akkir0
@prod_pk

@deepinparis:

boy you not on the team
boy you not on the gang
still dont fuck with patty he a fuckin lame
i dont wanna talk bout it stay away
i dont wanna talk to you get out my face

boy gon pull the straps up
steady gettin packed up
if you stay there flauntin all them racks you get em snatched up
you showed me your new song it was shit its really bad bruh
everything will be okay we're gonna get our racks up

@1crusey:

yeah pull up with the gang get my racks up
i cant worry bout no bitch better pack up
pussy boutta eat my bullets like he fat bruh
i cant worry bout no bitch i never lack bruh

im about to doxx him
im about to pop him
bitch im makin profit
talking tough im about to rob him

@deepinparis:

boy you not on the team
boy you not on the gang
still dont fuck with patty he a fuckin lame
i dont wanna talk bout it stay away
i dont wanna talk to you get out my face

boy gon pull the straps up
steady gettin packed up
if you stay there flauntin all them racks you get em snatched up
you showed me your new song it was shit its really bad bruh
everything will be okay we're gonna get our racks up

@akkir0:

we gon put em on the ground 
take a picture, yk that i frown 
smoke a swisher, smoking out the pound
when we pull up we gon drop a hunnid rounds
bitch yk that we wont stop 
say he wanna get sum plays, 
so now he gonna drop
steady talking bout me, 
but that boy he gonna flop
why u trynna be something that u were never not

@deepinparis:

boy you not on the team
boy you not on the gang
still dont fuck with patty he a fuckin lame
i dont wanna talk bout it stay away
i dont wanna talk to you get out my face

boy gon pull the straps up
steady gettin packed up
if you stay there flauntin all them racks you get em snatched up
you showed me your new song it was shit its really bad bruh
everything will be okay we're gonna get our racks up

##packedup ft crusey & akkiro prod pk

I'd die to be seen by anyone
2hollis inspired
@Chriad mix and master

Pre-Save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/srrygate/die-to-be-seen

lyrics:
You sure do talk a lot
I pop a pill and watch your body rot
So you like to talk (do you)
Light a torch and burn you till I'm caught

You could prolly catch me 
I walk up to the edge, you can test me
The devil wants to know if he can trust me
He can't, You can

And im searching for somewhere to go
I pop a perc and get inside of my zone 
I make it know
That I got nowhere to go I'm alone 

I know, That your looking for somewhere to go
Somewhere that you can call your home
Won't go home, fed up don't know
Where should I go, don't call my phone
You won't take my home, I won't wait for u
How could you

Let's let 
Bygones be bygones
Friends be friends 
What are you high on?
What's your best guess
Why won't you say yes
When I said what I said
I meant that shit

Just breathe in deep
Need quarantine
I'd die to be 
The one you see...

Die To Be Seen

Die To Be Seen (falci)

Can't let Go (Prod.jorko)

sunsetlove

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

intentions

chriad

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