lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

Samueliez - nowhere! (Prod. OMGbenni X Nash)

know i said she gon work on it
but it dont work on it anymore most days
know i said how we gon work on it
know i dont work on it stuck up in my own haze
I dont got none keeping me grounded
i dont got none i could keep it sounded from again
every decision staring incisions in the face
Die young if i could
but i think time's past me by
cut me off if you could
why you still sittin round too high
made the choice to make it out quick
why the fuck you only ever insult bitch
if you really hate me that much
you should leave right now
dont dwell on a crush much
dont stay round me
it aint worth it baby
dont break down for me
oh im drivin you crazy
but its all gonna stay this way
i aint never gonna change
how the fuck you gon behave
no aint never seen a different side
what'd you expect me in a truer one to hide

Work On It [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

ilikeyourdress

LOVE LLC (slowed + reverb)

am i afraid? w/ aves

https://soundcloud.com/burylilac
https://soundcloud.com/back2thapast
https://soundcloud.com/rejji3

question my self ft. lilac heart (2down, back2thapast)

prod. @horoshavibes

this isn't really fun anymore
i've exhausted my ideas now i lay on the floor
given every piece of myself to this earth
try and see the shadows i can't discern
keep the fan on
it drowns out the silence inside my room
it drowns out the violence and all of the bad news
that i can't deal with

these faces blend into something i can't recognize
mirrors deceive me with tricks and lies
i can't tell the difference between wrong and right
there is a shadow for every light

i hate the lasers that shine through my blinds
disturbing every moment of peace in my mind
until the sun disappears for the night
reminders that everything fades over time
keep the door closed
emotions seep out from the cracks and the windows
where they'll die out
never to be seen by a single soul

these faces blend into something i can't recognize
mirrors deceive me with tricks and lies
i can't tell the difference between wrong and right
there is a shadow for every light

keep the fan on, it drowns everything out

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

Breakfast in Bed ( Writer.Kdaprynce ) Comedy Track

COMMAS COMMAS COMMAS ,,,  contact@CHRMNGcomma.com

am i afraid? w/ aves

CHRMNG,