blue (prod. xy1va)

prod. racky

i wanna be a part of you
i know you wanna leave me behind
im tired of waiting
for you to save me
nothing seems to be working
make me feel so worthless

you wanna see the best of me
but when its time
youll see me die
lift the weight off your chest
cus there wont be nothing left
for you to worry about anymore

oh oh what a waste of time
oh oh im feeding into your lies
oh oh oh 
i dont see the point of being here
cus you made it so fucking clear

waste of time

(prod.downtown suicide)
i dont give a fuck
i guess you're outta luck
cause im waiting on something
that'll never fucking come

and i know thats fucking stupid
and i know im fucking useless
and my blood is fucking putrid
filled with chemicals and fluids

cause i cant fucking try
no matter what you tell me
ill just rot away and die
thats my only ending

its the truth and i know it
its a prophecy from poets
im sick in a barrel 
puking up my innards
will you sing me a carol?
treat me like a sinner

the boy who never touched a girls hair

your eyes
so black
your hair
so sad
your mind
so black
your smile

so why x3
why
am i not good enough to care for

do i not meet ur expectations
cause you meet mine
yeah you meet mine

your eyes
so black
your hair
so sad
your smile
your smile

your eyes
your hair
your smile

(prod.firzadwinda)

golden girl

somehow your bound to me everywhere I go

(prod. wixxy.mp3)
i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

these drugs in my brain
they make me feel so insane
being sober ain't the same
but i act like im okay

so it never really matters
all my blood will fucking splatter
put my organs on a platter
inflate my ego make it fatter

make it stronger
then i'll last a little longer
im a failure im a goner
leave my body in the water

i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

blue (prod. xy1va)

chris

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