Lyrics:

(deebø)
I feel bad when u text my phone 
You haunt my past, and do the most yuh
Falling back, i smoke this cone
My brain attacks my only hope yuh

Baby whatchu know bout me, on the ground spewing blood, i just wanna feel at peace
Walking outside in the winter, its so cold like you it figures
I dont really know myself, looking in the mirror, im surrounded by this hell
Scrolling thru my pictures, i realize “damn i miss her”

Yuh, i said to myself “she aint really gone, and youll see her on sunday”
Dont know if she loves me back when my eyes stay red, my face so ugly

I know im messed up, and im so sheltered 
Cant go outside, bipolar weather
If she and i were meant together
Ill stay a ghost, cause she needs better 

(luvparaphernalia)
i can try and just keep my space
i been blowin on this cookie to milk the pain
and all this smoke up in the room it look like Pompeii 
i booted up and now i’m over the Empire State
baby, where will u go when i’m in my grave
better yet, where do you go when i’m MIA
idk why i asked like i really wanna know
like its any of my business anyway

my fault, my bad, i didn’t text back 
up late, slept in, time for a setback
i’ll admit i guess
fuck that ima say that shit with my chest
i haven’t been in love since way, way back then

say i’m better now,  even tho you know i’m not bc ur not around
i was wondering maybe, thinking we could work it out
im lookin back at all this shit like is it worth it now
i really hope it is

better. ft.- luvparaphernalia (prod. nvki)

CHRI$TIAN - say you don't (jolst)

youknothti

UGLY(CHRI$TIAN x Luvparaphernalia)(secre )

I ONLY SEE U WHEN I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR, MY SOUL IS POSSESSED BY YOUR SPIRIT AND MAY IT FOREVER GRASP ON.

THE HAUNTING AND POSSESSION OF DEEBOTWOSEVENOH

MAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON HIS SOUL

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE

Lyrics:

(høøk1):
Tell me whats the problem baby?
Dont the thought of me just drive you crazy?
I never ever thought that youd replace me, im just a broken soul
My heart hurts and youre doing the most

Need to find some shelter
On this earth, its just cold weather
Its so hard to look myself in the mirror, im your reflection
Your haunting led straight to my possesion

(verse)
Got my past on a loop, do you hate me now?
Doing all that i can just to make you proud
Heard your voice late at night, it was screaming loud
Yeah i tried to save us, but you turned around

What the fuck was that? You stabbed me in the back
That broken promise wasnt honest, now i sit and spaz
I think its pretty hypocritical youre moving fast
Now dont lie, i know u miss me, you avoidant ass

Im not waiting, theres no really point in chasing
Did you love me all those years just for the craving?
You drunk my blood but baby that wont make you famous
It sucked to curse you, but i hope u grow to like it

I thought that i had found the one 
You rocked my world and left me stunned
Packed those bags, youre on the run
If u ever came back, id lose my trust

(høøk2):
Tell me whats the problem baby?
Dont the thought of me just drive you crazy?
I never ever thought that youd replace me, im just a broken soul
My heart hurts and youre doing the most

Need to find some shelter
On this earth, its just cold weather
Its so hard to look myself in the mirror, im your reflection
Your haunting led straight to my possesion

the haunting (the ushanka boy)

CHRI$TIAN - GONE FOR GOOD(secre)

DO I GOTTA BE SCOTT PILGRIM??

(PLEASE MAKE THIS YOUR MYSPACE PAGE SONG OR ELSE)

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE

Lyrics:

(verse1):
Let go, run back to the faces of my past
Will i ever reconcile with who stabbed me in the back?
I know youll be with me when we fade to black
But all this just makes me wonder, will you still think of others?

Were over but i still miss you, my love
Its common sense, but i cant lose your trust

Meaning everything was a waste of time….
You seem so scared, please come home tonight!!

(the mf høøk):
Ramona, do you ever feel alone? It makes me ponder…
Are your seven evil exes still a bother?
Even tho im drowned, im breathing underwater
Its so somber…

(verse2):
Im embracing hatred, got my heart racing
My head feeling crowded, but my eyes look so vacant

Dont wanna talk about all these feelings that you salvaged
In your head its dark, kind of like a power outage

Embedded in this permafrost
A boy stuck in a paradox
In this world i feel so lost
Im hurting and youre standing tall

(the mf høøk222):
Ramona, do you ever feel alone? It makes me ponder…
Are your seven evil exes still a bother?
Even tho im drowned, im breathing underwater
Its so somber…

(end/ “the breakdown”):

WHAT THE FUUUUCKK!!!

(RAMONAA!!!! RAMONA!!!! //// I JUST MISS US!!!! I JUST MISS US!!!!)
And after all these years (AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!)
Do you really want me
So if i cried real tears (REAL TEARS!!!)
will my soul be ugly? (x3)

(RAMONAA!!!!/// I JUST MISS US!!!!)
(AND AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!!)
(REAL TEARS!!!)
(RAMONAAA!!!/// I JUST MISS US!!)



dedicated to…
i love u and always will.
no matter what circumstance.
4ever in my heart, ramøna fløwers… 🦎

ramøna <3 (dead yami)

LOVE IS WAR, WAR IS HELL
IN THIS BATTLEFIELD I ROT. 

KREEPAKVLT2K25
EMPATHYSREVENGE
MY LIFE IS A TRAGEDY THAT ØNLY GETS WØRSE BY THE HØUR 

Lyrics:

(beginning/verse1):
See all these flowers rot in the garden
I think its caused from all the energy you brought in
Your snipers nest, it got left vacant by the marksman
The bullet wounds you shot through me, they smell like garbage

(høøk1):
Feel a cold breeze between my collapsed lungs
My jaw torn off, it reveals my tounge
Limbs all scattered cross the mounds of mud
Is this what happens when you battle love?

In no mans land, you wont find your home
Artillery shells strike this iron dome
The deer all dead in the field they roamed
They say war is hell, love will take your soul

(verse222):
Run for your life
She planned to bomb these pines
Not once, not twice
This war will not subside 

Right now 
i can hear her bombs loud
Gotta keep my head down
In this trench, the lights out

All i smell is death, and its filling up my nose, i cannot feel a thing
Shell shocked and im frozen solid, losing all my sanity
Time stands still, dying all alone
Loot my bag, send the letters home

Will i die a hero bleeding out my head?
And do you think ill really find peace when getting rest?
While in this war, i sit and contemplate the meaning
Like whats the point of it? Lets sit and sign the treaty

(høøk222):
Feel a cold breeze between my collapsed lungs
My jaw torn off, it reveals my tounge
Limbs all scattered cross the mounds of mud
Is this what happens when you battle love?

In no mans land, you wont find your home
Artillery shells strike this iron dome
The deer all dead in the field they roamed
They say war is hell, love will take your soul

nø man’s land (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

CHRI$TIAN-MY LUV(Deffjoint)

CHRI$TIAN-Tweaking out in public



CHRI$TIAN creates a powerful blend of emo rap, trap, and 2000s emo with underground energy, crafting music that’s atmospheric, raw, and deeply emotional. His sound is built on a foundation of vulnerability and grit, exploring themes of heartbreak, isolation, and self-reflection. With moody production and honest storytelling, CHRI$TIAN’s music pulls listeners into a world of introspection and resilience, offering an authentic space to feel and heal. Tracks like growing pains / persephone and On My Own showcase his ability to balance melancholy with strength, making each song a compelling emotional journey.


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