prod. heydium

lyrics:
and ive got a lot of problems
stuck inside my head
and lookin in the mirror
i tell myself "man i wish u were fuckin dead"
and its always the same...
this fucking life is nothing but pain
i swear to god this isnt me
what happend 2 the person 
that i used to be...
the person that i used to be...

ive been this way for so damn long now
i cant seem to get my head above the clouds
its always raining on me now
i cant look up, there's only down
i think i dropped my sanity
somewhere on the ground 

it seems like all i do these days 
is run my mouth
i sit alone inside my room
and make these fuckin sound
and i dont know when 
it all went south
and everything 
just drags me down..
everything just drags me down
while this world just spins around...

problems in my head, p.2 [+heydium]

listen to mæsks music: https://soundcloud.com/maesk337

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/pekarot_161

pekarots yt: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBVicoij06gb6PA2rapkqFg

/lyrics/

(tearsonmygucci)

i need help like i don't know what I'm supposed to do
sit under an overpass breathing fumes
passing street lights down another avenue
if i gotta die i would rather rot with you

back in april we were fighting just like usual
said you hated me oh so casual
held you tight but then you were gone 
if id known that it would be the last i held on

i see faces looking through the window
thoughts are whirling i just wanna be alone
oh solitude is rare cause i still hear you 
in my room 
lead my to my tomb i can't take it

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip 
cause i know I'll slip
without you to hold me back from losing it

(mæsk)

I've got this calming view and now I’m picturing ur face
And u now wanna talk, ok let’s talk about this pain
And now I’m sat beside a tree I’m taking all the shade
If u were here right now I know you'd wash it all away


I’ve got things I’ll never mention but it’s haunting me
Clouds are taking shape I swear that they’re taunting me
My head goes down but, swear I’m no different to all these broken leaves
If u were right now I’d view the world so differently

One more time,
The pressures building and it’s heating up
Wasn’t being honest when I said that I was fine
What’s in the past is deep and buried, I know I can’t do much
I’d be content if I could only see u one more time

(tearsonmygucci)

thought i had convinced myself I'm better of
every morning i was better i was moving on
but i saw you in my dreams and i know that
it's never gone away my heart just went numb

all this pressure gonna make my skull cave in
at the end i hope you know that i still never gave in
it's hard to loosen up my grip cause i know I'll slip
without you here to hold me back from losing it

I never gave up on us - ft. mæsk (Pekarot)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & https://soundcloud.com/sakuradoves 
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Cover Art By https://soundcloud.com/vendilmz
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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[Lyrics]

(akiradoves)
you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

so tell me why you stabbed me in my back 
you're acting like a little bitch don't know why
you ripped my heart i think i'm just a waste
i think it's about time that you let me go

(sakuradoves)
darling let me go im falling in the snow
i wonder if you know
how much i need you sleeping with me 
baby im so empty maybe they gon envy
when im going up with you now

yeah yeah yeah up with you now
come bring me out 
stuck in this crowd of the memories
from the past living 
fast have fun killing me

(akiradoves) 
i should of known that you'd leave me for him
oh i apologies for the things i did
i fumbled my words way too much 
i wanna be together forever

you should know you disgust me way too much
oh dear i just think you should know 
i just miss you way too much 
you mistake me for someone i don't know
just take me away i just wanna disappear

mistake w/ sakuradoves (nevrfall)

[Non-Profit]
Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Produced By https://soundcloud.com/nciku
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(Lyrics)
perfect for me 
I'm always crying in the cold nights
this is something we gotta talk about 
but some days just get harder 
i don't wanna do this no more
i want you , you want me 
we're such a perfect match 
i know we won't collapse 
don't get bored of me 
i know that I'm too much 
i'm trying to be perfect

it's always silent in the cold night 
the weather is so cold without you 
and i love you 
don't want this to end 
I'll hold you till the end
just notice that i care 
i trust you with my heart
i just wanna be there 
i just love you way too much

i love you (nciku)

@x1fern
@navyxower
@northshoremusic
@kuriositylol
@emptychest

War w/ 1fern, NAVYXOWER, The North Shore, kuriosity & emptychest [+ sogimura]

whts the prblem if im dead asl
everybody tries to be me i js wish em well
everybody knows i fell so deep inside this wishing well
if you lived with what i lived with youd wish you was in hell
yeah im on my chronyc shit im smoking on my toxic shit
its hard as fuck to gts cus im paranoid
sleep on my baretta cus i mean business
dont sleep on my bayonetta i mean business  
huh i cant even love rn im on another planet
sry if im rough i really didnt plan it
its really fuckin hard to not get up and 
get up
stop settling
and, "oh yeah, i owe you"
yeah u fuckin do
last week u stole my kid like wht the fuck it do?
thought u were my bro
thought were my brother
thought u were my blood
thought u were my one 
to hold onto when everything is fucking shit
when it goes dark when the lights turn out and i cannot see the spark
when i cant lie no more
when i cant breathe no more
when i cant stand more
when i pass out and im damn near dead but i really couldnt care no more
ive given up my body's laying on your floor
do whatever you want to me cause i just cant fight no more
i feel like i should feel bad but i dont know why or how yeah
and i cant get turned on, cus..


hey, dork
posted with a toy
you be shootin bbs 
i be smoking real joints
ion even see u as a person rn
i see u as a monster and its freaking me out
ay
the voices in my 
the demons in my
like to talk, i hear tapping n scratching on the wall
i shouldnt say that
ill drive a maybach.

ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ

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ＯＬＥＡＮＤＥＲ （ＰＲＯＤ．ＣＨＲＯＮＹＣ）

I Don't Wanna Be That Guy (prod. kiranaito)

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

lyrics-

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*
im getting sick of all talk
i needa take a walk


cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i wont be around too long if i stay here
say hi to the neighbor while im fried
i know shes pretty, i dont like my life
taking out the trash, while i look into her eyes

cold as fuck in the middle of the morning
waking up to ur pretty face snoring
gotta lot to do, wake up 5 in the morning
im so boring, sorry that im sorry

i dont wanna wait too long
*too long*
ill just watch you smoke out ur bong
*out ur bong*

sorry that im sorry (prod. secre swallowtail)

#risya
寂寞再多一些
愛你有多明顯
要小心一點點 ooh
遲疑再少一些
baby baby 我可以想念你
我有權利去愛你的話
給我一些勇氣 love you
nonono I didn’t call you
因為我的寂寞
是喜歡你才這樣
Is it okay if I fall for you? Baby
I get the feeling youre into this...
should I try it out?
I could be the one whos not like them
wont u come a little closer
jus for tonight

#Losty
我不能夠讓她得逞
喜歡？也許一分 再陪我多待一秒看晚霞
I count to 10
一二三四 五六七八九十
She nine out of 10
To be honest, yuh
聆聽妳的呼吸跟心跳聲
震耳欲聾 這次我不先跑
我知道她是謊她是禍是寂寞我逃不掉
已經沒有必要遮掩 已錯了太多
在今晚失蹤
emmmm…..
在Richard Mille point to 12時我要走
等到下一次台北市下雪的時候妳要想我
She told me to ho ho ho 
聖誕 老公公
元旦 我沒有空
期待下次相擁

be the one +Losty

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