A little.piece I wrote for us to walk down the isle together to, on 12th June 2021

Hindsight is 2020 (from our wedding)

Flying In A Blue Dream Cover

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My Heart (Ft. EH!DE)

Different Heaven & EH!DE - My Heart

Unreleased Piano Version of "Nymphe" ... 

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AMANIC - Nymphe (Unreleased Piano Version)

Infinite thoughts

A fansong for my favorite visual novel of all time. We Know The Devil. I don't think any peice of media has moved me as much as that game. please go buy it!

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Lyrics
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doubt's an elastic that snaps where you grasp it 
with idle hands clasped on your wrist just as sharp as 
a kiss on the scar where you carved out her name 
or a line that is straight and confined to your fate 
you're resigned to be damned by your hand in her hand
she will hold you as soft as feather on water
you float on her fingers, she pulls you apart 
it's not hard, it wont hurt, it's not right for a daughter of god

not for one of his flock
not for good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

hate is a bile that starts in your guts and erupts 
from your throat like a geyser, you try  to provoke 
and emote and spit angry black stains on their lies 
as they hock more to block out their shame
and their cries, how they try, but it wont be enough 
not as long as you live, you'll all drown in the stuff
it wont help to be patient, the water will rise after all 
you're all in the same place aren't you, daughter of god?

just one of his flock
like the good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

good girl...

light, you can see now the dark is receding 
parts leaving, not bleeding, just holes for the healing to start
there's your heart and it sees with it's wings out 
it reads what you think in the bones of the body
you shrink and you smile and you try to make small 
but the devil sees all and she thinks you're a beauty
you're bursting and beating and burning up 
hotter each second, the reckoning comes for you daughter of god

comes for one of his flock
for the good little girls
but good god you're not 
good girl

love is a place where she touches your face, but also your thighs (and it's alright)
love is a place where the tide always rises, the ink never dries (and it's alright)
love is a place where you see with your heart and fly with your eyes (and it's alright)
love is a place where your innocence goes when it dies.

You'll never know what you could find (let love turn on the light)
You'll never know what you could find (let love touch you tonight)
You'll never know what you could find (let love drown your soul)
You'll never know what you could find (let love make you whole, daughter of god...)

Daughter Of God

My first overwatch fansong, this one's about Hanzo Shimada and his feelings surrounding himself and his brother. One of the simplest and most satisfying (at least for me) songs I've ever written. Enjoy :)

Track art from the Dragons short.

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A sharpened sword stuck in my side
fool to think that I could dig it out with arrows
I shot one into God's left eye
and then no more light hit mine
as the sun set one last time
to the song of the sparrow

A feral beast, more thorn than paw
claws the rooster from his nest, for lest he dare to crow
I'll aim again to make God blind
lay my pelt upon your shrine, as the sun sets one last time
to the cry of the wolf and the song of the sparrow

the dream of light; a baited cage
to trap me where it waits, in its glare, if dare I go
but to outrun that horizon
would take stronger legs and lungs
and wings, and I have none
since last I saw the setting sun and sung the song of the sparrow

And here again, that stubborn flame
I am immolate with sorrow, his forgiveness is my pyre
and he stokes a fire that burns like shame
and he calls himself your name
says the sun will set the same
and sings the song of the sparrow

so what will I when dawn arrives?
Guide the hand of blinded god, or guard the hen, a loyal hound?
Perhaps a breath, a chance to fly
see the sun rise in your sky
feel the warmth and hear the sound...

The Sparrow

Suffer

Trust

Could It Be

Steel Rose

Unfortunately, I have seen fit to remove all of my tracks and playlists from Soundcloud.  I would like to thank everybody who supported my writing, and gave of their time to listen. That has meant more to me than anything in the world at times, and i'm going to miss that.


I have been writing instrumental music on and off for a long time, having discovered ( thanks to several truly wonderful teachers and very helpful and supportive parents ) just how much I enjoyed writing, and not just playing music. 
These days I am embracing and trying to establish a larger audience online, because it is knowing that people have listened to, and hopefully enjoyed my music that keep me writing and creating.

I started out learning to play keyboards when I was around 8 years old thanks to my very supportive and insightful parents, who kept encouraging and inspiring me to keep at it, practice, work harder, and continue to learn. I eventually progressed to other instruments, including the cornet / trumpet, the guitar - which I developed a completely separate passion for, having built up quite a collection of instruments - and have recently turned my hand to other String instruments. 

After something of a hiatus, 2012 and 2013 have reminded me how much of a rewarding experience it can be to not just write music, but also to know that people have listened to it and enjoyed it. It is in all honestly the feedback, support, advice, and encouragement of my listeners that have led me to produce more music in the last 6 months than I have in the previous 6 years, and for that I am extremely grateful. 

This page, and it's accompanying Band Camp page are here to further that - by listening to and perhaps even purchasing my music, you are actually stoking the fires of inspiration which keep me keen on writing more. 

Thank's to everyone who has stood along side me to this point and helped me to begin to further develop one of my greatest passions in life.

Hindsight is 2020 (from our wedding)

Chris-Jolley