lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

Samueliez - nowhere! (Prod. OMGbenni X Nash)

ilikeyourdress

LOVE LLC (slowed + reverb)

am i afraid? w/ aves

https://soundcloud.com/burylilac
https://soundcloud.com/back2thapast
https://soundcloud.com/rejji3

question my self ft. lilac heart (2down, back2thapast)

prod. @horoshavibes

this isn't really fun anymore
i've exhausted my ideas now i lay on the floor
given every piece of myself to this earth
try and see the shadows i can't discern
keep the fan on
it drowns out the silence inside my room
it drowns out the violence and all of the bad news
that i can't deal with

these faces blend into something i can't recognize
mirrors deceive me with tricks and lies
i can't tell the difference between wrong and right
there is a shadow for every light

i hate the lasers that shine through my blinds
disturbing every moment of peace in my mind
until the sun disappears for the night
reminders that everything fades over time
keep the door closed
emotions seep out from the cracks and the windows
where they'll die out
never to be seen by a single soul

these faces blend into something i can't recognize
mirrors deceive me with tricks and lies
i can't tell the difference between wrong and right
there is a shadow for every light

keep the fan on, it drowns everything out

IM DO ALRIGHT (RAW VERSION)

Мама, я не герой

when I'm with you

COMMAS COMMAS COMMAS ,,,  contact@CHRMNGcomma.com

am i afraid? w/ aves

CHRMNG,

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