I can never get sick of this song, Been listening to it everyday since it came out ❤ Can't wait to here more homie

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BAD NEWS

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-centipede-lyrics

artwork: @hugo.psd , @tom.v.e.r.s.e

AMV : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngNVb_CnV_8

SPOTIFY

CENTIPEDE (Prod. NoWay)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-sunshine-lyrics
artwork: @tom.v.e.r.s.e
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nB1h0p7eNHo

SUNSHINE !

SUNSHINE ! (Prod. Mors)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Chris-rain-fall-asleep-lyrics
cover by: @tom.v.e.r.s.e
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dkfH5rJBks

FALL ASLEEP (Prod. Mors)

Check out my homieg: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi



$LOTHBOI SOCIALS
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https://twitter.com/slothboipapi
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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

[prod. Fantom]
[mixed and mastered. doski]
Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Cause I'm out for the last time
Fought up but he's one line, ahead of me now
Nobody helped but, its too late, good luck
It's up to me now

Know many millions
Who've fallen before me,
Takes a strong force to break me down
To break me down

Will you remember
Not just me but all of these soldiers
I hope that you've taken these as lessons, so you can help others
And when I'm gone then I hope that these lyrics, will leave me with honour 
Cause I dont wanna be remembered as the one that surrendered

Cause I feel
I've let you down
But I hope
That you'll forgive me now
I left a note
I know
I'm in a better place

Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Locked down
Every single feeling that was locked down
Tryna find myself but I am lost now
I can't be myself cause I am locked down  
I'm locked down

Locked down
Every single promise that I wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from my thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Spotify

locked down [prod. Fantom]

prod. born hero
🖤Sinna🖤
@sinnagacci
☠️https://www.instagram.com/ihatesinna/
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:

Loner (Murder/Suicide P.II) (feat. Sinna)

Into Misery:

going 90 on the highway
i can’t feel a thing
no pain, no fear
you’ll remember my name

just a lost boy
always tryna find my way
just a sad boy
don’t think i remember a thing


baby i got everything that
you could ever want
i pull up to the show
yeah i ain’t even tryna stunt
i got racks up on me
but i’m still lookin for love
i tell my baby call my phone
she thinkin i’m enough

no sense, i can’t fix
what’s up in my head
paranoia stress
always filling me with dread
i can’t get no rest at night 
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead
i can’t get no rest at night
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

$LOTHBOI:

Save
My fate
From 
Hateful Games
Like
I can taste it 
Iron in blood ye
Red drops like eyeballs
At midnight we faded
Fuck all your hatred
Fuck all your games yeah
Tears down my face while the smiles starts breaking
Sloth ain’t no pussy
I’ll fuck on a bitch
With a blade on my hip
Finna slit all yo wrists
Depression come in 
Im the voice in your head
I see teardrops on faces of some of my friends
Like
I got killers on deck
And some of em dead
Trippin cuz I miss my brother he left

What am I finna do now
With this hole in myself 
Hit the ground with a bounce

Lost Boy (feat. $LOTHBOI) prod. CRCL

Little Sweet Lover

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

--

Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

SUNSHINE ! (Prod. Mors)

CHRIS RAIN

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