prod by brvdy
feeling of insufficiency
feeling of emptiness
insecurity is winning me

feeling disgusted
feeling of sick
this disease is winning me

where is everyone who said they would be on my side
everyone left
empty promises
everything is a lie

so be gone for a while
run well in a hurry

I am disaster
one disaster

everything I touch turns to ashes

i am disaster
one disaster

CORIUM [PROD. BRVDY]

prod by nxm1nal
mix by chxeu

possessed
by myself
my enemy
I am myself
my fight
it's against myself
possessed
by the evil entity
cursed
possessed
by the evil entity
cursed
anguish fills me every minute
echoes in my mind all the time
surrounds me taking all my light
this is ruining my life
anguish fills me every minute
echoes in my mind all the time
surrounds me taking all my light
this is ruining my life

ASYLUM [PROD. NXM1NAL]

feat. @dxvdxnd
prod by @diklordefenil x @dexavl96-773996252
mix by chxeu x dxvdxnd
artwork by chxeu

lyrics:
Dxvdxnd Verse: 
Gouge their eyes 
Won’t survive 
Insert my blade in their spine 

This the time 
I arise 
Come my demons ,Come alive 

Watch them die 
satisfied 
That’s my shit I’m feeling high 


Verse:
Cut their limbs and cut  their necks 
End of  story fuck the rest 
Run up quickly u get rekt
Pass your body like a test 
X2



CHXEU Verse: 
I cut your throat
your blood splashes you die
your blood spills
you explode
you die 2x
knife slides
the acid eating away at all your 
flesh
my demons crawl between your organs
eating your meat 2x

acid in your face
melting everything
no one will discover your body
You have nobody
cutting into pieces no one will find you
scattered through the darkness
your death is a mystery
no one remembers 
you disappear

MYSTERIUM w/ DXVDXND [PROD. DIKLORDEFENIL + DEXAVL]

feat. @bruude
prod by CHXEU
mix by CHXEU
artwork by CHXEU

lyrics:
Bruude Part
Life is so messed up empty and dead
Got everything wrong with this world in my head
I’m working my ass off where the fuck has it led
I’m still in this bitch with the pain that I bled
I’m not telling my story no one cares in the end
Cut out your tongue bitch don’t call me your friend 
Biting the bullet sounds like a plan
Off to the den

Life’s been long enough 
Cold steel against my head
Why do it always hurt
I want it all to end

Bang goes the glock 
As I’m drifting away 
I hear no talk
And I’m feeling no pain
It’s finally quiet 
My peace been attained 
Can’t even remember your face when I try
I’m so happy that tears falling down 
Look in the mirror I actually cry
Release all the pain that I built up inside
It’s funny how death got me feeling alive




CHXEU Part
Working Trying my best
but sometimes everything seems so far away
this pressure of life in everything
push me off the cliff
break me
end all this hurt 
end all this pain
don't look at me
I just want my end
my mind overflows
my anxiety crushes me
this emptiness increases
the darkness dominates me
I do not want to die
I do not want to loose
I want to win
but i have no choice
this blood that runs through my veins
I feel it's in vain
my mind kills me
my mind sinks me
my life does everthing for me to give up
bipolarity, insufficiency
voices in the mind
everyday every time

LAST BREATH feat. BRUUDE

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Bgj9ftI3sM
prod by @nvvnvv
artwork/photo by me

lyrics:
the mist passes and consumes my bones
the wind in all my bones ice in my bones
blood splatters endlessly
endless suffering 

the storm torments me
Im losing myself
the storm torments me 

helpless walking in the valley of shadows
lost in the infinite forest 

I crawl like a worm 
I'm in decomposition
I craw like a worm
I'm in decomposition 

apathy only grows
the void just grows
apathy only grows
the void just grows

intense mist
inert feelings
eternal cold
my soul is cold

THE DESPAIR OF A TORMENTED SOUL [PROD. NVV]

prod by @audioabomination w/ chxeu
artwork by @audioabomination

SEPULTUS OBLITUS [PROD. ABXMINVTIXN x CHXEU]

video official: https://youtu.be/c6MxM8_NBS8
feat and prod @aragoth_die
cover by @likozor
mix by me
:)

MANIAC ft. ARAGOTH [PROD. ARAGOTH]

ft. Dillon Skuta of Abhorrent Abomination and Ticked Off
prod by CHXEU

SNOW GHOST ft. DILLON SKUTA OF ABHORRENT ABOMINATION

feat. @perished-hart
prod by @aragoth_die

LORD OV SHADOWS

LORD OV SHADOWS ft. PERISHED HART [PROD. ARAGOTH]

This song is part of the album called "The Unending Chronicles Of Darkness" 
feat. Zayvius Craven
prod. Aragoth

OV TENEBRIS ft. ZXYVIXS OF THE OGRE PACKET SLAMMERS [PROD. ARAGOTH]

A track I produced while going through an actual divorce. We loved eachother but our minds had different directions in life. This reflected my feelings of duality - trying to be a badass man and crying like a sad ass man... 


Xenocivil Divorce

Vocalist of Impurum and BloodReign
@prodchxeu
contatochxeu@gmail.com

SEPULTUS OBLITUS [PROD. ABXMINVTIXN x CHXEU]

CHXEU

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