We live in a society that is quick to condemn those who look, think, and act differently than we do. We must stop demonizing what we do not understand. Our new single "15 Minutes of Fame," takes you inside the mind of someone experiencing suicidal thoughts. Help us fight mental illness stigma by sharing this video with your family and friends.

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Lyrics:

Do you know what it’s like, just to crawl through your life,  
Like a ghost, like a ghost… 
I have beauty and rage, full of love, full of pain, 
That no one knows, no one knows… 
 
So I, wrote a letter today, wrote in blood just to say, 
I can’t take this one more day! 
 
Far away, there’s a place, 
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home, 
No one knows, no one cares, 
To know who I am, so just take me there… 
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death, 
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week, 
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away, 
For 15 Minutes of Fame… 
 
Do you know how it feels, no control of the wheel, 
I am lost, oh so lost… 
Don’t you call me a freak, I don’t choose to be weak, 
Holocaust, I’m your holocaust… 
 
In my last and final will, I will not be standing still, 
For once I will finally be, someone worth remembering… 
 
Far away, there’s a place, 
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home, 
No one knows, no one cares, 
To know who I am, so just take me there… 
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death, 
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week, 
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away, 
For 15 Minutes of Fame… 
 
Was I just born to be broken, is this the life I deserve, 
To have a voice not worth hearing, tell me is it so absurd? 
To want my moment of glory, even if it costs me my soul, 
A heart condemned, that never was known… 
 
Far away, there’s a place, 
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home, 
No one knows, no one cares, 
To know who I am, so just take me there… 
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death, 
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week, 
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away, 
For 15 Minutes of Fame…

15 Minutes of Fame

Our obsession with social validation is consuming us.

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Lyrics:
Parasite, you always find a way to get me high
You get me off then leave me terrified
My fear is all that's keeping you alive
Breaking me, You love me just enough so I won't leave
Manipulate so I will never see
That you're the one that has me on my knees
Well I'm surrendering

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

Carnivore, You chew me up and spit me out once more
I let you in you shook me at my core
To weak to find your prisoner of war
I am forever yours

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

Should have known better
Let you underneath my skin
Should have known better
This is a war I cannot win

Parasite, you always find a way to get me high
You're eating me alive

Show no mercy, show no love
No saving me you're out for blood
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal
Fight like hell you won't let go
You leave me naked in my bones
Cuz you're a cannibal, a cannibal
You're a cannibal, a cannibal

You're the darkest part of me
You choke me out til I can't breath
Oh, now there's nothing left of me
You're a cannibal, You're a cannibal

Cannibal

There’s no personal hell quite like being told what you’re feeling isn’t real.

Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Sahaj Ticotin in Los Angeles, California.
©2019 Citizen Soldier. All Rights Reserved

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