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LYRICS
**[Verse 1]**
I wake up, put on my shoes, start another day,
Coffee in hand, I push the hurt away.
In meetings, I joke and keep the mood light,
But inside, my heart's still shattered from the fight.

**[Chorus 1]**
On the outside, I'm a clown, full of jokes and smiles,
But behind this mask, I've been hurting for miles.
Laughing loud, but inside it’s not what it seems,
A broken heart, lost in silent screams.
There's a waterfall of tears behind these eyes...
A waterfall of tears behind these eyes.

**[Verse 2]**
Out with friends, I crack a joke to fit in,
Hiding the sadness, but I’m wearing thin.
They never ask, they just think I’m fine,
But they don’t know the storm that’s in my mind.

**[Chorus 2]**
On the outside, I'm a clown, full of jokes and smiles,
But behind this mask, I've been hurting for miles.
Laughing loud, but inside it’s not what it seems,
A broken heart, lost in silent screams.
There's a waterfall of tears behind these eyes...
A waterfall of tears behind these eyes.

**[Verse 3]**
When I’m alone, the mask starts to fall,
I let the tears spill, but I don’t call.
No one’s around, no one can hear my cry,
A lonely heart, with nowhere to hide.

**[Chorus 3]**
On the outside, I'm a clown, full of jokes and smiles,
But behind this mask, I've been hurting for miles.
Laughing loud, but inside it’s not what it seems,
A broken heart, lost in silent screams.
There's a waterfall of tears behind these eyes...
A waterfall of tears behind these eyes.

**[Outro]**
I keep on pretending, I keep holding tight,
But inside, I’m breaking in the dead of night.
The world sees the clown, they don’t see the pain,
There's a waterfall of tears falling like rain.
No one knows the pain I feel inside,
There's a waterfall of tears behind these eyes... 
A waterfall of tears behind these eyes.

Waterfall of Tears

“Already Gone Inside” is a deep emotional track about losing yourself before anyone even notices. It captures the quiet kind of pain — when you smile on the outside but feel empty within. The lyrics explore numbness, heartbreak, and the slow fade of who you used to be.

Haunting vocals and a dark atmosphere make this song hit hard for anyone who’s ever felt like they disappeared long before they left.

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ALREADY GONE INSIDE

Eminem - River ft. Ed Sheeran (Conor Maynard Cover)

crazy bitch - buck cherry (slowed + pitched)

CJ is an amateur lyricist and works with different AI's to create self reflective music and concept exploration.  Exploring loss and love.  Some songs are available to other artists, contact for more details.

Waterfall of Tears

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